I know it sounds very difficult to understand. Let me try to explain it to you better my son.
I was princess of a kingdom. When i was 8 i saw your grand parents getting murdered by an army from our neighbouring kingdom. They had come with stated aim of peace treaty. But broke the promise and killed everybody.
Only me and your uncle escaped. I trained your uncle as best as i could to be a world conqueror. But becoming alexander is not everybody's cup of tea. So he became another one in the lost list of forgotten kings of india.
So i took the matter in to my hands. I wanted to kill your grandfather. Little confused you might be at this stage. Your grandfather here means your fathers father and not my father who was killed by him.So i played with emotions of your father and made him fall in love with me.
I was about to have the cake and eat it too when i fell prey to my human emotions and actually fell in love with your father. Now you might get confused how i can fall in love with the son of my parents killer. It helped greatly that he was a orphan and was only adopted by them.
So i have come to this stage today. I have successfully completed my aim of killing your grand father and make it look like an accident. Only negative side is that it took me 5 years to achieve this objective. In between, i married your father and you were born. My most precious achievement in this world.
This letter wont reach you before both myself and your father move on to our heavenly abode and you are old enough to read cum understand it. You father will never come to know it as i want to preserve his image of me as the best wife in the world. Your father is the best person that i ever came across in my life. Many times i wonder if he is human or god. I also wonder many times what i did to deserve a husband like him. He brought back the colours in my life and changed my shade from black to rainbow.
Dont judge me for my actions of killing your grandfather. He deserved the fate he got from my hands.
Your Ever loving Mom,
Mrinalvati