Billu declares his love... 15.9

Shivaay is missing Annika. He can't get through to her phone and he's restless, there is a sudden urgency to express himself.

Should be easier to write how I feel right? Yes ! Chitti... Chitti chitti

(and i was going chitti chitti Bang Bang😆..)

"How will I write the beautiful feelings that I have?"

I need the most Beautiful Paper in the World.. so I can write down these beautiful feelings. 😉

(Poor chap is blushing so hard just to write a letter to her. Knowing full well how much she would love what he has to say..)

Khannaji was full on cute today! Beautiful Paper #1 was a newspaper with pictures of models 🤣.. The way he was sheepishly grinning at his boss was hilarious. Nice to see makers add our favourite staff member a little more..

Goodness, how long he had to wait for some beautiful yellow paper to write his beautiful feelings on it.

Then came the pen, Ball pen is deemed unromantic, Old Gentlemen style Fountain pen is best (the one with the pot of ink too,, come on! They have cartridges now okay! Once you're at it, why not a Quill ??)

Cutely he sits head on folded hands, thinking about her.

"Annika..." nope

"Dear Annika..." naah

"My dear Annika..." yes

MY DEAR ANNIKA...

Hayye he went off on a tangent just whispering those words...,, I've always admired how sentimental our Shivaay is.. such a sweetie.

Dadi and him are super adorable, she seems to be super protective of him right now. Even hovering around Pinky and her suspicious behaviour. Shakti too seems to have one eye on her all the time. Whatever Pinky does, Shivika have protective people this time, very reassuring.

Failing at his penmanship, Shivaay decides to speak to a camera, because words fail him when she is in front of him. She takes his breath away...

Awww... Somebody pinch his cheeks for me..

I love the way he acknowledged her anger over his "Thank You" to her words. 😆

1. I never knew that one day there would be a girl whom I can't live without

(swallows water) Tu hai mere jeene ki wajah...

"You said your feelings Khidkitod style. I'm me , and I deal with numbers daily. And i can't count this.. This is hard for me..."

"So I want to tell you a story..."

2. First time I met you, you broke my windscreen & my ego

3. First time I really noticed you, was when you threw gobar at me.

Who the heck is this girl, who dares to do this to me?

He's so proud he can say gobar over and over,😆 but the implication is he has no misgivings or even Ego issues with her.

"We are equals in every way..."

4. First time I saw you up close, I found you so beautiful...

5. When I defeated you and left you in the rain, I wanted you to get up and fight back, but you didn't. I didn't understand what I felt that day. I felt bad that you were defeated. Then you came the very next day and defeated me in front of my whole family.

6. After that every thing that happened I kept running into you. Problems were you, solutions were you, you were everywhere, I couldn't escape. The further I went the closer I found myself to you.

7. I hated you, gosh , we were at loggerheads. Then Mallika came. She asked you what you wanted of love.

Finally we had something in common, we didn't believe in love. But when you described what you wanted, I remember thinking how lucky the man would be.

"I feel like the luckiest man in the world, today because you love me...

8. We've been through so much together Annika, so many hardships, experiences, feelings, it feels like words aren't necessary between us. We took bullets for each other, there can't be bigger proof of our love than this.

9. The first time you were unconscious in my arms, I felt the fear of losing you for the first time. Like the world would be all wrong without you in it. I was marrying Tia, but I was fighting my thoughts of you the whole time. I had always wanted to be with you.

10. Without you I can't breathe. That time you accepted Daksh's proposal, I felt like setting fire to the world. I was losing you and I couldn't breathe. But I couldn't do anything.

11. I know I married you without consent. But you accepted me, accepted my family, you did your best, you never demanded anything. How does someone not love someone like you? You won over everyone! Each one of us. Everyone loves you.

Billu is already forgiving his mother slowly. It's going to break his heart if she does something nasty again. He has accepted Annika so deeply in his heart that she is inseparable. Soulmates, these two are.

11. I will give you so much love you'll forget what sadness is. I want to give you so much love, I can't describe how much.

This man is not confessing his love like it's a secret. He's declaring it with full conviction Ishqbaaaz style.

No half measure, fully immersed.

I love you

I adore you

I can't live without you

All things he could say...

"I am an Ishqbaaaz , for you... is what he eventually said .."

That has to be the best declaration of love I've ever seen on Hindi TV.. it felt like we were his best friends who were allowed to see him practice for the real thing. If that's so, I say, fly with it Shivaay, you'll sweep her off her feet. GO!! NOW!!

But the poignancy worries me a little. To date , Annika hasn't had major misunderstandings over Shivaay. I worry that with Sahil's name being thrown in the mix, he may be used to complicate things.

Sundari Bua making a reappearance reeks of Pinky.

Methinks Nayantara track may be revisited with Bua in her place. But as we know Dadi and Shakti are closely watching Pinky, and Shivaay too will be waiting for something bad to happen, knowing his mother still hates Annika.

Whatever happens next week, this recorded message will melt the angriest soul and make things better. I just wish he'd whatsapped it instantly ...

Rikara

Om is feeling the pinch. Stuffy people are deeming Gauri as unfit in his life, and his blood boils hearing it. He seems as annoyed with them as his name Oberoi. But why hide your wife to protect her feelings? DO you even realize how hypocritical that is, Om?

First time I saw Om seethe in irritation for Gauri's sake. Unfortunately the man just gaped and watched her crying face, instead of just getting in there and consoling her. why does he hesitate to be her shoulder to cry on? That's all she needs from him, how long can Bade Bhaiyya help when it's his help she needs and wants?

Since night I am restless after watching yesterday's episode and your most beautiful post for most beautiful confession is making me more restless. Such an amazing actor he is.

Beautifully described the whole episode.

BILLU JI WAS AWESOME ❤️

Anisa, beautiful post for an episode that checked all the boxes for us. The feelings that we wanted to see for so long, was on the screen yesterday. NM nailed it with his monologue that had me spellbound, to watch his voice falter with emotions and see the expressions flit on his face. It was wonderful, to see all the fb's of Shivika's iconic moments.. all that we speculated and wrote about were confirmed.

Beautiful post ❤️

Lovely post Anisa...

Thank u for the post Anisa..

What a post . Billuji was plain awesome in his declaration of love. If Anika was bold and seductive in her confession.. shivaay was so cute in his way. Starting from chithi chithi.. khat . the scenes with Khanna were funny. Shivaay tries writing but it doesnt work out.. so he thinks of video shooting... it was kind of weird doing it in the living room area near the stairs.😆..though it was late nite ( there must be some reason for that ). Shivaay starts the journey of their meetings with a blush. Recalling the scenes .. esp. the box wala where he realised she was beautiful.. we knew it when you were full of ego , hated her and had threatened to finish her you knew she was beautiful .. ( SC indeed looked great here ). . when he says this line he gets up and holds the pretty blue cushion close to himself .. nicely picturised must say & the rest part was bang on . Hope he remembers the kangans given by mallika to anika to and the letter. & makes them wear too.
The cvs. did great with the confession part in SC's absence .. hope we get to see a glimpse of her by monday.
NM looked chubby in the fb scenes . red suit mallika wala epi and lohri shot.. dont know if the 3 piece suit and his old hair style made him look like that.. he looks too thin now plus with his new hairdo .