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From the first episode till now Vedika has changed so much. Especially her feelings and reactions towards Sahil.
When she first saw him there was repulsion followed by understanding that he is a good boy. But she thought of him only as a boy till he started helping her and kind of became close to her. She could laugh, smile and enjoy a moment easily with Sahil if only she would let herself free. She slowly realizes that his feelings run deep for her and sends him home, only to have him propose to her in front of the entire school. Boy! How that hits her. The confrontation outside the school gates shakes her up, when Sahil says he loves all things about her... she is totally taken right there... She had to have a cold shower back at home. Society at this point is her biggest fear and the age difference.
Then comes the second proposal from Gautam. She takes a step back from Gautam when he proposes, but she never ever stepped back from Sahil does she? The valentines day too she is soo caught in the moment with Sahil, she could not stop him nor could she move away from him. She stood rooted to the spot. Gautam saved her with his entry 😉
After Arya kidnapping she was so in love with Sahil, but could not let herself go cause, she felt she would be doing an injustice to Sahil thanks to their age gap. And with the marriage, she totally knew that she was in love with Sahil. The same mad way that he was with her. That point forth there is no denial of love, but then she started the you are after my body stuff. When that got cleared, Vedika once again comes back to society but with the Sex trafficing case and entire Kanpur and outside knows that Sahil loves her. She tries to leave him but could not... seriously she could not leave Sahil. Now there is no more I am not in love with him but I am in love with him and I am not able to hold myself back. Then comes the kidnapping and she goes all out to an extent no woman would normally go. Then again she chooses to force Sahil in to the marriage, because she has no control over her emotions and she thinks she is not right for him and his family will never accept this relationship.
So she is now clear that she is totally in love with Sahil and Sahil is nuts about her. After what Sahil said in the mandap she is also clear that children and intimacy are not an issue for him. He wants to be with her and spend his life with her. Yesterday she understood how much she had hurt him and the oxygen statement from Sahil does get to her... But she is also Maha ziddi. Right now the biggest block for her is Nidhi and the family.
But Sahil is going in completely another track... he feels married to her and what Vedika set out to do has completely back fired. She already has very less control over her emotions where he is concerned and now he is overloading her with his love. No more platonic, she is his wife and he can touch her... and I loved how the biwiji hits her lol. I am sure Sahil is going to be more lovey dowey with her and I hope she gets out of her fixations and shows a little love to Sahil.
Want Vedikas control to break occasionally and want to see her running to Sahil.
Ok... no order in the writing... that was a total verbal vomit... had to get it out of the head 😆😆
Arjun
Anupamaa
