Ishra ss-tujhme rab dikhta hai#2,pt 15 on pg 124,teaser on 133 - Page 23

Raman was looking at ashok without giving any answer.

Seeing him not answering anything ashok said -i think u still don't want to sell the hotel, it's OK, waise bhi it's her problem not urs.saying so he was getting up when Raman said -no no, u r getting it wrong, I will definitely, he was saying when a waitress open the door and said -sir, the lady is not in the room.

Both the man got up hearing this and Raman said -kya Matlab nahi hai.

Waitress -i was in corridor when I saw the door open. I went inside only to see her nowhere. Don't know where she is.

Ashok -shit, we have to search her. She is not in her senses. Usse neend ka injection lagaya tha doctor ne, still she didn't slept.

Raman -it may be because of many medication she went through. Let's go and check the CCTV footage. He said and both went to the control room. Raman told him to check all the footage.

They checked all the footage and saw her going out of the hotel with trembling steps hiding something.

Raman -she has gone out about ten minutes ago, how careless of u all, how can u just let her go. Woh chal bhi nahi paa rahi.

Ashok -we have to search her, she is not in senses. Agar uska accident ho gaya toh. What I will answer to toshi aunty. But I am not getting why she is so restless today. Kal tak toh thik thi. He was thinking when the person in control room said-u guys can think of it later, first go and find her. Weather forecast mein heavy snow fall bata raha hai. It will be difficult to find her if snow fall start .and she is not fine too,anything can happen to her. He said making Raman worried for her.

Raman -we should just go and find her, everything can be later taken care of. He said and ran out of the hotel.

There were seven cars available at that time in the hotel, he send all to different direction to find her, ashok went in one car with driver while all other drivers went taking her pic. Raman took one car and went out to find her.

He was driving on the road of ooty trying to find her while his heart was beating fastly thinking something happening to her. He was praying continuously for her well being.

It was more then an hour since he was searching for her but couldn't find trace of her, he called his drivers to know whether they found her but to his bad luck noone could find her. He was getting more worried with every passing second and to add to his misery, snow fall started making it difficult to drive.but he continued driving but after some time he had to stop the car as the road was blocked due to snow fall. He came out of the car taking his overcoat and start searching for her running here and there.

On the other hand, ishita was sitting in the corner of a tree holding a bottle in her hand, she was drinking and thinking who hugged her tight last night.

Ishita -i don't know why I am so restless today, aisa lag raha hai jaise raman mere bahut kareeb aa kar phir dur chale jaa rahe hai. Aisa lag raha hai that he was crying for me and I can hear him crying. Kahan hai raman Aap, please aa jaiye mere paas, I need u. Raman, kyun chod kar chale gaye. She cried with all her might. Raman who was going from there turned hearing her voice and finally sighed in relief seeing her fine but his smile vanished in a second seeing her wearing just a kurti and leggings and sitting in snow fall drinking alcohol.

Raman went running to ishita and could see her face was full of tears while she was drinking alcohol making a dirty face. His heart bleed seeing her like this. He went to her and said -what r u doing here. Chalo wapas, seeing snow is falling. Tumhari tabiyat kharab ho jayegi.

Ishita looked at him with droopy eyes and said -just get lost.

Raman -no, I will not go anywhere .tum chalogi mere saath and stop drinking. He said taking the bottle from her.

Ishita -hey u, how dare u take my bottle, just go away from here and let me drink. Main Kahin nahi jaane wali. She said and snatched the bottle from raman.

Raman snatched the bottle again and said -chalo chup chap.

Ishita -nahi jaungi, Kahin nahi jaungi. I will be here only and die. Mujhe nahi jaana kahin, I will punish myself till he came and tell me that he forgave me. She said crying and start drinking again.

Raman -achcha listen to me, I have to tell u something.

Ishita -mujhe kuch nahi sunna, just get lost.

Raman -even it's about ur Raman.he said making her stop drinking.

Ishita -u know about him.

Raman -yes,i know him, u know why, because I am ur raman. He said making her eyes twinkle in happiness. But next second she got sad and said getting up-i know u r lying, tum jhooth bol rahe ho taaki main tumhare saath chali jaaun. But I am not going to go with u. Mujhe kahin nahi jaana tumhare saath.

Raman -nahi main sach keh raha hoon, I am raman, ur husband. See my name is rkb, Raman kumar bhalla. Main sach keh raha hoon I am ur raman.

Ishita -nahi, u r lying. Tum mere Raman nahi ho sakte, my raman can never try to hurt me, woh mere siva kisi aur ki taraf dekh bhi nahi sakte. And u, u were surrounded by many girls. Who were pushing themselves on u and u were enjoying it. Mere Raman aisa nahi hai, he can never manhandles me like u did. She said making Raman realise that she is too much hurt and drunk to listen or believe anything. She was shivering and trembling but still not convinced to listen to him or to go with her. Raman went near to her and tried to pick her when she pushed him. He understood that he had to deal with her with patience. he took the bottle from her and settled beside her.

Raman -agar tum nahi jaogi toh main bhi Kahin nahi jaaunga, I will also sit with u. He said and covered her by his overcoat.

Ishita looked at him and said -why u will sit here, kya tumhe bhi kisi ka intezaar hai.

Raman nodded and said -haan ,tumhe kiska intezaar hai.

Ishita -unhi ka joh nahi aate, I am waiting for him but he is not coming. U go from here, tumhe mere saath dekhenge toh he will think that I love u not him. Toh woh phir se chale jayenge. So u just go away, I don't want u here. She said pushing him.

Raman -toh whom do u want.

Ishita -jiski zarurat hai woh nahi aate. Maine ek baar galti ki aur woh mujhe chod kar chale gaye. She said and start crying bitterly.

Raman -kaun chod kar chala gaya.

Ishita gave him a paper and said -yeh mujhe akela chod kar chale gaye. Bola tha he will come back in a week, Ek saal ho gaya wapas hi nahi aa rahe. Maanti hoon maine galti, par woh toh Raman hai naa, he should forgive me. He told me that he will always love me, toh kyun akela chod diya mujhe. Kyun apni shitu ke paas nahi aate. Dekh nahi paa rahe ki shitu kitni akeli hai unke bina. Woh toh mere pati hai naa, toh kaise mujhe akela chod sakte hai. She was saying and crying while Raman was just listening to her, letting her pour her heart.

Ishita -he is the best husband anyone can get.woh kisi ke bhi pati ho sakte the, but mujhe mile woh. The way he always comforted me, the way he always shower his love on me, mujhe kabhi ehsaas nahi hua ki woh kya hai mere liye. I always insulted him, hamesha unka dil dukhaya. Kabhi bhi unki kadar nahi ki par jab woh mujhe chod kar chale gaye tab mujhe ehsaas hua woh kya the mere liye. He always made me feel special and loved. The way he comfort me in pain, the way he wrap me in his arms,the way he always kiss my forehead before leaving, mujhe bahut gussa aata tha but now I crave for his touch.u know I was sick once, woh puri raat mere liye jage rahe, mujhe apni baahon mein chupa kar sulate rahe, he always loved me so much and I did so bad with him. Mujhse galti ho gayi Raman, bahut badi galti ho gayi. Maanti hoon ki maine bahut galti ki hai,but please ab mere wapas aa jaiye. I am not able to live without u, not able to breathe without u. Mujhe chod kar chale gaye, Aap kyun mujhe chod kar chale gaye Raman . She said looking at nowhere and then again start crying hiding her face in her palm .

Raman was just looking at her, the way she was craving for his love, made him feel desirable. He so wanted to take her in a bone crushing but he had to control himself as she was craving for her raman and for her he is not Raman but rkb. And she was not in a position to hear or believe him.

He was trying ways to handle her when she finally start getting exhausted, her eyes was getting closed slowly. He wrapped his arms around her, she shrugged his hand but he pulled her to him and put her head on his shoulder. She was about to push him again when he cupped her face and pecked her temple softly. She closed her eyes feeling his touch and finally settled her head on his shoulder. He again kissed her temple and said -I am really sorry shitu, u have to go through so much without me. But now I am back to u, now I will take care of u in every possible way. Bas ek baar tum hosh mein aa jao, I will clear everything and then we will be together forever. He said and picked her in his arms to take her back to the hotel.

Soon he was in his car going back to the hotel while ishita was just sleeping peacefully hiding her face in his chest. Raman was driving the car slowly and was looking at her every now and then. He was still not able to believe that his wife his shitu loves him so much. He pecked her temple again softly only to feel her hiding more into himself.

He stopped the car for a second and took her in a bone crushing hug, he hugged her tight and showered numerous kisses all over her face. She was just sleeping while he was looking at her with all his love. He hugged her tight and after sometime he again start driving the car.

Soon he reached the hotel and saw ashok there standing at the entrance worriedly to get some news about her. Raman picked ishita in his arms and took her inside. Ashok sighed in relief seeing ishita all OK.

He went to raman and asked -kahan mili tumhe yeh. Yeh thik tob hai naa.

Raman nodded and took her to room no. 1004.he called the doctor to check ishita.

Soon doctor reached and checked ishita.

Doc -i don't know how to make u understand that smoking and drinking is dangerous for her. Yes unki jaan bhi le sakta hai. Aap please inhe samjha dijiye, not to drink more or else result will be dangerous.

Ashok -i will try my level best doc.isse hosh kab tak aayega.

Doc -it will take atleast twelve hours to get her conscious back. Pehle smoking and drinking, phir injection, phir drinking and now finally this injection again. Now she will sleep for long.

Ashok -thank u doc. He said and went out with the doctor while Raman was just standing there looking at ishita, all lost in ishita. He went close to ishita and said caressing her cheek -sorry shitu, bahut rulaya naa Maine tumhe, but see now I am here to make everything fine. Ek baar hosh mein aa jao, I will tell u the truth. Tumne sabse jyada intezaar kiya hai mere, toh tumhe hi sabse pehle bataunga ki tumhara raman zinda hai. He was saying looking at her sleeping form when ashok came inside and said -thank u rkb, thank u so much for taking her back. I know u already took much effort for us but I want one more favour from u. Only if u r comfortable.

Raman -yes tell me.

Ashok -Mera room bagal wale hotel mein hai. I have to go there. Main yahan nahi ruk sakta kyunki ishita ko achcha nahi lagega, if I stay in her room. Toh yaa toh Aap mere liye ek room apne hotel mein arrange karwa denge, so that I can keep a check on her.