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Part 50:
Raman was sleeping still hugging ishita's saree and her photo to his heart... Tears dried in corner of his eyes.. He dint know when he dozed off tired of his continous cries...
There was a loud bang on the door which was getting louder by passing seconds...
He woke up startled by the sounds... He strained opening his eyes that burned in irritation due to the continous cries...
He Glanced at the clock it was just few minutes past 3.am...
Raman : who's that at this time?... Aarah hoon... He shouted irritated with the loud noise...
He opened the door and widened his eyes with Complete shock...
Raman : ishita!...
He wiped his eyes twice to check if she was for real standing infront of him...
There stood his jkr shooting daggers at him to see him waken up from his deep sleep casually rubbing his eyes ...How could he... How could he even sleep so peacefully without even having a tint of guilty feeling for leaving the two poor soul who was completely devastated by his stupidity...
Raman stood still in shock he was looking at her Not able to believe his own eyes...
He went closer towards her to see her Her shivering badly to the wintry climate.. she had covered ruhi completely with her pallu hiding her in her embrace trying to keep the the little girl warm who was in deep sleep after such a emotionally tiring day that was caused to her by her father's impulsive behavior..
Raman : ishita... He hugged her tightly hiding her shivering body within himself... jamming sleeping ruhi inbetween them...
She just stood like a rock with tears flowing from her eyes finally having him this close to her... All she wanted was to hug him back tightly... And tell him how much she missed him... But no... Not before that she would knock some sense into his stupid brain...
Sensing her not responding He pulled himself back to see tears rolling down her cheeks... Making him feel guilty knowing verywell why she was crying...
Raman : ishita... Andher chalo... It's too cold here... Give ruhi to me... He said leaning forward to pick sleeping ruhi from her hands... She just shrugged his hands with full force giving a deadly glare... walking past him towards ruhi's room leaving raman behind who was completely hurt by her behaviour...
She just tucked ruhi to her bed covering her with the duvet without minding raman who followed her like a puppy waiting for her to speak a word to him..
She royally ignored his existence and came out of ruhi's room... This was not he expected... He wanted her to confront him... Slap him... Scold him... Shout at him .. But silence!... Which he never expected... Her silence was really killing him...
She now went towards thier bedroom... Her eye fell on her saree and the photo frame that placed on bed close to his pillow...
Ishita (St): Was he crying hugging my saree?... How fool could you be raman... You left the person with flesh and soul all alone... and here crying hugging my saree?... She was cursing him, wanting to strangle him right away for his stupid behavior...
Ishita... She heard his meek voice hitting her ear from behind... She did not pay any heed to him...
Raman : ishita... He called louder... We need to talk.. He pulled her by arms making her face him...
She dint speak a word..
Raman : Why the hell are you so silent ishita.. Kuch toh bolo... Dato... maro... Kuch toh karo... You came all the way from chennai to kill me with your silence?...
He was just looking at her face keenly expecting some kind of reaction from her... But also he could see was she biting her lips hard without meeting his eyes... trying to control the tears that was filled in her eyes anytime ready to burst out...
Raman : jill... Aise kyun kar rahe ho... Please baat karo mujhse... Your silence if suffocating me baby... He said hugging her tightly...
She just pushed him back hard with all her might making him disbalance...
Ishita : just stay away from me Raman!!!... Don't you dare touch me... Door raho mujhse... She roared on top of her voice...Making him look at her open mouthed... Kya... Aise kya dek rahe ho... That is all you wanted right?.. to go away from me ... Then why the hell do you want me to talk to you now... Chodo ke chale gai na... Now why are are acting as if you care...
Raman : jill yeh tum...
Ishita : bas karo raman... Enough!... kaun? Kaun jill?... Mein?... Nahi hoon mein aapki jill... If you would have thought so... aise apne jill ko bina kuch bataye... Aapne biwi bachon ko wahan akele marne ke liye chodke yaha aise meri kapdon ke saath pyaar nahi jatate hai...
Raman : marne ke liye?... Ishita yeh tum.. Meine... I.. did this for you... Ashok... Woh... Raghu... Ne bataya... He blabbered not able to form a sentence.. I love you jaan he said taking all his might trying to take her into his embrace...
Ishita : just stop it Raman... She shrugged his hands off... Kya ashok?.. Kya raghu?.. You did this for me?... Bas karo raman... Haat jodtha hoon mein aapse... Please phirse se jhoot mat bolna that you love me... Please stop showing your fake love towards me... Mujhse aur nahi hoga... I am not able to take this anymore... This is suffocating me raman... So suffocating... You just pour your love on me like there is no tomorrow... And When I am completely dependent on your love for my survival... Aap kisiki ki baat mein aakar... Without even thinking once about me... You left me raman... You left me to die... She said tears flowing from her eyes...
He was really angry on her for telling that his love for her is fake... He fisted his palm gritting his teeth trying to control his anger not wanting to hurt her more...
Raman : I haven't faked my love for you Ishita!... Never!... Got that... He shouted... Idhar dekho... Just look into my eyes dammit... He said clutching her cheeks digging his fingers in her cheeks making her look into his eyes... Mere aankhon mein deke bolo... Do you think my love is fake... Bolo... He said with blood shot eyes...
Ishita : aap bolo raman... sach mein mujhe pyaar karte ho?...
Raman : jill yeh kya hogaya tumhe... I love you baby... Meri jaan se badkar... Don't you know that... He said cupping her face...
Ishita : toh kyun chodke chale gai aise...
He loosened his hold on her immediately turning to the other side... Not able to meet her eyes...
She pulled him by his shoulders making him face...
Ishita : bolo raman... Why the hell did you leave me?... Leave our babies... Woh bhi aise... choti bachi se jhoot bolke ...
He just looked on...
Do you even know what ruhi is going through... She is in so much of guilt thinking that she is responsible for you leaving us... She thinks her papa doesn't love her anymore...
Raman : ruhi?... He stammered...
Ishita : haan... Your ruhi... Your princess thinks that her papa doesn't love her anymore... How did you even think of leaving her Raman... Don't you know how much she loves you... Do you think she will be happy without you...
Tears started flowing in his eyes... His throat dried feeling a lump forming in his throat...
Ishita : hum dono ko toh chod dho... You dint even think twice before leaving our baby in my womb... Yeh bacha aapko kya paap kiya raman... Doesn't he deserves his father's love... Ek baar bhi aapne nahi socha na... bachon ke bare mein... Mere baare mein... Hamare baare mein... She said crying bitterly... I hate you for this raman... I completely hate you.. She said in tears...
Making his heart heavy... He fell on the floor lifelessly listening to her words...
Ishita : raman... She went forward to hold him...
Raman : door raho mujhse... Mere pass mat aao... Bura baap hoon... Bura pati hoon...Mein ek bura insaan hoon ishita ... Don't come near me... Kyun aay ho tum chennai se...Please chale jao yaha se... Chale jao he cried bitterly on his knees...
she was not able to see him crying like that and she verywell knew he is crying hurt by her words...
She kneeled infront of him into her hugged him tightly...He immediately took her into a bone crushing hug and started crying like a baby in her arms.. This is what he was waiting for... The way she was showing cold shoulders towards him not letting him touch her was all that made him break down... Now he was at peace crying in her arms...
Raman : I am so sorry jill... Please aise baatein mat karo... Don't tell you hate me ishita... Mujhe bahot bura lag raha hai...I love you... I love my babies... He moved his hands on her stomach... There is no one else in this world for me except you and my babies... He cried against her neck...
Ishita : shhh... Bas raman... Bas... She carresed his back trying to lessen his cries...
Raman : mein majaboor tha... Rag... Raghu ne bola... Ashok will kill you if I am with you... If something bad happens to you... I will never be able to forgive me... Mein sach mein mar jaaonga ... I can't live without you!... He said inbetween hiccups...
Ishita : ramannn... Shushhh...
Raman : I want you ishita... I want you alive... I want you to be happy... I want our kids to be happy... If... If that is possible only by being away from you...I will even die going away from you forever just keep you happy... He said making her anger reach new heights...
That was the limit...she pushed him back giving a hard slap...
*Slap*
Ishita : just shut up raman.. Ab bahot hogaya... Why the hell are you portraying yourself like a criminal... Aap nahi ho criminal... You dint kill shagun samjhe... Please get the hell out of shagun... That was just an accident that you were unable to save her... That doesn't mean you will not be able to save me got that!... you tell me not to get insecure about shagun.. But you are the one who make me feel possessive and insecure about shagun... Kabhi dekho shagun.. Shagun... shagun... You are going away from me... Keeping her very close to You In your memories...
Raman : Ishitaaa... Yeh kya bole jaa rahe ho... He tried taking her in his embrace... But she shrugged his hands...
Ishita : Yeh sach hai raman... Everytime you go away from me fearing of ashok... Mujhe shagun yaad aati... Mujhe yeh ehsaas hoti hai... That I am your second wife... Isiliye aap mujhe utna pyaar nahi karte jitna shagun ko karte ho... I wish I was your first love... I wish I could have died instead of shagun... Atleast then you will keep me near you in your memories atleast... She said with broken voice...
Raman : bas!... Ishita... Slap!...
There came a hard slap on her cheeks...
She stood there keeping her hands on her cheeks tears flowing in her eyes looking at him like baby... making him feel bad for slapping her... He pulled her into her embrace wounding his hands around her... She hid her face in his chest crying like a baby...
Raman : ishita... Shhh... He hugged her tight as possible kissing her hair...
Ishita : Ek baar meine marne ki baat kiya aapko itna gussa aarah haina ... Then just imagine what I will be going through raman... Baar baar... baar baar... Marne ki baat kar rahe ho aap... Mujhe bhi aap chaiye raman jaiseki aapke liye mein... Why are you not able to understand that... Anna ne boldiya aur aap mujhse bina bole chali aagai na... This is all you love me na... Aap... Aap mujhse pyaar hi nahi karte... She could hardly say a word as she started hiccupping...
He was able to understand what she might have gone through... He wanted to go away from her to keep her happy... But not even a day away from him she is completely shattered, if he leaves her forever she will really die out of without him... All that she needs his love and care...He felt disgusted of himself for listening to a third person's words and leave his family... Who other than him could protect his family... He thought feeling bad for his foolishness...
Raman :Ishita... He called lovingly...
Ishita : mujhe chodke nahi jaoge na raman... I love you raman... I can't live without you... Yeh aapko kyun nahi samajh aarah hai... You will protect me and our kids Raman... Aapke alawa hame koi aur protect nahi kar sakta hai... Please... Mat jana mujhe chodke...She cried against his neck...
Raman: jill... Ab bas karo baby... Mein kahi nahi jaaonga... I will always be with you... He said kissing her cheeks that was drenched with tears...
Ishita :promise?... She asked inbetween hiccups... Peeping from his chest...
Raman : promise... my jill promise... Mein kahi nahi jaaonga... I am sorry ishita.. Mere wajah se... She dint let him Complete...
She pulled him hard crashing his body on hers and pressed her lips on his...She dint not want to start the topic again... She got an assurance from him... And that was enough for her... she knows he will never break his promise...
She was kissing him hungrily...pouring all her emotions in the kiss... he just let her kiss him... tightening his grip around her waist... Pulling her more closer moving his hands all over her body... Feeling her presence after such a emotional Rollercoaster that they had gone through... She dug her nails on his neck giving a sharp bite on his lips... Making him open his mouth... She immediately entered his mouth savoring him with high passion... making him groan inbetween the kiss... After kissing for a long time he Felt her going short of breath but she was no where to stop... He parted her with little force raining kisses down her neckline making her sigh in pleasure...She roamed her hands in his tresses tempting him more...
Raman : I missed you ishita.. He moved his hands on her bare waist... Making her grasp ... I should have not behaved like that... Kitna bada bewakoof hoon mein .. Ainda kabhi bhi... Kisiki bhi baat nahi sununga... mumbled in between kisses...
Ishita : meri bhi?... She pulled him by his hair... Looking into his eyes... Making him chuckle...
Raman : when have i ever listened to you... To listen now... He said removing the hooks at her back...
Ishita : ravan Kumar..I hate you... She said irritated shrugging his hands.. he made his grip on her waist stronger.. Leaning dangerously close to her sticking his body skin tight to hers...
Raman : I hate you more... He husked in her ears making her annoyed and sigh in irritation ...
He giggled at her pecking her cute irritated pout...
Raman : I love you so much Jill... I feel so good Having you this close to me... He said hugging her to his heart swaying her slowly in his embrace... She just leaned on him loosing her balance completely on him swaying along feeling so relaxed in his arms...
Both of them remained in same position feeling eachothers presence with thier eyes closed...
Ishita : Ramannn... She moaned loudly making him smile naughtily with his eyes closed...
Ishita : stop doing that raman ... She hissed opening her eyes to scold him...
Raman : stop doing what jaan?... He said with a naughty grin...succesfully removing the hooks of her blouse...now his hands playing with the hook of her inner...
Ishita : No... raman ... She said holding his sleeves for support...
Rama: Mmm... He said giving wet kisses on her neckline ripping the pallu off her body... She just stood lost in his touches... He removed the blouse that was hanging losely and held her orbs pressing her hard... Making her breath hitch ... He bent down and kissed her chest.. She closed her eyes and arched backwards, giving him more access... He successfully removed her inner too making her upper body naked for his passionate eyes...She was going weak by passing seconds to hold his sleeves for grip...
He immediately picked her in his arms and walked towards the bed... Her hands started working on his shirt buttons.. And undid the top 2 buttons placing blotchy kisses allover his chest making him groan...
He placed her softly on the mattress and settled above her carefull enough not pressing him completely on her stomach... She smiled at his concern and wrapped her legs around his waist bringing him closer... Feeling him completely... He rasped under her innocent touches...
She then cupped his face pecking his forehead... He smiled pecking her forehead back... She kissed his eyes drinking off his dried tears... He just immited her and chuckled already loving this game... She kissed his cheeks not before doing a guchi goo... Pulling his cheeks which he hates the most... He crunched annoyed biting her chubby cheeks continously like eating her crimson cheeks... taking revenge from her...
Ishita : ahhh... Raman... Aap kaa jaoge kya mujhe... she pouted rubbing her cheeks..
Raman : haan... Kaa jaonga... I just want to eat this Apple raw... He said biting again... aa jaonga... I just want to eat this Apple raw... He said biting again...
Ishita : ahhh ... Kutha kahika it's hurting...
Raman : oops sorry baby.. Aajao let me soothe your pain... Kaha dard ho raha hai baby ko.. Yahan?... He said tracing her lips... Witha a naughty smirk...
Ishita : Nahi... Yaha... She said taking his hands off her lips and placing it on her cheeks...
Raman : then why are your lips shivering baby... He husked nibbling her earlobe tracing her lips and rubbing himself on her sensitive skin down sending shivers to her spine... She closed her eyes feeling heavenly by his ministrations... he saw completely lost and placed his lips on hers chewing her lower lip yet so passionately without stopping his movements down...
But he had to stop his foreplay abruptly sensing her tears wetting his lips making him worried...
Raman : jill kya hua baby... Am I hurting you... Kahi dard ho raha hai kya... He said running his hands on her tummy lovingly...
She nodded her head negatively with louder sobs...
Raman : you're scaring me baby... Bolo kya hua...
Ishita : aap mujhe phirse chodke nahi jaaoge na... I always want you with me... In all births... You will be there for me In all births na raman?.. she sounded dramatic all off sudden making him confused...
Dint they have a talk on that... What made her bring that topic again that too in middle of something very passionate... Crazy pregnancy hormones!... He cursed her hormones mentally for troubling her at a perfectly wrong timing... But he felt that really cute... "In all births"?.. He wanted to laugh at her for being over dramatic but he did not dare to so that and worsen the situation...
Raman : jill... Meine bola na babu ... I will always be there with you... Erm.. In all births... he said suppressing his laughter... Here onwards I will follow you everywhere you go... Even to the bathroom... bas?...
Ishita : kuch bhi.. She smiles smacking his chest...
He bent down to peck her forehead wiping her tears away... And Caressed her hair lying beside her... She snuggled closer fiddling his shirt buttons removing it off his body smiling coyly biting her lips..
Ishita : raman... Aapko nahi chahiye kya... She husked now pressing her bare body on his... He shook his head in disbelief seeing her hormones super active making him go really crazy... He gasped running his hand on her back fusing her body to his...
Raman : so jao jaan... You are tired...
She parted from him making a angry pout...
Raman : kya hua kissed her pout... And Pulled her back in his embrace...
Ishita : few minutes ago you were a good despo... Ab kya hogaya... He smiled seeing her cutely complaining...
Raman : toh baby ko chahiye kya... He said tucking the hair strands behind...
Ishita : Mmm... She husked wrapping her legs around his waist... Ripping his shirt off his body and threw it away..
The bold jkr in bed was always treat for him... She ran her fingers on his chest leaving smoochy kisses all over his chest caressing his abdomen erotically... He squeezed her in his arms going crazy with her touches... He scooped her face and kissed her hard on her lips... Which were no longer a soft one... It was the fiercest kiss roaming kiss hands all over her body... Tugging his hands inside her inskirt... And pulled the saree off her waist .. She grasped inbetween kiss he parted looking deep into her eyes and took her lower lips in his slowly chewing her.. She pressed her hands on his shoulders sighing in pleasure when he roamed his hands on her bare thighs and threw all the barrier and making her completely naked for his passionate eyes ...
Raman : I missed you jill... I . I missed you alot... He took her peaks in his mouth and relishing her flavors... His fingers working all the way down her heated passion... She dug her fingers in his scalp breathing unevenly by his ministrations... He moved down kissing her belly... His kisses now turned a loving long kisses as if he was kissing the baby...
Raman : papa is sorry baby... Papa missed you...
Ishita groaned frustrated... Was he having a chat with a baby?... Now?.. Like really?...
Ishita : ramann... Baby ko sone dho... Don't disturb him... She said pulling him by his arms...
Raman smiled seeing her desperateness...
Raman : despo kahiki... You are not even letting me speak to my baby...He sulked...
Ishita gave a unbelievable look for sulking at this point of time... She wanted him to love her senselessly but her ravan kumar was sulking like a baby leaving her all dry yearning making her annoyed...
He looked at ishita who was shooting daggers at him.. Her face had turned red due his excellent hand work.. Her angry pout was tempting to the core.. He could not control anymore he wanted to take her immediately before her super crazy hormones gets activated and stop everything abruptly...
He removed his clothes without any delay and entered her making her shriek in pleasure... she was breathing heavily her hands roaming all over his back trying hard to take his passion... He rode them together making her dig her nails all over his back... She was making him go wild pulling him by his hair kissing hin hungrily inbetween... But he was carefull enough to handle her softly not wanting to hurt her and baby... He rocked her slowly yet passionately until a blissful climax...
He finally fell on her managing his hard breath...
Raman : I love you jill... He husked against her neck...
Ishita : hmm... Was all she could say carresing his tresses still lost in him...
Precap : ruhi confronting raman...
Will raman be able to face his choti jkr's wrath 😆
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