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Originally posted by: Thabassum..

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Bdw panda girl u still are busy ?

Originally posted by: richasharma0991

i was quite busy yesterday and today morning , now i am free and i am writing the update , which i wanna update very soon 😊

guys i will reply to all in an hour or so

Originally posted by: Chandana2010

Richa me and Misti waiting 😳😳

this is for you written gift 😆

Originally posted by: Thabassum..

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Bdw panda girl u still are busy ?

Part b

I was getting ready in front of mirror like I normally do before going to work but today I had turmoil within me which I can't make vocal . I was acting very normal as my sister nehal was also present in the room . today shaurya and others return from germany after fifteen days of their trip . this whole time I have indulged myself in work , I even use to come late to home with rajiv sir . during this time I spend more time with moushmi ma'am. after the ten days of german workshop , we all on video call decided the final dishes and me and rajiv sir here made arrangement for that . moushmi di , now what I call her since I came really close to her in this time period as she was handling the promotional strategy of khubsurat speise . in all our video call I never saw shaurya directly , only heard his voice , and not even his voice in the recording that Vicky used to send us of the recipes . I just got knowledge about his health and whereabouts from rajiv sir asking for all members collectively as this time there was no information by him . I will not be wrong in saying that in this past 15 days I have not seen shaurya , just heard his voice that too when he talked to other . felt like he is completely over from us . may be that's why I am skeptical about seeing him today after so long because I know I am not over him . I have to calm my mind , with that note I went out to have my breakfast with my family and then left for my work .

A long warm shower after long hectic flight feels so good I landed few hours ago in delhi and after sending german to their hotel , I came back to home and rested for some four hours . now to re energize myself I am taking a shower preparing myself to meet someone from whom I waited long for a call , or any text but she didn't. not even about my whereabouts . I use to see her in video call where she behave professional and all. Which even rajiv praised saying mehek was a great help for him in my absence . I switched off the shower and took a towel wrapping it around I came out of shower and picked clothes to change . after a long time I thought I am getting into a meaningful relationship which makes me happy but I guess that's how life is with me. I know mehek is a beautiful person inside out , I would be a blind not to know that but that's not the reason I loved her in fact her all time goodness sometimes irritate me to hell but her accusation and continue non trust on me makes me go made and so I became so impatient with her so this time I am not gonna make first move she only have to take first step and if she didn't then I had many relationship in past , adding one more won't matter . I said this to myself while getting ready but I only knew how much strong I am on that point . but one thing is clear I am not gonnna let anything affect my business , especially my personal life and with that mind I just went outside for having my brunch after which I am gonna go to collect germans from their hotel.

I entered the khubsurat speise and I was amused to see that my restaurant was ready to be launch , when I was in india every thing was done but only finishing to every part was left but now as I see , I found no flaws . no work left for me which I thought I had to finish after coming back . I have to praise rajiv but was just surprise to see how he carried every detail that I planned " wao shaurya , I am impressed " said Abelard in his german accent after checking the restaurant . I took his admiration by nodding my head with a smile . " welcome everyone said rajiv who came with bouquet with one of the waiter . he first hugged me and then shook his hand with the german siblings. " bhai , I am very impressed with your work , I was very stressed about all the finishing but seems like you took care of every thing in my absence . thanks bhai" I said to rajiv while germans were busy in exploring the venue. Rajiv gave me a smile " thanks why , its my responsibility also , I am not just your business partner shuarya , you are like a family to me he said in complete genuine tone and I just passed him a smile " and... I had two very beautiful ladies helping me in it he said brightening his face with a smile. I somewhere knew who was talking about still I asked " two ladies? . to which he answered proudly " moushmi and mehek . I just gave my unnatural smile to it . my heart was desperate to see her but still somewhere I wanted to avoid it . I don't know how I will react . where is meheek aksed neffin in his german accent . " she is in kitchen answered rajiv , I looked at him with glaring eyes . from the time he was with me , he asked about one thing only where is mehek , why she didn't came , on mid day of workshop also he asked can't mehek came now her visa would be ready by now . I was already irritated on him and annoyed but I could not do anything about it he was my business partner but I know he is interested in mehek more than her cooking skills and I have to keep him away from her . I was thinking all this giving an pressed teeth look to neffin when Georgia aksed me " what happened shaurya why you look stiff " her question perplexed me and I answered hastily " nothing nothing ... . " we talked more about the lauch date which rajiv suggested to make as soon as things are almost ready . after talking more for fifteen minutes abelard asked for a round of his restaurant . so rajiv took us . we explored every part , the bar area , the family area and the normal dinning area and even the terrace area , conference room to which lead to cabin of mine and Abelard .then last part was kitchen area and I prepared my self to behave unaffected in front of mehek . we all entered the kitchen I could see setting down of all equipment . the place gave neat and authentic look where there was look of german and Indian culture similar to what I once told mehek when we first time visited it . I looked at the cleaning area and some flash came to my mind . there was only one chef there who was telling an assistant to prepare snacks for us . seeing her not there my eyes started looking for them . germans were praising about the look and interior . I asked rajiv to confirm something " who guided about the final details , I never shared It with you . he was busy with germans " mehek gave me all instruction saying you gave her details in written " he answered and then resumed to host german . I knew I never gave her any written detail just discussed it with her once . I must say ,what a memory mehek Sharma . next we head to conference hall where I saw moushmi standing there taking deep breaths . me and rajiv rushed to her ." you look stress , did you ate something baby rajiv asked moushmi. She did looked tired . she was already 8 months pregnant . I looked at her worriedly . " did you had something I asked her . she looked at me and took a sigh . she knows I genuinely care for her despite of our issues . she didn't respond . " waiter tell someone to bring milk and sandwich for ma'am I asked the waiter in the conference hall . he noded and went to do the given task . " come and sit here said rajiv extending a chair . " this is your last project now then you take maternity leve I ordered moushmi . " I work with you not under you and we are associates right now. You can't order me and I am pregnant not sick . I can work she said in a tired tone. " moushmi , shaurya is right . its eight month you should refrain from strenuous activities rajiv told her . waiter brought a glass of milk . " moushmi take this I said giving her. The moment she saw milk she made a puke face . " I can't have plain milk , its smell give me nausea she complained . " don't be a child moushmi " I scolded her. " excuse me " came a voice from behind . it was mehek she came from the side where rajiv was standing which was lateral to me . " moushmi di take this lemonade . you will feel good she said giving moushmi a glass of lemonade . she was little bended to moushmi . her open hairs were falling which she side with her fingers behind her ear . she had a genuine concern for moushmi . her cheeks puffed as she gave assuring smile to moushmi as she finished her drink . in that moment I felt her eyes looked at floor for few seconds as I felt an uneasiness in her body . her eyes wanted to turn but it didn't while my eyes expected at least her one gaze which didn't happened. " hey mehek , how are you aksed Abelard who now had came forward with his two siblings . mehek turned too him and I saw her face . abelard was standing in front of me with his back facing me and mehek was standing to his right side , she completely ignored me while chatting with those german and didn't looked at me once . I was hell vexed on her . I knew she was ignoring me so will I . I sat next to moushmi on the chair next to her " you are fine" I asked in a harsh tone . she looked at me for few seconds being startle with my tone . " relax yaar she is pregnant rajiv said in stern tone . I realized my mistake " I am sorry moush ( I use this word when ever I had to please her). Are you okay I said being soft in my tone . she looked at me in amusement with dynamic change in me and then assured me nodding her eyes . " rajiv you take her home after this meeting , rest I will see okay I said to rajiv . by that time everyone had taken their seats and I was talking to moushmi only . I looked at all in between our conversation and I knew mehek was no longer present in the room . after five minutes she came with two waiter and who were holding some drink and snacks . they started distributing it following her instruction . a waiter came to me with black coffee and pitta bread sandwich. Seeing it I knew mehek would have asked him as I saw no other person being served that . I looked at her she was sitting next to Abelard who was very keenly talking to her . I don't know weather to be happy realizing her care for my food choice or I should be hell angry that despite of her feelings for me she is ignoring me . I took the coffee but didn't had that sandwich .

I had prepared that sandwich for him which he didn't had and I was thinking he will come and talk to me I chuckled on my stupidity . its good that I ignored him but how to ignore to care for him , how to stop my eyes to look for him . I knew he was looking at me and but I was not that strong to look at him and still behave like I am unaffected . rajiv sir and moushmi di have already left and now me and shuarya were hosting germans . we were at the parking area when shaurya see off them in car with his own driver . I was scared to be in that moment . to be alone with him so as soon as they moved I went to look for an auto as like always I thought rajiv sir will drop me but he went early asking shaurya loudly to arrange for my transport . I saw him saying bye to germans and I moved to other side of road looking for auto . I heard sound of car being started , I didn't turned but I could guess that shaurya was moving his car , I thought he is going so I just concentrated back on road to find an auto but I couldn't see one . suddenly I found shaurya car coming in front of me in first gear speed . he was sitting inside looking straight on road and stopped his car just in front of me without saying anything . it was odd but then my mind asked me is he trying to amend things , I looked at him in some hope but he just clutch raced his car that too with a angry side face . I knew this was no sign of settling the thing so why he was calling me in his car . I just ignored it . I took few steps away from my position , getting away from car ,looking for a vehicle but still there was no sign , we repeated that thing few times then all of the sudden I saw him coming out of his still on car in angry mode , I was little amused by it so I took few steps down which made me closer to car , as soon he was on my side of car , he just approached me in hasten speed and I stumbled back and balanced my myself on car when he stood literally on my face giving me cold stares . he was staring in my eyes and I was unsure to look back in them , I blinked my eyes but he didn't said anything . I was cautious of his closeness on the road , I tried to move left when he placed his hand on that side of car , I looked at him being timid and annoyed , he was just staring at me with anguish . I tried to move right when he blocked that too thus pinning me on car . I looked at him , he was staring at my face with still no words . I looked in his eyes trying to read what he has in his mind but what I found was those similar eye which some days back had emense affection for me , eyes those wanders for me to be in their sight , eyes which gave me loving glares . the depth , the intensity and sentiments . those eyes were same but now they told a different story . he was too looking at me without any moment like trying to get something back which seems lost but we both were hindering it and my heart told me in that moment that I miss that all terribly , without any care what he feels , his eyes didn't softened but mine were about to get moist because they were not same like his and it felt terrible and my heart told me , I was unable to un love him and that feeling tender my heart . I wanted to touch his face but then he just got back as suddenly his eyes change .he folded his arms and said with a no emotion voice " rajiv told me to drop you , I am doing the same . don't waste my time and yours . just open the door and sit " he said those words and stood back , his words didn't affected me , his rudeness did and I didn't wanted him to know that so I just turned , opened the car , got inside , fixed my seat belt and looked straight . I was staring at road only when I heard his footsteps and few tears rolled down my cheek when I saw him moving to driver seat of car . he opened the car and just took the seat and started the drive . I tuned my face towards the window , I had tears in my eyes and I didn't knew what to do , I was just hating that moment of him being so close to me but still we were so far , I wished I never lived that moment , it felt that wrong to breath in that . we were so close after so long but we were not together . it felt like for few minutes there was no sound in the car , I looked outside only , the rear view mirror showed me some car behind us and dawn view of delhi's road . suddenly I hear the radio being on and some RJ playing track on request of some viewer . the music finally killed the silence in the car

Pal bhar thahar jaao
Dil ye sambhal jaaye
Kaise tumhe roka karun
Meri taraf aata har gham phisal jaaye
Aankhon mein tum ko bharun
Bin bole baatein tumse karun
'gar tum saath ho..
Agar tum saath ho

(Wait for a moment
This heart will be stable
How should I stop you
Every sorrow, coming to me, will skid
My eyes are full of you
I will talk to you without speaking
If you're with me
If you're with me)

These words felt like music my heart was sinking in . I looked at him he still looked on the road with a tighten jaw and I kept looking at him

Behti rehti..
Nahar nadiya si teri duniya mein
Meri duniya hai teri chaahaton mein
Main dhal jaati hoon teri aadaton mein
'gar tum saath ho

Keep flowing
Like rivers in your world
My world is in your love
I will be able to adjust in your habits
If you're with me

While these words played , I didn't blinked once looking at him but he didn't flinched and my tears just pooled out from my eyes as I turned my face away from him towards window .

As soon she turned her face I looked at her side she had her faced turned away from me and now I looked at her. When the next word of song hit me ears

Teri nazron mein hai tere sapne
Tere sapno mein hai naraazi
Mujhe lagta hai ke baatein dil ki
Hoti lafzon ki dhokebaazi
Tum saath ho ya na ho kya fark hai
Bedard thi zindagi bedard hai
Agar tum saath ho
Agar tum saath ho

Your dreams are in your eyes
There is the angriness in your dreams
I think things about heart (love)
Are betrayal of lips or words
It doesn't matter If you're with me or not
Life was unsympathetic, life is unsympathetic
If you're with me
If you're with me

I listen to those lyrics after seeting my eyes again on road and I don't why I felt it was correct . we two are different people and life has always being rude on me before mehek and after her also. I have discover my feelings for mehek long time back still we are not together . this life will always be harsh with me , so I should also be harsh with it , but still being harsh with her was terrible and letting her go was tuff . I just changed the channel and some peepy no played , and I increased speed of my car to end this journey soon .

Without exchanging any word I just came out of his car and ran to my house . I had held up myself very firmly till my house and then my emotion began to flow , I just wished no one from my family caught me like this and luckily no one did . I raced to get inside my room and when I did I just locked it and fell down on the ground near door . my tears were not in my control , they were just flowing without my control , my heart didn't know how to unlove him when he had made a special place in it . I cried for few more minute and after some time , I sobbed less and then made a firm decision , I will resign

Its valentine days

Today is success party of my new restaurant khubsurat spiese and I was getting ready for it . twenty five days back my restaurant got launch with a big promotion and strategy to make it familiar with people and they appreciated it , so my company decided to make it more advertise by doing valentines day week in KS with love theme . it was all romantic last one week , with the girl whom I wanted to romance roaming in front of my eyes still ignoring me , she was expert in that by now . I took out my phone to see her face . video of slide show I made for her on our first date . I flipped the pictures and longed my finger on her face and staring at them when I heard Vicky from my back " why don't you just talk to her once . I was taken by and I hide my phone . I looked at him utter annoyance " excuse me I turned as I said that . " you don't have any work . you won the bet na , be happy I stated collecting my phone and volet . " was she , ( he pause for a second) just a bet his words stopped me from my moment . I didn't turned to him and replied " I don't bother now i said being untrue . and moved to my door and opened it " then why stopped her resignation he aksed . I stoped but didn't turned back . yes she gave resignation letter to rajiv saying that her four months contract Is getting over and when I came to know I was mad . I left Vicky back and went straight to my car and drive away to venue . I had to reach early to welcome my guest . in that alone journey my mind was filled with meheks thought . I had stoped her saying she have to work one month more for me as only I require her to please german which she agreed telling that too to rajiv but I know I wanted to stop her and now only seven days left for this time period to finish , I didn't knew what to do . will she go away from me , already her silence is killing me and now her not being around . I was unsure to feel that .

I came out after getting ready for the party where my whole family was welcoming me . they all praised me for my looks and smile on their compliment . " mohit , behen ke saath hi rehna party main( mohit be with your sister only in party) " chachi said to mohit . he noded silently " kya di kash main ladka hoti toh tere saath party main ja pati( what di , I wish I had been a boy , so that I could go with you in the party ) hell with couple's entry said nehal with a sad face. Sun (listen ,mohit said to nehal ) kids celebrates valentines day , legends celebrate mahashivratri so be legend he said in dramatic announcement . everyone laughed while nehal was hitting him . after hearing everyone instruction on being safe I and mohit sat in the car " thank you di, for your help said mohit as he started thecar . I just noded to him with a smile and he drove . mohit wanted to spend time with his friends as they have made some plan . so we lied to our family that I am taking him to my office party while I was going with rajiv sir as moushmi ma'am was not coming being at end of her eight month . after forty minutes ride he dropped me to venue and went . I entered the party which would probably would be my last one with shaurya being present there .

I was welcoming all my guest with Georgia by my side , I remembered how she landed up being my partner well no major stories here she didn't had any partner and she wanted to go with me instead with any of her brother . georgia was called by her brother Abelard and now I was standing alone , at that time mehek walked in with her rajiv which I already knew .Mehek was wearing a floral dress of red color with her hairs open and seeing her today my heart did missed a beat . she was also looking at me with endeavour of being uninfluenced ." all guest came asked rajiv while I was still looking at mehek " hmmm... I said without taking my eyes off her . she looked in a unparticular direction and put a strand of her hair behind her ears . I was smitten by that moment , it was so long I felt her and that was a big dig on my heart . rajiv was continuously talking about party and all and I was staring at mehek only . " I am back words from Georgia broke my glance . and mehek looked upon us , I felt uncomfort in her eyes. The three exchange pleasantries with each other " wao mehek you look gorgeous Georgia complimented mehek , which she took and replied thank you . you too look very beautiful . saying that mehek excused herself and went to see vicky as she said . I looked at her going . suddenly there was an announcement by harsh , our MC for todays party . we all headed towards him and he gave a welcome speech about success of khubsurat speise and then told about valentines day week being celebrated in KS and how people participated in games and lucky winners got the passes of our party and got the chance to meet a famous band members of band sanam and welcomed sanam band . I heard these guys on youtube here and there and they were very good and popular in youth so I hired them for todays party . the four members came on stage and crowd cheered them and I was satisfied with applaud . it was good decision .

I saw sanam band on stage . me, nehal and sonal are big fan . I so wished nehal would have been here , she loves them so much . I decided to make video of them . harsh was saying something about sanam picking two people a made couple and they have to dance together on song sung by sanam band . sanam gave his speech how he was so over whelmed to come here , he thanked shaurya to invite him to be here to which shaurya raised a toast to him . the crowd hooted a lot when spot line got on him , specially girls . I looked at shaurya , he was looking at stage only . he was looking very handsome , emensely attractive something I never felt for anyone but I knew I felt like that for him because my heart feels for him I was smitten by him all again but our relationship was drowning in our ego I knew . suddenly crowd cheered loud and my glance broke , I looked back at stage they all were at their respective places and ready to play and first song they played was gulabi annkhon , a popular one of them . as soon they started I started making video and to get a clearer view I went a little ahead . sanam was on his stage only I was too enjoying his song with a smile on my face . crowd was dancing on the no , everyone enjoyed . in second para he called some people on dance floor and folk enjoyed that . all were hooting and the crowd went with the song , suddenly as the last part was being played he came to place where I was making the video and he crossed few people and then came to me and moved around me in a circle singing a oh ohooo , I was suddenly cautious of that but I was happy also so even I smiled to the moment but the song ended and sanam holded my hand and raised it up in sky and smiled to everyone , I also gave a unsured smile to that . Suddenly everyone was clapping looking at us . "congratulation miss , you look very preety " sanam complimented and harsh joined us . he was from HR department so he knew me " wao , so sanam had already chosen the girl for tonight couple dance , it's our talented and gorgeous chef mehek Sharma , cheers everyone " he announced with great enthusiasm and I was still soaking his words . once I understood what he said , they have already left with me being shell shocked and I looked at shaurya who also gave look of vexation on his face . I was uncomfortable to dance with any random person but I didn't know why I was more scared with his reaction while he was giving unhappy and disturbed look.

I was looking for harsh as I wanted to cancel this whole dance thing , I was cleared on one point atleast mehek can't dance with any one else . while sanam band was playing oh mere mil ke chain while my restlessness was gone . I finally saw him and I called him , seeing my signal he rushed to me . " yes sir he aksed . " whats with this dance and all haan? I questioned him angrily . he looked at me with utter confusion and answered with uncertain voice " sir it was all plan and Vicky sir even approved about it and its just dance where sanam will select randomly people from our staff and they will ' I interrupted him angrily " I know the process , I wanted to know what was the need . he looked at me with no answer to my question and I wanted to bang somewhere . there was a tap on my shoulder , I turned and I found vicky there with a smirk . what with this smile now . he overlooked me and said to harsh you leave and ask sanam to play next song . I felt harsh left the place " why you are angry with all this he asked . I didn't answered him but looked at him with raged eyes . I then realized he did this " why you did this " I aksed him , he chuckled to it . " you think I did this , trust me I didn't . now if sanam picked mehek then not my fault . I am just enjoying watching you like this " he said giving a loop side smile " but you are boss here , you can get anything done saying that mockingly he crossed me and left . now I knew what I had to do . the song finish and sanam and his members came down from stage to have some refreshment . I approached them . they acknowledged my presence and welcomed me and we shake our hands . " I hope you are enjoying said one of the member . " yes and crowd is loving it " I said with a professional smile . I wanted to talk in private " sanam , can I talk you for a second alone " I said being very certain . " yes sure " saying that he moved side from others . " yes say he asked . " I want you to pick me for the couple dance I said straight without any filter in my intention . he was taken by that , he gave me a unsure look then after deciphying for few seconds he asked " your girlfriend? . I thought deep on that " not yet i said being unclinch. He looked at me with narrowed confused eyes . " so is love in the air between you two he asked almost winking his one eye . " I don't know , but I wanna breath in her aroma I said with my heart yes I want mehek back . he looked at me with scrutinizing eyes but then gave a smile to me . " I wish you luck . she looks a catch he said extending his hand . his comment was genuine I took with a pride .

I was already in state of biting my nails with nervousness of dancing with any guy . sanam was singing his next song of dilbar mere , a classy old no but I was unable to enjoy it . with the end of the song I heard people cheering loudly I was inside looking over the food preparation . then harsh spoke " ohhhooo so sanam has selected the guy to have the couple dance with our chef mehek sharma who is none other than our boss shaurya khanna . I was stunned and I was perplexed , I was nervous to dance with any random person but what about my present restlessness to imagine my self in his arms dancing all over again .

My name was called few times sanam band was singing their next song neele neele ambar par and as I came out near the dancing area where everyone was gather I saw harsh coming towards me with worried face " where were you mehek ma'aam . you have to dance with shaurya sir next. now follow me saying that he just started walking towards dance floor and I had to folllowhim . I just stood next to him near the stage where sanam band was performing . his song ended and the light got dim on stage giving them time to prepare . " ma'am you came along with me said harsh and went to dance floor center . once he reached there he turned and on finding me still hooked to my place , he showed me eyes and signaled me to come there and with hesitation I did . " you just stand here .soon sanam will sing and you have to dance " saying that he was about to leave when I asked " where is shuarya ... sir I had to add sir in the end . " he is coming " he said and went and I so very wanted to see shaurya . after two minutes sanam band came on stage and sanam came on dance floor " its valentine days people and today I wanna suggest one thing , there is not particular day for love . when you are with your special someone just live the moment " saying that the music started and lights went dim and two spot light were on me and sanam . my eyes looked for shaurya and then two seconds later he came with a new spot light on him looking just at me with no smile yet I saw a feel in his eyes .

He walked to me . we looked into each other eyes and then I didn't thought about world . he took my hand in his as the lyrics of song started , pulled me close placing his hand on my waist and then we just swing in each others arms . we were lost in each other

Kuchh na kaho kuchh bhi na kaho
Kuchh na kaho kuchh bhi na kaho
Kya kehna hai kya sunna hai
Mujhko pata hai tumko pata hai
Samay ka ye pal thamsa gaya hai
Aur is pal mein koi nahin hai
Bas ek main hoon
Bas ek tum ho
Kuchh na kaho kuchh bhi na kaho

In between the music he left my hand that he holded and placed it on his other shoulder .

Kitne gehre halke shaam ke rang hai chhalke
Parvat se yoon utre baadal jaise aanchal dhalke
Kitne gehre halke shaam ke rang hai chhalke
Parvat se yoon utre baadal jaise aanchal dhalke

He caressed my hair strand and I felt light got dim on us and more focused on singer . he was looking deep in my eyes with love and heart was filled again with same warmth he made me felt earlier.

Aur is pal mein koi nahin hai
Bas ek main hoon
Bas ek tum ho
Kuchh na kaho kuchh bhi na kaho

Those lyrics felt real .

Hmmm hmmm

Bas ek main hoon
Bas ek tum ho
Kuchh na kaho kuchh bhi na kaho

He had rested his head on mine and had his other arm also on my waist . we were living each other at present but it was stir by sound of claps of crowd . I looked at the audience which were still dim for us . I met shaurya eyes again and then reality again hit me . all those that pain of not being same brought all the bitter memories back . why he doing this again to hurt me . I without wasting any seconds just ran from there without caring what others will think before I cry out .

I knew mehek went into that direction where I was following her . I knew the ice of ignorance has break between us . I couldn't found her still . I called her few times but she didn't replied . I knew from the last sight of her face that she was vulnerable right now and I was hell worried with that . all I wanted was to be with her . I went to much exterior back side of restaurant all I could see was a line of ambush. Sanam band was playing its last song and was gonna leave after that but hardly I cared . I was about to move from there but then a sob stopped me . I looked back at ambush again and I followed sound of it and as I crossed that ambush I saw mehek there standing hugging herself and sobbing lightly her right side was towards my direaction . I was statue for a moment . she was in pain and I felt it too . I had to fix this keeping every feeling aside . I went near her . she came to knew about my presence . she just tried to stop her sobs still not looking at me . she was doing all to firm her state but it was very rough . she still was in a complex state . I walked to her . her body being stiff as I approached her . she looked here and there calm-posing her state . I reached her and looked at her with a heavy heart . I extended my hand to touch her and she stepped back . she still had some wall , I didn't wanted that still I calmed myself I again tried to hold her when she bounced back my hand with a fierce look on her face and was about to walk away which made my temper to came out in my next action . I catched her walking form by holding her arms and backed hugged her cuffing her hands in my fist. She was wild one to control I knew , she was powerful she tried to hit me hard with her elbows " mehek I said her name to tell her that I have control her and " mehek I called her again. I captured her completely in my arms trying to control her body also and I felt her body struggle stopped suddenly , her shoulder shed down her form to retrieve in mine and her head came low . she was crying I knew her . I just held her more tightly from back and rested my chin on her shoulder getting close to her hair . finally I felt her breaking down in tears and I turned her to me still holding her that close . our bodies next to each other , she was crying badly with her head still low on my chest and I hated that sight now " mehek I said in convincing voice to make her look up " look at me I finally said what I wanted . she raised my her head and she looked at me with shatter and weak eyes . our noses in slope direction to each other " I can't take it any more shuarya she said in breaking shaking voice . I felt weak inside seeing her state . I was affected similarly but I knew mehek was sabotaged more here . her beautiful almond shaped eyes were little puffy from lower eyelid and her nose little crimson . I brought my hand on back of her head and pushed it towards me putting her face in crook of neck now . her lips touched my shirt. I have never consoled any one , i didn't knew how to do that properly " you should have not have accused me like that on that day , we both fight unnecessarily I said what was in my mind , I didn't wanted to blame her but that thought came in my mind . she pulled her head back while doing which her hairs got stuck in my beard . we both didn't do anything about it . I just wanted to know what she wanted to say but instead she was all silent and just looked at me with unassertive eyes . suddenly her look changed to hurt , pressing her teeths inside and puffing her cheeks . she just got out of arms with no force and i let her calmly still holding her from her elbow . " that day I came to your house to confess my love for you and then I saw you with shruti she said in a dry voice . I was taken back . she came to confess on that day " I didn't knew what to do , I was hurt... , angry . I felt I felt helpless and then you said I am too low for you she said with burden of pain . she sneezed up her nose and then continue " I missed you so much when you were gone and then you came back completely ignoring me , you made me felt like a left out from your life and I cried a lot because no ... one.. eeever made me feel like that . I didn'ttt let anyone she said gulping a dry lump in between looking here and there in . I forgot about list of complain I had planned for her. I am still holding her elbow . " I decided to move out from your life and then today that one movement ( she paused and then looked direct into my eyes ) I saw those eyes again which made me felt worthy , special and wanted and my heart told me " she left her sentence in between . she looked at me only with love in her eyes write now and my ears wanted to hear what I was feeling in her eyes as my life depends on it and she did " because not telling you would be the wrongest thing . ( pause ) that I love you . I just looked at her lips which just shared the happiest word of my present while she still was in sobbing state " and now it doesn't matter , what you .. her sentences died in my mouth as I pulled her with all force and just slammed my lips on her , she was taken by as I knew she lost her balance . I holded her from her waist with my right hand and my left hand holding her head in a tilt state . my eyes were closed as I felt her lips with mine I had not moved them till now and not received any halt from her side her hands were pressed in between our bodies . I took a breath and slightly open my lips to capture her lower one completely , it was different only her plump luscious lips sending a jolt inside me . she didn't parted her lips but I continued to suck her lower lip . her lips were still and my lips jumped on her upper one which I wet first and then just sucked them too her hands holded my shirt part in between my coat. She was holding on to me . I brought my other hand also to hold her face properly in my both hand and then I just kissed her lips all together a sucking pressure made her lips to move it with mine . she didn't parted , I didn't even attempted all I wanted was to kiss her and I did . our kiss became mutual with both of us breathing heavily from our noses , the sound of heavily breath made me leave her lips finally but they were not away from them . I was still holding her face in my hand cups . my head resting on her and she holding me from my waist . I breath heavy as I looked at her closed eye face as she too breath heavily and I wanted to say something to seal this " me too mehek I said with all my senses and belief and she opened her eyes which had some other shine in them . its light was low but I was able to see it all " and I am not letting you go anywhere . you are mine I said to let destiny know that very well . I kissed her forehead and she close her eyes nuzzling her nose to my lips . we both remained in that position as I closed my eyes . some music I heard with mehek soundful sighs and a beautiful song played matching our situation

Kabhi dil ke kareeb, tumhe mere naseeb

Yun laayenge socha na tha

Ek chahat ka pal, sab savalon ka haal

Yun paayenge socha na tha

Kabhi dil ke kareeb

(Sometime close to my heart, oh my love

I'll bring you this way, never thought.

A moment of love, an answer to every question

I'll get this way, never thought.

Sometime close to my heart.)

I opened my eyes , she had a small smile on her lips and I sealed those smiling lips again with mine . I can't get enough of that i know