I NEED to vent!!! What is this ish???

It's been a while since I've posted on here. This show sent me into such a depression, I just couldn't manage to muster any jolility to fangirl about it anymore.

I was one of THE BIGGEST abhigya shippers out there. My whole world revolved around them (as lame as that might sound). They brought me so much joy. I would rewatch an episode 4 times a day -- because THAT'S just how much I loved them. But somewhere between the Mogambo and Memory Loss track I fell off the ship. I've been trying desperately to swim back to it and climb on board.

I've been tossed around the ocean folks. I've seen things. I've been through things.

And you know what, somewhere near the end of the Simonika Exposure, I found a life raft...and then after much consideration I let go.

But I didn't drown.

I swam to shore. Why? I'm waiting on the docks for a new ship to arrive. They say it's called Queen&King. Why is Queen first you say? Rumour is he puts her first! Gasp! I know, eh. It's unheard of.

Can you imagine? Someone actually putting Pragya first...seems to good to be true. And yet, I'm hopeful. Commit me. I must be insane. But for the first time in a long time this is the only thing keeping me glued to this mess of a show.

I have yet to watch all these post leap episodes. I live in Canada and unfortunately we're an entire week behind, which blows chunks (which ironically is the one of the better options. Arjit's (ex-Purab) new show Kaleerein is AN ENTIRE MONTH behind. Which sucks so hard, because ohmygod ITS SO GOOD!!!)

So I've been mentally preparing myself for what's coming by reading updates.

And with that said, I'm sorry but Oh. My. Goddd!!! Abhi is officially unredeemable in my eyes. Marrying Tanu is by far the biggest sin he's ever committed. It's an insult to not only Pragya and everything that she's ever done for him, but also to Bulbul and Daadi. He claims he loved Daadi more than anyone else but that's the biggest pile of horses#!$ ever!!! Lies! Such lies! He never loved his Daadi. He was only afraid of disappointing her. The moment his grandmother closed her eyes, what did he do? He got rid of Daadi's choice and ushered in her worst nightmare. Because yes, I'm sure Daadi who hated Tanu to her core is of course smiling down on you from above, right Abhi? Why is Daadi not haunting their a$$@$ is beyond me. But at least we no longer have to hear her go on and on to Pragya about Sati Savitri, Yamraj, Mangulsutra, blah, blah, blah, blah, BLAHHH. Good riddance to that.

And my God. What the h@!! have they done to Purab Khanna. I hope that when Bulbul comes back (and heck yes, I know she will. But I believe she's destined for KDB at this rate) SPITS right in his face. Seriously, wow! So I guess watching over Pragya and vowing to unite abhigya means s#!$ to him now, because he's got shiny new insta-love Disha and a child he just couldn't wait to make. "Bulbul is the love of my life" -- my a$$ Purab!

I can't believe we lost Suresh for these so called epic love stories.

Ohhh. And Disha! She 100% proved she's not blood. Pragya ought to slap her in the mouth if she dare address her as "di" or calls Sarla "Ma." She proved she ain't family. She's a Tanu supporter. I hope Aaliyah makes her life hell.

I never thought I'd ever say this but I hope King brings Abhi down to the ground.

Tanu will undoubtedly throw herself at King (cause she about the ho life, mo money mo problems to wreak on some poor unfortunate soul, right?)

And Aaliyah will peace out with whatever cash she liquidates and hightail it to Australia.

At this rate, I really do hope that abhigya are legally divorced. I'm hoping Sarla was instrumental in sending Pragya away. She tried to do so during the memory loss track. And I'm hoping she sent her to England here.

As for King, he's just getting started. I'm looking forward to him being great. Though, right now he sounds like a mess. But so was Abhi when Pragya got married to him. I gave Abhi a chance, just as Pragya did. And I'll give King a chance until he proves he's unworthy.

But already it sounds like there are many parallels. Based on spoilers it's said King saves Pragz from a suicide attempt. Interesting considering the first time abhigya met - Abhi thought he was saving a suicidal girl. This time around King is actually saving her from that fate.

So maybe, just maybe King will be everything to Pragya that Abhi never was. He starts off ruff around the edges (just like Abhi did) but develops into someone actually worthy of her in the end, with real character growth.

In the end I just hope she chooses wisely. It will make for one heck of a triangle. Tanu can rub up against Abhi all she wants. The moment Pragya waltzes in on King's arm. It'll be Tanu who?

But Pragya's got a child to think about. So no more mind games and no more Mehra Madhouse.

And no I don't think Kiara is King's. She's 100% abhigya's. And for that reason, I'd rather have King raising Kiara. I don't want taaliyah egging Abhi on to snatch Kiara away from her mother.

I mean, imagine Tanu playing mother. Doesn't it make you want to vomit??!?

Hello Mimi!! Sorry I don't have much to tell you on anything but just so you know - today's was only the 2nd post leap episode. So there isn't a whole ton to catch up on.