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Part 20
Raman lays beside her and soon she snuggled more into him in her sleep ,he too encircled his hands around her protectively and to his surprise he was feeling very good holding her whole she her face was so calm .He noticed that she is so comfortable in his embrace as if feeling secure in his arms.He raised her face a bit which she was hiding in him and saw her thoroughly, till now he hadn't saw her fully may be because if awkwardness or may be he don't feel her as his but today he is feeling something else .Till now he was like running away from her but today he is witnessing her comfort in him ,he has seen her tossing and turning in her sleep but today he can see peace in her face ,no frowns was there rather she was very much relaxed .
He caressed her face lovingly and noticed that she smiled in her sleep as if she can feel and recognize his loving
touches .He caressed all her features and noticed that unknown to him ,he was feeling s different type of sensation in his body ,he was feeling ecstatic just by touching her ,till now he has never thought anything wild about her but today he wanted to crush her in him ,taste those rosy lips which were tempting him and moreover her soft orbs were pressing against his hard torso making him go weak . He touched corner of her lips with his thumb and was about to bend to kiss her when he recalled her question that ," what if the reports are negative and he and Aman are two different people ."
He teared himself from her in jiffy and tried to sit but cannot move as she was sleeping almost on him ,her half of bulgy stomach was on his stomach and hand was around his chest while she was snaking his legs in between her . He saw her she was still in deep sleep while just with the thought that may be she can go away from him made his scared and restless .He noticed his state ,he was full of sweat and was breathing heavily .He slowly without disturbing ishita got up and sat on his place .He closed his eyes ,rested his head on headrest and started reminishing all the moments they send together ,how they met ,she recognized him then him knowing the truth through Mihika ,believing that she is actually his wife ,bringing her here ,his running away from her ,her questioning him again and again ,touching her tummy ,feeling baby's movement together everything then finally he recalled her question about him being different person than Aman and their future .His eyes got moist thinking of the worst and tears started rolling from his eyes which he wiped and spoke " I will not let you go anywhere ."
Saying so he kissed her forehead and slid beside her again and pulled her more into him. He then put his hand under her kurti and touched her tummy then stopped for a while waating for her response but didn't reacted ,he then moved his hands on her tummy freely when he felt the movement ,he smiled recalling how they experienced baby's first kick together ,then again caressed the place only to get back the kick again ,he smiled even more and spoke slowly ," baby you like me na ,I will be your papa ,are you ok with it ." in return he again received a kick ,confirming that the baby too want only him to be him father. He caressed her tummy for long time and talked to baby anything and everything and finally closed his eyes feeling contended ,soon he too slept and this was the most peaceful sleep after ages ,his hand were still on her tummy .
Next morning ishita was first to wake as he has slept really late .She tried to move still closing her eyes but couldn't ,she felt hold on herself and touched the thing which was holding her ,she measured his arms from her body to his and opened her eyes in jiffy ,knowing its actually him ,who is sleeping so close to her . She touched his face then withdrew her hands , thinking about his reaction ,but he didn't stirred , she noticed him deeply and confirmed that he is in deep sleep .She then caressed his face lovingly and saw him thoroughly as she has not seen him fully after they met again ,because of their differences ,but today she got chance and don't want it to let go off .She caressed his cheeks ,then eyes then nose and finally his lips unwillingly tears made their ways from her eyes not able to control her happiness of being so close to him .She saw his messed up hairs which were soresd on his forehead ,she gave him finger kanghi and kissed his temple softly , feeling something wet on his forehead he opened his eyes ,she got startled seeing him opening his eyes ,she immediately got up and tried to go when Raman held her hand and spoke " ishita I had a answer to your question but before that I want answer to my question ".
Ishita turned and saw him surprisingly while he made her sit beside him ,he got up ,sit on his place and continued ,
" yesterday you asked me that what I will do if I m not Aman ".
Ishita's heart skipped listening to this while Raman continued " you want to know my answer ".
Ishita nodded ,Raman spoke further " I got my answer but before that you tell me what will you do if my reports will be negative , will you be able to accept as your husband and father of your baby ".
Ishitas eyes widened in shock as though she had asked this question from him but hadn't thought it from her own point of view .She was silent, thinking about her answer , fighting in herself thinking what she will do if Raman will not be Aman .Raman shook her breaking her thoughts and asked about her answer raising his eyebrows. She shook her head negatively while tears made way from both the pairs of eyes ,they looked at each other ,Raman with questioning eyes while she at him thinking what to answer him . He then spoke " you don't need to answer anything as I got your answer , you only love your Aman and will not be able to give his place to me .its ok if I m not Aman I will help you in searching him ."
He spoke looking down trying to hide his disappointment ,little did he know that his sadness was clearly visible in his voice .She cupped his face and lifted it only to found his eyes moist ,he turned his face on other side and spoke wiping his tears " are you going to washroom or should I go first ,I have to go to pathology center ."
Saying so he climbed down the bed and went to his cupboard. He opened his ,took his cloths and was going toward the washroom when he heard her " don't you want to listen my answer ".
R,( without turning )- I know what's it .
I- then also I insist that you should listen to me.
Raman looked at her while she went closer to him and spoke "I have started accepting you as Aman and calling you with your name after much struggle between my heart and my mind .it was not easy for me to accept a totally different person as that person who was love of my life but anyhow and started accepting you as Raman not Aman .ab nahi hoga mujhse ,now I have started accepting you as my husband and will not be able to go to another person ."
Saying so she hugged him tight ,he too pulled her into him ,both closed their eyes to feel each other when ishita spoke again " Raman mujhe ab kahin nahi jaana ,please mujhe apni zindagi mein shaamil kar lijiye (I don't want to go anywhere ,please accept me in your life).please don't let me go ,I m tired of everything now I want to secure and relax in your arm ."
Saying so loosed her balance on him ,he held her in his arms and spoke
" even I will also not let you go ,I want you and our baby with me ,in my life in my house ,in my room ."
She pulled her face from his chest and saw him with questioning eyes as if she wanted to confirm what she has just listened is true ,he pressed his eyes and spoke kissing her forehead " yes ishita , I had already decided that even if I'm not Aman , I will marry you but wanted to know your answer too .As now you too want to live with me I don't care if I and Aman are same or different, I don't care if I regain my memory or not ,I just know that you are my wife and this baby is mine ,haina baby ".
He spoke keeping his hand on her tummy and again received the kick , both smiled fully while ishita spoke " we are happy to be a part of your life ".
R- no you are not part of my life but you both are my life .
Saying so he kissed her temple ,she closed her eyes feeling his soft and loving touch for the very first time ,he moved down and kissed her eyes and then cheeks, drinking away her tears ,she raised her face s bit giving him permission to capture her rosy lips ,he smiled fully recalling his wild fantasies of last night and captured her lips ,she took a deep breath and pulled him closer to her caressing his hairs.He too slide his hands in her hairs and started caressing it ,she left her breath and loosen her body while he darted caressing her body and she started moaning against his touches .Soon he put his hands under her kurti and started caressing her bare body ,she too started caressing his bare body under his T-shirt ,he unhooked her under cloth and started kneading her orbs while she kept her hands over his ,guiding him towards her peaks ,he started pinching it .She closed her eyes in pleasure and spoke " Raman make me yours ".
R- humm .
Saying so both walked towards the bed ,he make her sit and removed her kurti making her semi nude ,then helped her in laying comfortably and slid beside her .She turned to him and he pressed his lips on her for a long passionate kiss and parted when he felt that she is in short of breath ,he then went down kissing her everywhere while she couldn't stop herself moaning his name in pleasure ,soon they were in their birth attire covered with the duvet only .All the awkwardness and hesitation was long gone and both were enjoying their first love making as ishita and raman .After loving her passionately he finally entered her , gentle enough not to hurt the baby ,she closed her eyes feeling him in her , feeling complete and contended , as it was gentle love making, it lasted for long and finally both reached their climax after much time ,he dropped himself next to her and both started panting hard ,that's when his phone rang ,he lifted it saw its from pathology center ,then saw ishita and disconnected the call as now there was no need for any assurance.
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