Ishita hugged Raman tight and said caressing his back-sab thik ho jayega, Raman. Soon everything will be fine. She was saying and was caressing continuously making him burst into tears.
Raman -why it happened with me ishita, why it's just me??he asked and start crying bitterly.
Ishita hugged him more tightly trying to comfort him but his tears were nowhere to stop.
Raman -mere saath aisa kyun hua ishita, meri kya galti hai. Jisse aaj tak papa samajhta raha woh papa nahi the, aur joh mere asli papa hai unhone suicide kiya tha, woh bhi maa ki wajah se. Yeh sab kya hai, how I am going to handle all this. Iss sach ke saath kaise jee paunga main. He was saying and crying continously. Ishita was trying to console him but he got up in anger and went to his mother's room. Ishita ran behind him and saw him shouting on Toshiji.
Raman -u r listening naa.i hate u maa,i really hate. Aapne naa sirf papa ko dhokha diya balki unki death ke baad, unke bhai se shaadi bhi kar li. U spend a happy life with him while my papa must be crying somewhere. I hate u maa, I really do. Aaj Aap jis haalat mein hai, I really don't feel bad for u. Aap yahin deserve karti hai, aapne papa ko dhokha diya, I don't know what he must have felt when he has seen u with that bas***d.woh toh jeete jee mar gaye honge, tabhi itna bada step liya. He killed himself, aapne papa ko maar daala,toh mujhe kyun chod diya. Mujhe bhi maar daala hota but no, how can u kill me. After all, the property was on my name. Aapne mujhe paala just for the property. I wasn't ur son, maa. I was just a profit for u. Tabhi Aap mere saath itna galat kar paayi. Kyunki main beta nahi tha aapka, I wasn't ur son. He said crying while Toshiji who can hear everything, her eyes got moist seeing such hatred. Ishita was trying to stop him but he was go on cursing Toshiji. At last, ishita shaked him tight and said -ramab bas, bas kijiye. Kitna gussa karenge. Control urself. She said and he hugged her tight crying again.
Both went out of the room, though ishita wanted to stay with toshiji to console her also but now Raman needed her more and she can't leave raman like that.
She took him to their room and make him lay down. He kept his head in her lap and she started caressing his hair softly while he was sobbing continuously. Slowly he drifted to sleep. Ishita was caressing his hair for long and finally she make him sleep on the pillow. She was feeling very hungry, though she don't want to eat but cant take chance with their kid, so she went down and ask the help to make food for them.
After sometime, the food was ready. Ishita took it to their room and start trying to wake Raman.after much struggle he woke up but wasn't ready to eat. Ishita told him to eat atleast for her, he nodded and both had dinner halfheartedly.
Soon both slept cuddled in each other .
Next day, ishita got up early morning and got ready wearing a cream kanjivaram saree .yes, yesterday was a bad day but today was a big day for her as today is Raman's birthday. After getting ready, she went downstairs and lite a diya infront of the deity.
After doing the puja, she went to wake raman but saw he was already in washroom. She waited for him to come out but when he was taking much time,she took out his clothes for the day and went downstairs to make breakfast for themselves.
She start making his favourite gobhi ka parantha.
After an hour, she completed making the food and went to check on raman.
Ishita entered the room and saw Raman was sitting silently looking at nowhere. ishita went from behind and said hugging him-happy birthday jaan. Aaj aapka birthday hai naa, then why u r so sad. Aaj toh khushi ka din hai. She said making him look at her.
Raman -u really want me to get happy, khushi manaun main. Kis baat ki khushi manaun main, bolo. Iss baat ki, ki jisse aaj tak papa bolta raha woh papa nahi mere chacha hai. Yaa phir iss baat ki, ki jis maa ko hamesha itna pyaar kiya woh hi mere papa ki death ka kaaran hai. Yaa phir iss baat ki khushi manaun, ki itna kuch sunn kar, seh kar bhi zinda hoon. Mara nahi ab tak. Batao ishita kis baat ki khushi manaun. Kis kis baat ki khushi manaun. He said in a broken voice.
Ishita who was trying to be strong for him, got sad hearing this and said -mere liye khush rahiye raman, hamare hone wale bachche ke liye khush rahiye. I know u have gone through a lot, sabne aapko dhokha diya hai but hum bhi toh aapki zindagi ka hissa hai. Aap dusron ke liye sad ho sakte hai but hamare liye khush nahi ho sakte. Hamara bhi toh kuch haq hai aap par raman. I can't see my Raman this broken, this much shattered. Mujhe takleef hoti hai, bahut takleef. Aur agar main takleef mein houngi toh hamara bachcha bhi takleef mein hoga. Aur agar iss takleef ke kaaran usse yaa mujhe kuch ho gaya toh kya Aap bardasht kar paoge raman. Bataiye kya Aap hume kho kar jee payenge. She said making raman look at her in horror.
Raman -nahi jaan, aisa mat kaho. Itna sab kuch hone ke baad bhi main zinda hoon toh bas isliye kyunki tum dono ho mere saath. Agar tum dono ko kuch hua toh main toh mar hi jaaunga.
Ishita -then take care of us, mujhe khish rakhiye, hamare bachche ko khush rakhiye raman. Aur hume khush rakhne ka bas ek hi tareeka hai, aap khud khush rahiye, dil se. Main nahi kehti ki joh bhi hua usse bhool jaiye, coz I know. Its not easy to forget all this, but at least try for us. We love u alot and just can't see u so much broken. Please raman smile, for us. She said pleading while he smiled a little.
Ishita make him smile a little more and said -itna nahi, itna. At least show me ur cute dimples. She said making him smile fully.
Ishita -now that's like my raman, I love u alot raman. Hamesha khush rahiye.
Raman wrapped her in his arms and said -love u too jaan.
Ishita pecked his lips and said -happy birthday jaan, murugan aapko duniya ki saari khushiyan de.
Raman -meri zindagi ki sabse badi khushi tum ho, just be with me to make me happy. He said kissing her temple.
Ishita -I am with u always, she said and took his lips for a soul searing kiss.
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