~Mein Phir Bhi Tumko chahonga 2~ EpilogueUpdated- Page 92(24/12) - Page 10

Flashback Continues..

Few days just went like that and we have recorded songs for the album... Shaurya helped me alot to make me understand minute details while recording the songs..we sang few duets together and also recorded solo title song separately..

Later he arranged a passport for me and took me along to his US trip , he wanted to turn his professional trip to honeymoon , he had to attend live concerts in different cities , he hardly got any time but he use to manage for early pack ups and take me out , he took me to those places which I have never even heard of , it was like I was dreaming with my open eyes and to be frank I have never dreamed anything like this ...when ever we use to change the city ,he use to take me for shopping and buy different accessories and clothes..I always use to complain him ...how are we gonna take back this and we won't be having sufficient space in the cupboard to keep them...and he used to calm me down saying he will make another separate cupboard for me ... we stayed few extra days after the concert ended and those few days were the best day of my life... totally cut out from everyone, we took out sometime to understand each other...

When we returned to Mumbai the first good news we got was that our new album was super hit and got some good reviews from criticts ,soon he organized a party to celebrate the success of the album whole music industry and media were invited...many of them requested to sing for their future projects but Shaurya rejected the proposals saying I won't be singing for others.. that night I got to see a new side of him and about his anger issues , when he was busy a fan approached me for a selfie and tried to touch my shoulder...I wasn't comfortable taking the pic , Shaurya was busy with some guest but when his eyes fell on me without thinking for one second he had beaten him black and blue shouting how dare he touched me...I was shivering looking at his anger, I tried to stop him but he pushed me back and he was about to punch on his nose when I shouted his name loudly...his hand stopped in the midway and he pushed back the person on floor and left the party and I followed him...

Next day media didn't left the opportunity to cook up the story terming him as a obsessed lover , he looked at the paper and throwed in dustbin...I tried to pretend normal and forced him to have his breakfast as he didn't ate last night as well ...he just broked down in my lap like a kid... Mahek iam sorry I should have controlled but I couldn't see anyone coming near you...I hugged him tightly to comfort him , he cupped my face and said ...I have a fear of loosing you one day because of my anger just promise m you won't leave me ever...I hugged him more tightly and promised that I won't leave him...

But at that time I didn't knew I was making a false promise...things were good till that time , but after the success we had sang many duets together, he always wanted me to be along with him, even if I don't have to dub any song he still wanted me to be in studio along with him saying I'm his motivation and slowly I have started involving myself in the business decisions when he used to be busy , when he isn't around Vikram used to give me company..he was like a kid ,he taught me how to use mobile and use some social networking apps , when Shaurya used to be busy we used to make so many funny clicks and vedio's , he had kept the child alive inside me ...One day Shaurya saw me laughing madly when Vikram cracked some joke ,he couldn't control his anger and bursted out at Vikram saying he isn't taking proper case of business and instead doing time pass sitting here, vikram left the place , I felt bad for him ...than he asked me to go back home with the driver as he had some work and he will be late , without any question I just followed what he said ...Later after going home I was feeling tired and dizzy,I waited for him sometime but didn't know how my phone went on silent when I was trying to call him and I fall asleep in the hall waiting for him...Later may be Shaurya was feeling guilty he tried calling me so many times but as phone was on silent I couldn't hear the ring ... He got panicked when I didn't answered the calls , he immediately came back running home only to find me out sleeping on sofa peacefully , his anger was at another level ..he shouted my name loudly and I was startled from his voice and tried to stand but I was still feeling dizzy ...he holded me by arm and picked me up , he looked at my phone..do you have any idea how many times I called you?? You know how I came here..how many thoughts were running in my mind ?? He picked up my phone and questioned why the hell do you think I bought you this phone ?? to reach you in emergency not to play with this sitting in the office ,tears brimmed my eyes and I just fainted in his arms...he got panicked and patted me on my cheeks , he took me to our bedroom and immediately called the doctor... Doctor checked me and Shaurya was more nervous than me ..what's wrong with her doctor ,he asked with a concern... doctor smiled and replied no need to worry Mr . Khanna, she is excepting your child ,but you have to take care of her properly as she looked very weak,he prescribed some medicines and left..tears of joy brimmed in his eyes ..he hugged me tightly and showered kisses on my face ...saying Thank you for giving him the biggest happiness and saying sorry for shouting at me like mad , later he made dinner for me and made me eat with his hands...

After few days I was feeling normal and started going along with him to the studio.. so that he I can take care of me and will be in front of his 24/7 ...he made some changes in the studio and made a small room where I can take rest when I feel tired ... I have started to avoid vikram after the incident as I didn't wanted to give him any chance to get angry...he used to take me on his outdoors concerts also be it inside or outside country, later he was avoiding doing outdoor concerts when my 7th month started .. but there came a big concert in UK and he didn't wanted to go there but they have signed the contract long back .. doctors have advised me not to travel in this condition ...he left for the concert half heartedly... when he was about to leave shurti came to meet us and showed the fake concern saying she will take care of me when he won't be around ...he thanked her and gave a formal hug and I felt like stabbing her ...

I stayed at home and Shruti use to visit me now and than , one day when I was busy in kitchen making coffee for her , I saw her playing with my phone but when she saw me she got panicked and kept the phone...I was little suspicious about her real intentions but didn't questioned her anything... Next day I had to visit doctor for check up and shurti promised me that she will accompany me but instead Vikram came and said she isn't feeling well since night and requested me to go along with you...I wasn't comfortable going along with him but I had no choice...when we came out I found like someone was keeping an eye on us , a sudden camera light fell on me when I was trying to sit in the car but when I looked around I saw no one...

When we were returning I found Vikram furious on someone over phone...I asked the matter and he said that they had to dub a song and Shruti was supposed to sing it ...but her voice is choked and she can't sing it...and we have to record it by today , I felt bad and genuinely wanted to help him but remained quite as it was for some other music company...Can you sing it ?? He asked with a hope in his eyes, he holded my hand and requested me ...I pulled my hands and was in two minds , vikram you know about Shaurya, he won't allow me to sing , else I didn't had any problem to help you out I told him...ohh don't worry about him , I will just talk to him ...he immediately called Shaurya, there was lot of distrbance and he was unable to hear Vikram's voice clearly...Vikram kept on shouting that shurti was supposed to dub a song but she had some health issues can you permit Mahek to sing this song ?? He kept on repeating those words ... Shaurya can hear only half of that as Shruti can't dub the song...he said you can ask anyone to sing, I don't have any problem... Vikram was happy hearing that and I was confused maybe he didn't heard properly in the noise...I wanted to call him again but he got busy with concert ...than I thought maybe he must have no fears now and trying to show that he trust me ... our child was able to remove that insecurities out of his mind...

Vikram took me immediately to the studio...and I went through the lyrics, when I read the lyrics I fell in love with the song...it was a solo sad song ...I started singing with confidence and gave my best for that song..I was missing Shaurya alot that day and these few days made me understand how important he is in my life...I just closed my eyes and felt him around me ..

Raajhan Dhoondan Main Chaliya,

Raajhan Milya Naahi

Jigra Vich Agan Lagake Rabba

Lakeera Vich Likhdi Judaai

Kho Gaya, Gum Ho Gaya

Waqt Se Churaya Tha Jo,

Apna Banaya Tha

Ho Tera, Woh Mera

Saath Nibhaya Tha Jo,

Apna Banaya Tha

Jo Dariya, Jeeni Re Jeeni

Jo Dariya, Jeeni Re Jeeni

Aankhein, Bheeni Ye, Bheeni Ye, Bheeni

Yaadein, Jheeni Re, Jheeni Re, Jheeni

Jo Dariya Jeeni Re Jeeni

Jo Dariya Jeeni Re Jeeni

Phir Aankhein Bheeni Ye Bheeni Ye Bheeni

Yaadein Jheeni Re Jheeni Re Jheeni

After the dubbing ended every one clapped for me... vikram hugged me and said thank you ...later I got a call from Shruti congratulating me ,she was sounding weird and I didn't fell like her voice was chocked...her words were kept on ringing me in my head ...be ready to be get in the lime light... song became instant hit over night and i started getting so many offers on phone...phone was ringing whole day. ...I turned it switch off unable to reject so many of them... Next day Shaurya was about to come back from his trip and I was tired and slept on the sofa...

Next morning my eyes open to the door bell.. like every morning it was our maid , I opened the door and picked up the news paper and was almost shocked seeing the news paper...the headline was ... famous singer Shaurya Khanna's wife was having an affair with his best friend and that's the reason she agreed to sing with him... there were pics from her mobile which vikram and I took long back ..Media was outside the gate to confirm the news , I switched on the phone and got a notification of Miss calls from Shaurya and Vikram...I tried calling him back but he must have already boarded the flight... Vikram came to house after reading the news ...he wanted to clear his name and was worried that may be I think he must be behind leaking the pictures of them ...I told him that I know who is behind all this but as of now I was more worried about Shaurya...I don't know how he will react to the news .. things were looking messed up and I was irritated with so many calls from media person to confirm the news... Vikram tried to comfort me saying Shaurya will never believe in this news as he knows how much she loves him... I really want him to believe me , he made me sit on the sofa and helped me to have my breakfast...I again felt someone around us ... Vikram left after sometime and I took some rest ... Shaurya was supposed to come back in evening and suddenly the weather changed and heavy rains with thunder storm started ...I tried calling him many times but he didn't answered...I was scared when he didn't returned till late night... it didn't matter to me if whole world blame me but I was expecting Shaurya will believe me ... only that mattered to me nothing else ... but as the night grew I was started getting bad vibes ..I felt like I will be loosing everything... Power went off due to heavy rains and suddenly I heard the door noise and Shaurya came inside...I ran and hugged him tightly...he pushed me back saying stop showing your fake love to me Mahek Sharma ...He was drunk , for the first time I saw him in this condition...I looked into his eyes it so much hate for me and he was glaring me with disgust... you don't trust me Shaurya?? I asked with a choked voice, Trust and you ..I could haven't trusted that news but what about this pics ..he showed me some snaps from anonymous number...those were pics when vicky took me to hospital and when he came in the morning...you are one selfish girl Mahek Sharma you used me to get success and come in the lime light...if you wanted to sing for others you could have told me but you took the perfect opportunity to start your career and now you don't need me ...he accused and I was just freezed ...he holded me tightly and lifted my chin .. I should have started doubting you when you started enjoying Vicky's company more than me ... don't know since how long this is going on and you are fooling me ...he looked at my baby bump and said...I doubt that this piece of s##t is mine or not ... Shaurya I raised my voice after hearing that ..he pushed me back to the floor and I was hit by the table...he didn't turned and looked back when I was wincing in pain...my started getting labour pains and I was hit on the abdomen...I tried to call him but he switched off his phone...later I didn't had the option I called Vikram for the help ..

When we reached hospital doctor told that if they had been late both mother and kid life could have been in danger , even though it was a pre matured delivery our baby was healthy and doctor said he is not a normal kid ...I didn't had courage to see him , he was shifted to NICU for observation ... Vikram tried to reach Shaurya and inform him about my condition but he wasn't answering the calls ..I couldn't see him hating me so much... today if even i try to prove my innocence tomorrow again he may doubt my character believing some others...I didn't wanted to make matter more worse for us.. didn't wanted to end our relationship on a bitter note ...I decided to leave my family hoping one day he will realize his mistake and I left a letter for him and I will always be grateful to Vikram because of whom me and my kid is alive today...he tried to stop me but I had already made up my mind and later I came here and started my life afresh...

Mahek broked into tears remembering that night and Aryaan hugged him tightly... this is the last time you are crying mom ...I promise you will never cry again in your life... Aryaan thought in his mind ...both slept hugging each other tightly...