To be honest I did not see any of the episodes after the godhbarai after that infusing flying kiss, I wanted to just imbibe with that and did not have the courage to see the gruesomeness that was to come on my Chakor, the chirpy bird which was having the most precious pearl from the best Oyster.
But fate has been cruel that from what I read from all your posts, I got numb the way her pearl was crushed beyond recognition (just saw the glimpse as her fb) which really wrenched my heart.
Sukor What do I say... just repeat my lines you are destined to suffer!
Only saw the scenes of Suraj with the palpitation (thanks to Rabia) he did not fail to mention to anyone that his wife is pregnant and need to reach her and all through sensing his life and his little sher in her might be in danger... the frantic prayers, Bolenath whats happening, why is my soul cringing!!!
Whom do I blame??? Bolenath?
Should I blame Bolenath!!! Dude you have been calling Bolenath very often! But what to do poor Bolenath has been traumatised by KN and with the false promise of our Mahadevi and she had indeed had the guts to burn not only your wedding card but also Chakor's photo in his lighted dia, so even he is traumatised!
The pain of Chakor, the way she expressed (my god Meera's voice was fully beamed... poor soul has been talking so much in her current state of health) that she will kill that Rakshas and she will no more be the disciple of Gandhi and shed her non-violence only to kill that mahishasur like the Maa Durga!!
I just could not see those horrible blood stains in her hand and in her dress! (though I keep telling to myself it is paint sumi donot give in) but no I just could not bear her pain and what kept her going albeit all the injury on her, to save her fellowmen, that little child from the monsters clutches and anything will surrender before the motherly instinct and she did she never ever wanted to do in her life not even her enemy to do that, she killed, literally hurt a fellow human being and liked the way she forcefully pushed the monster into the well with the blood stained hand of her unborn...
My Sukor , why it only happens to you! Always! As you both are borne to endure pain, Why?
She held herself all through the day for that little child, even went to stake her life and eventually staked her man's sher, the pearl just fizzled off, their dream just fizzled away... only to swoon away the moment her abode, her safe abode came near her, just his touch, she gave in all her courage and just went down... As she knows he HAS COME.
I was shell shocked when Suraj just stood there frozen seeing her world in shatters, the state he just know that something has gone terribly wrong! He sensed if Azandganj is getting freedom then the monster, the worst oyster is being hammered! He saw the fire!
No shouting, no crying, his face with full of shock, confusion and seeing her he just understood the ultimatum has been given to the monster, loved Teju the way she acknowledged, she knew what he was asking through his expression (VJ you just nailed it again today). He just did what as a good son (he wanted to always be a good son and he had been indeed) had to do for a farther his duty, again holding all his emotions, expressions, that teary eye, yes he hated that father who never gave him that love he was yearning for, but still did his duty by performing his last rites. Again nothing shown...
My heartbreaking moment
He turns as his world goes down knowing her safe abode has come and she gave in to that deteriorated health... only his words Chakor please open your eyes... She opens and utters the most painful words, but chakor
Who do I blame, I did blame you for you taking that step of breaking his promise,,, but I gave in my dear when you uttered those words, while making him feel that his sher, his pearl is nowhere to be seen, he felt, he shivered, Suraj muje maaf kardo, I could not save our child!!!!' and that hamara Bacha... Nai... just echoing in my ears!
The scene next just made me feel nothing! Honestly I was blank... sukor were just together but that simple togetherness spoke volumes. He was completely, shattered, pained that the baby was lost but more so he was not showing any of his emotions and was just like the rock of Gibraltar gathering her from shattering into pieces, hugging her very very close to him, as he knew that she is completely broken into pieces for one she has committed the unimaginable thing in her life, killing someone...and second losing the child, the way he said everything will be fine, you don't worry, and said you did it right killing as what you have endured... Within himself he would have cursed for leaving her, breaking his promise but MAN You stood out not a word asked to her why did you go putting your life and our baby's life at risk! No can he question his Soul!
He will not question her- has he ever, he will not be angry with her can he be, he will not fight with her as he had promised that he will never fight... And Suraj Rajvanshi stood by his words to not to fight with Chakor Rajvanshi...as his bird is in the most vulnerable state, the eagle so long has turned into his gullible sparrow... and the sun is just incubating her...
She was broken as their dreams has been shattered, no one will call him papa and no one will call her mummy, but he just infused her into him just held her, while she cried out, she was completely dehydrated, pale, dazed just clinging on to his abode, her safety mode, he just controlled all his emotions...with that little smile, trying to comfort her...
What he did that morning, I salute you no man would do, but Suraj just dotes his devi, he wanted her to see the rising sun which is rising in the free azadganj...
Chakor I was anticipating and was not surprised when you stopped him as you said let law do its course of action...
The court scene was amazing... well executed... but all through the court scene Suraj was just looking at his world, his eyes with varied expression, why should you accept the crime, it is not a crime, you did what law had to do...he rose to say that she is innocent though the judge asked him to sit, but he just sat at her one shake of her head, no please sit down, don't speak against law.
He never moved his eyes off her for even a second! He was in a way was surprised not when the village was ready to take the blame but was surprised when his mother Teju who the one made Chakor as the bandhuva stood up to take the blame of killing her husband! His eyes, tears were thanking her I would say!!!
Suraj you really made me numb with your moist eyes, your fear of parting with your world, the fear of how will I live without you... He was just just looking at her !!!!
Suraj, Sukor what do I say
I take pride in saying
YOUR PURE LOVE, THAT LOVE WHICH IS NOT JUST PHYSICAL BUT THAT SOUL CONNECTION HAS PROVED ONCE AGAIN, THAT ALBEIT WHAT, YOU BOTH ARE ALWAYS SOULMATES WHO CANNOT BE SEPARATED BY HUMAN BEINGS OR BY DIVINE FORCES.
Whom do I blame, only myself
Suraj I did blame her that she did the mistake of breaking her promise,,, but dude
I stand corrected and promise you that never will I blame her as she can never be blamed as the Dark Knight is always with the armour to protect his queen as he stands by whatever she does!
My love for Sukor can never be blamed! can it be
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