Their eyes meet. But they look away. Walking side by side, looking ahead in different directions. She thinks he might never say what perhaps she feels is in his heart. Maybe it's the absence of her Naam Khoon Khandaan, that matters to him.
He wants to tell out loud what his heart holds. But, he is reminded by voices in his head. She isn't the one he was supposed to fall for. Another louder voice was, she wasnywhat he had thought her to be. But, his insane heart still crazily wants to tell her that it beats harder only when she is around.
"Anika main.." His heart outraced his minds working.
"Haan!" She was waiting. She was listening. Her heart skipped a beat.
"Nothing!" His heart is finally seized in control by his mind.
She tries to convince him to tell it. He says he has nothing to say. She tells him, she knows he has to say something.
He says "Nothing!"
"We might not get this moment again!"
If only If he had fathomed the depth of the sign Destiny gave him through her words, it would all have been different, very different. For the good or bad, no one could say. But, yes different!
"Really is there nothing you want to say?" She asks him with hope.
"Nothing!" He replies looking away.
She walks away. He stands there, perhaps hoping time would stand there too.
She returns to throw water at him. Something she always does when she is angry at him. Like a gesture of washing away his baseless notions, his tadi, and his faults!
He stands there as she cries. Her each hope melting into tears. He looks away, trying to keep his heart calm.
She walks away slowly. With each step her hope fading and still slower she walks. Just in case, just in case he listens to his heart.
She looks behind, he immediately turns away. Telling her in a way, his heart lost to his mind. She cries.
Nazdeek Hai Dil Ke,
Phir Kyun Lage Milke,
Jaisee hain meelon door woo..
A hint the CVs perhaps left then,
"Its just the beginning, wait till we turns table,
And then when you shall see back you will realise,
How simply beautiful, this journey will be!"
I was just pondering a little over the dialogues here. Deep !
Now what if Shivaay had actually taken the hint and you know for once forgotten the working of his mind-the various angles and blindly trusted her. Could their journey be better in certain ways and worst in others? Would they still arrive at what they ate today!? Of course they would have different challenges then, but would it still be as beautiful!?
Its an open question which can have thousands of varied answers, and that's exactly what I want you all to share..
Constructive Discussion, Respecting Others Opinions Is Welcome :)