Yes ! Word ! 👏
One should realize that all relations have a particular tuning and frequency. They are all delicately balanced, with just the needed tension on each thread. Anything less or more, the whole web comes tumbling down.
Anami does not look for a mother in Satrupa - has never seen her in that light, and whenever Satrupa tries to be one ; Anami dismisses her ; her '17-year-old selfishness" throwing her off and Pagli Panditaayin's memories dominating and resisting any forced entries. She fails to, under these fragile circumstances to look at her as a person, who has given birth to her - some one trying to mend the bitterness of the past - to any extent as possible.
Similarly, Satrupa looks for her daughter who is a twin to Vatsalya, someone who has the capability to "replace" him. Despite the scorn, she believes she can hold her back - of course, owing to a weakness, which makes means for blackmail. Some one like him - who will support her, be her solace. She takes pride in the fact that like herself, Anami is also proud, egoistic and stubborn. She believes she has what it takes to be the heir and future of Lal Mahal - " like Vatsalya". But subconsciously, never what it takes to be Anami, "her daughter".
Her own actions of the past, has come back to haunt her. Her rage in the previous episode - fuels from the fact that - Anami consciously went ahead and aided Sudha, despite the warnings ; and she is helpless enough to do anything about the trap, Anami has fallen into except shout at her. Half the disappointment comes from the fact, that she still holds onto Vatsalya. Sees him in her. Yet the murderous rage, that she could never be Vatsalya - as he would never go against Satrupa's words.
The fight is between Satrupa and Sudha - as is evident from Sudha's vow. Somewhere, deep down in her eccentric mind, she still believes Baldev to be hers, just coerced by the family to marriage with Satrupa - and Baldev then "with no feelings" - now "willingly" supporting them. She thinks of Lal Mahal as a place which has truly sucked out colours from her life ; hence why she took pride in wearing the colour of clothes as this palace - the colour of passion - in both life and death. Anami is just a pawn, while Narottam is a knight. Hence why they are so important. They are shields, game changers. The queens are the last resort, but the power they come with is immense, almost invincible. With unlimited boxes to move and no restriction in direction - they shield their king in a convincing manner.
They are shielding and attacking their King - which in this case can be Baldev. ( Or perhaps, even Lal Mahal ) While the pawn might be of least importance in the beginning - as it seems now - they have a special property. Something which has been playing around in my mind since Anami said those words. A pawn while manipulated initially ; as it advances to the eighth box ( i.e it has reached 7th and safe), it advances to a Queen. (~known as promotion). And that is Anami. Hence one ends the game with more than one queen they had initially ; which in this case is Anami and Satrupa.
Narottam is a true knight on the chessboard. He is fighting out of obligation and duty towards his mother. A blind belief and trust in her. A knight is the only one capable of leaping over other pieces. Hence the only one who can change the game, sacrificing themselves. Not equating to death, meant it in a sacrificial duty manner.
So despite everyone, worrying over the fact that Anami is going to get manipulated - rest assured. THis had to happen. Otherwise, Anami would be one of those readily forgiving leads - who understood the bad immediately yet always protected them, and tried to cover up for them in a scarificial manner.But here, Anami has been chalked out to be one of those beautifully realistic woman.
Like they say " Hell hath no fury like a woman scorned" - and this scorn can be of any form of love, in this case the love of a mother.
She is a girl - young at mind, shield put up. Like a shell outside, yet soft as a bear inside. Hurt, fellings overruling any sane thought. Attracted towards a glimpse of supposedly "genuine" emotions of people - wom she empathizes with. Yet, sharp and readily learning from mistakes. Egoistic and proud, like a real person. Self respect and a way with protecting herself.
Like Dheeru said, she can recognize the pain. But just that their generation is way to short tempered, easily provoked that they tend to not go past the obvious sight. Unlike Vatsalya who tried to mend things in the household, she will succeed in it because she is uprooting the weed from the root.
Vatsalya searched for the white in everyone, until he was blinded by the brightness and fell down hard. Anami ? She is in the dark, attracted towards glitter rather than gold. She will learn the hard way that all that glitters is not gold.
Phir bhi drama tho chahiye hi chahiye, agar do episode mein - she sees through Sudha - kya ek aur mahina show chalega ?😆😆
Like I said, "
Kabhi Khushi, kabhie gham - Dil hai ki maanta nahin, Phir le aaya dil majboor kya kijiye, Hum saath saath hain aur Jo jeeta wahi sikandar. " 😆
"Anth bhala tho sab bhala " Edited by ammu3 - 7 years ago
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