Ishra reached home, Raman parked the car and tried to wake up ishita but she slept cuddling more into him. He smiled at her antics and picked her in his arms. He took her inside and all helps came to him asking about ishita's health.
Raman -she is fine now, bahut thak gayi hai. Issliye so gayi. Hum dono ne khana kha liya hai, Aap log bhi kha kar so jaiye and yes please send a coffee for me. Shopping bags car mein hai, usse kamre mein pahuncha dijiye,he said and took ishita to their room. He make her sleep comfortably on the bed and went to change after covering her with the duvet.
He came after a while changing into his night clothes and saw shopping bags and coffee kept there.
He took coffee and settled on the couch sipping the coffee. He was checking the mails while the moments they spend together was coming infront of his eyes making him smile. He closed the laptop and went to her side. He settled beside her and start caressing her hair softly.
Raman -i don't know what u r doing to me, mujhe pagal kar rahi ho tum ishita. Kuch din hi hue hai tumhe meri zindagi mein aaye hue and even less time I have spend with u but u r becoming my world like I am urs. Aaj ka din shayad meri zindagi ka sabse khoobsurat din tha. Aaj naa main office gaya naa hi karodon ki deal crack ki but joh khushi aaj tumhare saath mili, woh aaj tak nahi mili thi. Yeh ehsaas ki tum mujhse itna pyaar karti ho, itna sukoon deta hai mujhe, jitna aaj tak kisi bhi cheez se nahi mila. U know main itna khush tab bhi nahi tha jab Maine yeh bungalow kharida tha, kyunki tab mere paas sirf ghar tha, but now I finally found my home. I know main kitna bhi dukhi rahun, kitna bhi akela mehsus karun khud ko. Tumhari ek muskaan, tumhara Ek baar mere raman kehna, meri saari takleef khatam kar deta hai. I am so lucky to have u, just so lucky. He said and pecked her temple while she hold his hand and slept keeping it under her head. Raman smiled at her action and adjusted himself behind her. Soon she was all over him, sleeping keeping her leg on his legs, head on his chest and hands around his waist. Raman wrapped his arms around her and soon slept feeling relaxed and contented.
Next morning, ishita got up first and saw raman sleeping hiding her in his chest wrapping her tightly in his arms. She smiled fully feeling his warmth around her. She removed his hand and got up a little. She settled her chin on Raman's chest and said kissing his cheek -mere raman sote hua kitne cute lagte hai, ekdum babu jaise. She said and smiled fully. Then she bend again and kissed his another cheek, then his eyes, his nose, his forehead, she was showering numerous kisses on his face but stopped at his lips. She remembered how that couple was kissing on lips.
Ishita -main bhi toh raman se pyaar karti hoon, kya mujhe bhi unhe lips par kiss karna chahiye. She thought and was about to kiss her lips but stopped thinking, nahi raman gussa ho gaya toh. Pehle raman se puchungi phir karungi. She was thinking when she felt Raman's arms around her waist. He grabbed her waist and said pulling her to him -why u stopped, I was enjoying it. He said and kissed her temple making her melt in his arms. He start kissing her face softly while she was enjoying his soft touches, he was also happy with the little intimacy they shared. Ishita waited for him to kiss her on lips but raman don't want to make her uncomfortable so he stopped at the time and said -i should go and get ready, I have to go office today. Saying so he went leaving ishita unhappy. She was unhappy for two reasons, first he was going to office and secondly, he don't kissed her on lips making her think that may be he don't love her that much.
She sat on the bed and said -may be its not necessary to kiss on lips, mujhe chachi se puchna padega.
On the other hand, Raman was standing under the cold shower trying to suppress his desire to have her. He closed his eyes and all he could feel her soft lips all over his face. He washed his face many times to suppress his desire but the more he was trying, the more he was feeling to crush her beneath him.
Raman -chee raman, u shouldn't think like that. Kyun nahi she is my wife but she is too naive for all this. This is just a cute little kid, jiske liye pyaar ke maayne bahut limited hai. All she knows loving someone means kissing someone on cheeks and forehead. Aur waise bhi joh sukoon uska pyaar mujhe dets hai, uske saamne yeh physical pleasure kucg nahi. But how I will make my body understand it, who get turned on just by her mere touch. He was fighting within trying to suppress his desire.
Finally after forty five minutes, he came out and start getting ready. Ishita went to him and said hugging him from back-raman, Aap mujhe chod kar office kyun jaa rahe hai.
Raman felt a wave of excitement with her touch but the frustration that he can't do anything with her make him restless. He shrugged her hand in anger and said -chodo ishita, I have to go. He almost shouted on her making her scare. Her eyes turned moist and she said, sorry, making him feel guilty with his action.
Raman closed his eyes tight and composed himself. After two minutes, he opened his eyes and saw her sitting in the farthest corner of the room all sad. He mentally kicked himself for shouting on her and walked to her. She curled more into herself seeing him coming sobbing silently. He sat next to her and said caressing her hair softly -i am sorry, tumhare raman se galti ho gayi. Mujhe maaf kar do.
Ishita looked at Raman and then look down without saying a word making him more guilty.
Raman-bachcha, apne raman ko maaf nahi karogi.
Ishita looked at him with big tears in her eyes and nodded in no keeping finger on her mouth, signalling that she will not say anything now.
Raman cupped her face and said -sorry bachcha, I know mujhe tum par nahi chillana chahiye tha, it was not even ur fault. I am really sorry, forgive me naa. He said making her burst into tears.
She hide in his arms and said crying -maine kya kiya tha, aapne mujhe kyun daanta??she asked innocently making raman hug her tight and he said -i told u naa, it wasn't ur fault but mine. Meri galti thi, tum bhi mujhe daant lo. But please forgive me.
Ishita -i can't scold u, I love u alot raman. She said crying making him more guilty. He hugged her tight and said -i am sorry bachcha. Really sorry. Ab main kabhi tum par nahi chilaaunga, promise.
Ishita look at him and said -promise??
Raman pinched his neck and said -pakka promise.
Ishita smiled and hugged him again. Both were sitting together when she asked -u r really going to office??
Raman -cant stay at home everyday bachcha, but I promise. I will be back soon. Apne saare kaam jaldi jaldi khatam karke ur raman will be back soon. But till then u have to take care of urself. Ekdum achche bachche ki tarah rehna, kisi ko pareshan mat karna.
Ishita -main achchi bachchi ki tarah rehti hoon raman, main kisi ko pareshan nahi karti.
Raman -that's very nice, now I am going down getting ready while chachi and other will make u ready, jaldi se ready ho kar aati, then we will have breakfast together, OK.
Ishita nodded like an obedient kid and he pecked her temple smiling. Soon he got ready and went downstairs where all were standing like everyday waiting for raman.
Raman -aap log baith jaiye, laajo chachi, go and make ishita ready first. Phir hum dono ko saath mein breakfast serve kijiyega, OK.
All helps nodded and went to their work while laajo chachi along with other ladies went to make ishita ready.
Sometime later, Laajo and other helps were making ishita ready while she was lost in her thoughts. She wasn't chirpy like always talking about her raman.
Laajo-kya hua beta, why u r so silent today??
Ishita looked at laajo and said -chachi, I am thinking something.
Everyone smiled and laajo said -tu sochti bhi hai beta.
Ishita made a baby face and said -aap kitne gande ho, jaiye main nahi bataungi, what I am thinking, she said blinking her eyes.
Laajo -sorry beta, achcha tell me, what u r thinking??
Ishita -jab kisi ko pyaar karte hai, toh kya uske lips par bhi kiss karte hai, matlab agar main raman se pyaar karti hoon toh kya mujhe unke lips par bhi kiss karna chahiye, she asked innocently while all the ladies look at ishita surprised at her question.
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