#3Song Os Thon : Sang sang yun chalun by akriti154 on pg 137 Mar 29 - Page 73

hello darlings

here with my next OS for this OSthon, this song was suggested by yashivid aka vidya di, hope you guys like it

SANG SANG YUN CHALU TERE JAISE TERA AASMAAN

He woke up and found himself all alone in the bed, scanning the entire bedroom for her, he pulled up the covers on himself realizing his state and called her twice but just got no response. Sighing as he just recalled how much his wife loved the beach she must be chilling out for sure; he quickly got dressed and walked out of the house. The beach wasn't much far from their house, courtesy his wife's love for beaches and walking for around twenty steps, he spotted her playing with little kids, making sand castles with them.

A beautiful smile crept upon his lips seeing her playing with kids, smiling carefree and laughing heartily. He had been missing this smile of hers since ages and he just couldn't help stay still and feel the moment.

Smiling at his wife's beautiful smile, he stood there with his arms crossed until his wife's eyes caught hold of him and she called him there too. Having no reasons to deny her, he too joined them all and they had a wonderful evening playing with the kids who finally left off with their parents leaving sadness on her lips all over again.

Realizing the same, he gave her a comforting side hug and she just rested her head on his shoulder without saying anything not wanting to upset him with her spoiled mood though she knew hiding her mind from her best friend, her husband, her raman is impossible for her.

R -let's go back home

He whispered slowly in her ears and she just hummed in response. Her feet began dragging her though her eyes were still on those kids only and seeing the same, he scooped her in his arms diverting her attention to himself.

I -raman what are you...

She tried to say something but he just silenced her with a glare telling her he is carrying his own wife and nobody is having problem with the same making her go silent.

She rested her head on his shoulder while a young couple, who had visited the beach too spotted them. Aliya jumped overjoyed seeing him carrying her like a baby and she mused to adi how she too wishes he carries her like that to which adi just shook his head.

He entered the house still carrying her in his arms and turned asking her to latch the door refusing to put her down. Doing as told, she locked the door while he carried her to the living room and finally put her down.

I -there's an emptiness in our lives raman

She spoke up with a sigh breaking the silence of the room while he just shook his head in negative.

R -nope, we are complete, I have you, and you have me

I -and we would have someone else to call as "ours too if I wasn't infertile.

She said with tears brimming in her eyes which he wiped off with his thumb slowly as he shook his head in negative telling her not to cry. Interlacing their fingers, he kissed the back of her palm while she just silently let out a sob as the void she had inside again haunted her, the void of not being a mother.

R -shh ishita, how many times I have told you not to think about it and in case you are forgetting, you are not the one to be blamed for this, I too am infertile.

He said making her look at him disbelievingly.

I -that too because of me raman, because of me you went through that surgery so you can conveniently take the whole blame on yourself. Why you did that raman, you could have left me and married someone else.

She said sadly but instead of answering her, he whispered to her "I just kept my promise, the promise I had made to myself the day I had fallen in love with you, to be with you through thick and thin, to be your shadow and protect you from all the evil, I was just keeping my promise to myself and will keep doing that for the rest of my life"

Tu Jahaan Main Wahaan
Sang Sang Yu Chalu Tere
Jaise Tera Aasmaan
Tu Jahaan Main Wahaan
Sang Sang Yu Chalu Tere
Jaise Tera Aasmaan

R -come on now, let's cook something, I am really hungry

He said carrying her to the kitchen. Making her sit on the kitchen counter, he wore his apron and then made her wear hers as well before both began cooking together and soon she slept off hugging him.

This was their routine now, they had shifted to Goa twenty two years ago, when his family had asked him to choose between her and them and his choices being with her only, he had walked out of his home forever. They had met in college and bonded well in no time, hello hi's turned into friendship and friendship turned into love soon and both decided to spend the rest of their lives together. They even got married but two years into their marriage, they discovered about ishita's infertility, ishita underwent many fertility treatments but every time their hopes were crushed, worst than before. His family began blaming ishita who tried to leave him and finally unable to take her state and his family's continuous taunts, he got himself operated.

Jo Dhup Nikli Chaya Ban Jaaunga
Jo Ho Tu Akeli Saaya Ban Jaaunga
Jo Uljhan Mein Ho Mann Main Behlaaunga
Tum Aa Gaye Ho Toh Jeena Aaya Hain
Khushiya Ka Tumne Yeh Jaal Bichaya Hain
Khoya Hain Khudko Yah Sab Kuch Paaya Hain
Tu Jahaan Main Wahaan
Sang Sang Yu Chalu Tere
Jaise Tera Aasmaan

He too couldn't be a father now, ishita wasn't the sole one to be blamed for them not having a baby now and when she had asked him why he had done this, she had got only one answer

"When you aren't going leaving me knowing I can't be a father ever, how can I leave you knowing the same about you?"

The overwhelmed lover, wife and woman had just hugged him tight seeing his love while his family told him to choose one between the two. They walked out of the bhalla house forever and made their own little paradise in goa, though ishita could never forget anything.

He looked at her sleeping cuddled to him like a baby and smiled, kissed her forehead before he too slept off wiping his tears.

Ho Gam Ke Badal Mujhpe Tham Jaane De
Bechainiyo Ko Mujhse Takrane De
Dukhti Ho Koi Baat Mujhpe Aane De
Dil Sochta Tha Ke Koi Apna Ho
Koi Raaz Na Ho Jo Uss Se Rakhna Ho
Aankhein Na Kholu Main Shayad Sapna Ho
Tu Jahaan Main Wahaan
Sang Sang Yu Chalu Tere
Jaise Tera Aasmaan

It was another normal evening for them; they were enjoying their evening stroll by the sea holding hands together when they spotted adi and aliya having an argument. Both looked at the other and smiled as raman walked to aliya while she moved to adi.

Tapping on his/her shoulder, she/he asked what happened

A -she doesn't care for me anymore, she is pregnant but she doesn't wants this pregnancy as she isn't ready for it and I am trying to make her understand that we can think about it, even I wasn't ready for being a parent so soon but still, how can we just kill our own baby but she is not ready to even hear me out. We have been married for so long now, it's time we have babies. We are fighting like cats and dogs daily and I don't think this relationship has any future now, everything was so good earlier.

Al -he doesn't cares for me anymore, I am pregnant but I don't want this baby. He is telling me not to abort the baby, trying to make me emotional asking me how can I kill my own baby. We are fighting like cats and dogs daily and I don't think this relationship has any future now; this baby is already ruining our lives, everything was so good earlier.

She said crying while ishra just sighed.

I -maybe you are over thinking.

A -oh really, how will you know, I am sure you must have never faced this situation in life.

Said adi angrily making ishita sigh.

I -he could have never told me for an abortion because I never got pregnant, have you ever seen us with our kids, we are always playing around with other's children but we don't have our kids.

She said making adi look at her as he actually realized the same.

I -I was infertile, I tried many treatments but nothing worked, I could never carry a child and when his family began pressurizing him to choose between me and having a baby, he chose me, even got himself operated to take the blame of infertility on himself. We walked out of his house and have been living here since twenty two years. We wanted kids but never got the blessing, still our relationship is the same, you know why? Because parenthood can never affect a couple's relation if the love and trust between them is strong enough, it would just add to their happiness, never ruin it. I am still sad somewhere because I could never be a mother but you know him being with me always gives me the strength and the happiness nothing else could have ever given me, my kids might have left me post growing up but I know he would never leave my side before death separates us forever.

Al -but you guys could have adopted a baby or gone for surrogacy na?

Asked a curious aliya to which raman just smiled.

R -yes, we could have but that wouldn't have removed the tag of barren from her life, that wouldn't have given her the pregnancy she craved for, those mood swings and every little emotion that comes with it, I wanted her to know my love for her is beyond her ability to give me a child. Society would have still called her barren only as for people producing a kid is what makes a couple parents and adopting kids would just have been means to hide our infertility for them. And who says we have any void in our lives, we never adopted kids but we visit the orphanage every week and spend time with the kids there, we are happy with our lives because we are happy with the other, we are content and proud to be together, with or without having a baby, our symbol of love. I know somewhere she is sad for not having a baby but I had married her because I wanted to be with her, not for making babies and show to the world that I am man enough to produce a child. I am not saying adopting kids is wrong, it is a noble deed but if only giving a child your name is being a parent, then I don't agree with it. For me, parenthood is a huge responsibility, which should be taken up only when you know you are ready for it, you are ready to sacrifice yourself to raise that little one, not for your old age or for show off to the world.

He said smiling making aliya think before she got up and walked to adi. Both looked at the other and smiled before speaking up "let's give it a try

Smiling hitting their heads together, they walked away thanking ishra while raman was quick to take his wife back home carrying her in his arms all over again as a wonderful night together awaited them.

Adilya looked at the two of them and smiled.

Al -these two are too cute, just like made for the other, I wish we too develop a bond like them.

She said to which adi nodded smiling as they too walked off while ishra got busy spending the evening in the other's arms as always, him playing the piano for her and her listening to the soothing melody resting her head on his chest, her place, her world.

So that's all for the OS