The FEELING how do I say...
I have felt is so much that I am just drenching in it
My adories, my SUKOR, Chakor's Suraj, Suraj's Chakor you both made me just go in to the dazeworld...
Before I pen, I was one awestuck and second was blushing so much
Why awestuck👍🏼.. can anyone be like Suraj, he is stuck to his agenda to the T his agenda is undated... He decided that he will do all the rasams by himself and true from the sensual Haldi to the mind blowing dream wedding (the mehandi he did still one of the best for any girl) to the Diwali and now the decoration for the godbharai for his world... ( who wants a lavish one at the Haveli) can anything be equal to his creativity... he always ensures that he makes her feel special and lo the swing decorated by him...
Suraj no more falling for you as I know you are just for your Chakor and I am just respecting you manyfolds dude...
Why blushing 😳 hamne isko godh barai aur hame aane ke mana! yeh kaisa gnay hai This cute but shameless guy made me blush so straight hahaha I just laughed... So was Chakor, she was enjoying and started to blush at his antics and specially at this statement...
He was not allowed though he wanted his mummy to be his side but lo his sasuma was siding but na he doesnot wait and want to waste time... Arey my dear aunties SR when decides to be with his World he does not care... he has been into the Lion's den with elan and style and this basti walls!!!
Cutely he jumps and that fraction of second, chakor was searching... she was absolutely ravishing, was blushing, he just nuzzled should I say.... I allowed my imagination to flow I felt he kissed her cheek she just infused in his proximity and all through Chakor's expression was a treat to watch..
He enjoys her blushing and that look why should I feel shy to be with you...and referring to the cat and monkey story... Just that kiss on her hands... and the way he said tell me whatever you want I will not fight with you...
Suraj Rajvanshi did what no one does, even when a man propose he goes on his knees with his chin held high but this man (been in UK and have seen the Knights go down on knees with a bow of their head in front of the queen) bows his head in front of his Queen, His Devi, the pedestal where he has kept her... Loved Chakor, she was speechless but that tear drop spoke volumes and he understood... that feel was amazing...
He goes ahead to promise that he would not fight with her as she was his lover, then wife but now the mother of his child... He wants to just give them all the love for he has witnessed the suffering during their back home trip and he just wants to fulfil all their wishes and promises that he would never leave them to get hurt...
LOVE THAT IS THE PUREST FORM of eternal love and all the while he spoke but she just imbibed in him with that gaze...
The third promise made me speechless along with Chakor, she wanted that sapno ka ghar when she was talking to their junior in that Psycho's prison and how did he hear her! She did not speak but what a question I asked as he knows what his soul wanted and it is in front of her eyes. Tears rolled when he said he will build the house with trust, faith and love and she complemented with that dreamy voice of making their house into their home...
Please Please God just bless my adories with their simplest wish, they donot want anything but only love with their little bundle of joy...
Chakor you just blew me girl, as you have set your expectation clear yes she will want her sun's warmth in doing what she will continue to do... her childhood motto of helping others and he accepts as he wants that Chakor, that chirpy bird, whom he has earned and yearned only her love , his childhood motto of just drenching in love which he has been yearning for...
Sukor's love is so pure that the feeling is so difficult to express...
He is focussed when he gets the call from Benaras and that's what he has lived by, her words, he wants to testify not because his life will be threatened but his life worries about those vulnerable ladies lives...
The way he does not want to leave her and the unborn and the moist in his eyes in telling why is that always their happiness is hampered...
How does the unborn knows that its worlds best papa loves the baby... Again what a question its SUKOR the SOULMATES baby which is above all... the gesture where his hand gets entwined, for I felt the unborn does not want its papa to fail in protecting them... may be...
I felt his feelings the way he kissed her stomach and the forehead kiss in which she drenched...
Here comes my sukorilicious moment...
He leaves with a heavy heart and that their touch of the hands made me feel yes they both wants their warmth to that utmost level and he knows that she is sad, and she knows he cannot bear to see her sad and what my adories do... He turns to see her state and she puts a brave face with a smile with a small wave which makes him feel happy that she is ok and waves and the best part yes that flying kiss, he did not think there were others around all he wants to give her the warmth through his kiss that kiss spoke volumes which is just unexpressable.
I felt that his soul will definitely connect when his life and his life within her is disturbed for sure...
I am not thinking about anything, for I am just drenching in that divine feeling and praying the almighty to bless my adories for all they want is a simple home with their bundle of joy.
My dear little Sher, when you hit the earth, remember you will have the world's best papa and mummy...
Seeing yday's epi today morning was the best feel I had.
Thanks Rabia for this post...
But how much ever I express my feelings it is never complete without your...
You know what I mean...
Seher Hone Ko Hai
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