After getting ready she went to ruman and shake them a little and said -uth jaiye, mere kumbhkaran, kitna soyenge, aap dono yahan kya sone aayen hai, she said and shake them, only to see Raman open his droopy eyes and said again closing it-sone do maa,madrasan saj kar sapne mein aayi hai. He said and again slept.
Ishita shake her head in disbelief and said shaking Raman -raman, main sach mein hoon, sapne mein nahi. She said making Raman wake up. He looked around and saw ishita standing infront of him all ready, looking so beautiful. He rubbed his eyes and said -tu sach mein madrasan hai.
Ishita -nahi bangalan hoon, uthiye naa kitna soyenge.
Raman -kitna soyenge, really, raat mein tune sone nahi diya, subah meri bachchi ne.
Ishita made a dirty face and said -toh soiye, sote rahiye. Main chali, she said and was going when Raman hold her by waist and make her sit in his lap adjusting Ruhi beside him. He kept his face on her shoulder and said -pehle saj kar mujhe sapne mein pareshaan kiya, aur ab sach mein, aur phir kal rahi hai.
Ishita -toh kya karun.u r sleeping.
Raman kissed her shoulder and said -let me love u, bahut saara, he said and start dropping wet kisses on her shoulder carelessly .ishita closed her eyes and let him do what he is doing. He took her fragrance and said -u know u smell yummy, just like,
Ishita -like,
Raman -palak paneer ,
Ishita looked at him and said -what??
Raman -palak paneer order kiya hai kya, umm it's smelling yummy.
Ishita -order nahi kiya hai, banaya hai aapke liye.
Raman -wow palak paneer, that's my favourite, chalo khana kha lete hai. He said getting up.
Ishita -kha lenge, but u were telling me something.
Raman -will talk later, for now we should go and eat, I am very hungry. He said and start waking up Ruhi .
Raman -get up bachcha, mumma ne yummy khana banaya hai. He was saying and soon Ruhi was also up.
Ruman went to wash their face and went back after washing their hand and face.both settled on the table while ishita was still in the room.
Raman -ishita aao naa, mujhe aur ruhi ko bhookh lagi hai.
Ruhi -haan mumma, aa jao, luhi ko bhookh lagi hai.
Ishita smiled hearing them and went to ruman, she served food in just one plate and sat. Raman start feeding ruhi and Ruhi start feeding raman, ishita was just looking at them waiting for her chance but ruman were lost in each other. Ishita felt bad seeing this and got up to go.
Raman hold her hand and said -kahan jaa rahi ho.
Ishita -i am tired, I want to rest. She said and went inside.
Raman felt weird seeing her expression, he made Ruhi sit,made small morsels for her and said -rooh ,u eat slowly ,papa abhi aate hai. OK bachcha.
Ruhi nodded and small eating slowly while Raman went to ishita. She was taking out the bangles crying. She was trying to wipe her tears again and again but they r flowing carelessly.
Raman was shocked seeing her. He went to her and said -kya hua jaan.
Ishita saw him and wiped her tears instantly and said -kuch nahi, aankh mein kuch chala gaya hai, u go to Ruhi, she must be alone. She said looking down.
Raman cupped her face and make her look at him.
Raman wiped her tears and said -i know the difference between tears and just water, bol mujhe kya hua.
Ishita -kuch nahi.
Raman -bol jaan, tu jaanti hai naa main tujhe rote hue nahi dekh sakta.
Ishita hugged him and said -i don't want to feel jealous from Ruhi, woh beti hai meri, main bahut pyaar karti hoon usse.but sometimes I feel that I am unwanted in ur and ruhi's life, jaise meri koi zarurat hi nahi.
Raman looked at her in disbelief and said -u r jealous of ur own daughter.
Ishita cried hearing this and said -i don't want to, but I too want ur love, I make food for u, got ready for u but u r so much into ruhi. Mujhe bhi zarurat hai aapko. Usse jyada kijiye, but mujhe thoda saa toh pyaar kijiye, thodi si attention dijiye, main thode mein hi adjust kar lungi, kabhi aapse jyada attention nahi manungi, sach. She said almost pleading.
Raman felt bad for her and took her in a bone crushing hug. She cried and said -I am not jealous of Ruhi ,its just I too want little attention.
Raman caressed her lovingly and said -I am really sorry if u ever think like this, but main Ruhi se jyada pyaar karta hoon tujhe, may be I give more attention to her coz she is small but I really love u, more then her. Tu usse pehle meri zindagi mein aayi hai, mera aur ruhi ka rishta, teri wajah se juda hai, toh tu kaise important nahi ho sakti hai. U r the most important person in my life and I never want to see u in tears. Really sorry if I hurt u jaan.but tu sach mein meri jaan hai. He said and pecked her temple softly.
Ishita stayed in his arms for sometime and then she said -lets go outside ,Ruhi is alone.
Raman -chalo, but don't u dare to cry. He said and both went out only to see Ruhi sitting on the dining table, she was taking some paneer from the gravy, then took a roti and start eating it toring the chapati.
Raman look at ishita and said -just look at her, she is so adorable, koi kaise usse jealous hone sakta hai. She is just too cute.
Ishita -I am really sorry, I am not, she was saying when Raman said -dont need to explain, just enjoy our togetherness jaan, she is our baby, hum pyaar nahi karenge toh kaun karega, I love her alot, but love u the most. He said and both went to the dining table.
Raman -kya kar raha hai mera bachcha.
Ruhi looked at them and said smiling -khayi khayi.
Raman -papa ko bhi khilao.
Ruhi took a morsel and feed raman.
Ishita smiled and said -mumma ko bhi.
Ruhi feed her too. Both smiled and sat down to eat. Soon they were all busy in enjoying their meal. Raman praised ishita for cooking for them.
Soon after the food, ishraruh got ready and went out to explore the city. They went to iskcon temple again on ruhi's insistence. They stayed there for sometime and then went out to roam around the city, they enjoyed together and finally went back to the farmhouse at night.
Ishita make ruhi change clothes and she pat her to sleep. Today raman left ishru alone for sometime in pretext of work to let them spend some time together.
Soon Ruhi slept and ishita make her sleep beside them. She was patting Ruhi and soon she too slept hugging Ruhi. Raman came to ishru and said covering them with the quilt -i love both of u equally. Mers pyaar tum dono mein se kisi ke liye kam nahi hai. He said and adjusted himself beside ishita and soon he too slept hugging them tight.
Later in night, Raman wake up at two in night feeling someone's touch and got surprised to see ishita awake and caressing his face lovingly, pecking his face every now and then. Seeing him up she got conscious and said -woh main, I was, sleeping, woh naa ,sorry I don't want to disturb u. She said looking down feeling guilty.
Raman got up a little and said -why u r so scared jaan and why u r giving explanations, did I ask any.
Ishita nodded in no and looked away. Raman realised she is hiding something. He got up a little and pulled her to him. She adjusted herself in his lap resting her head on his chest, like it is meant for her only.
Raman softly caressed her back and pecked her temple,while she closed her eyes to feel his touch.
Seeing her relaxed, he asked -kya hua, why u r so tensed, and why u r up so late night.
Ishita -u don't hate me naa.
Raman -main, hate, but why.
Ishita -coz I was jealous of Ruhi.
Raman -r u mad, u really think I can ever hate u.
Ishita -i don't know,but I was feeling very restless, neend bhi nahi aa rahi thi, everytime I close my eyes I got scared that someone will take me away from u or u will leave me alone . Mujhe bahut darr lagta hai, I just feel like looking at u, so that no-one can take u away from me, I just want u near me. She said hiding more into him.
Raman -but jaan, why u feel so, mujhe koi kyun alag karega tumse, I will always with u.
Ishita -i don't know, it's just I am scared to loose u. I got u after much trouble and now I don't want to loose u ever. Bas yeh samajh lijiye ki agar aap mujhse alag hue toh main jee nahi paaungi, I have gone through much and bear all, par aapse alag hona main nahi seh paungi. She said looking down.
Raman raised her face holding her chin and said -itna pyaar karti ho.
Ishita -i don't know how I love u but I thing is sure that I will die without u.
Raman pecked her temple and said -i won't let u die, yahan se wapas jaa kar we will get married, do that u can be always with me, OK.
Ishita looked at him with surprised eyes and nodded in yes. Raman smiled and hugged her tight while she snuggled more into him seeking his warmth trying to feel safe in his arms.
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