Ain't leaving you, come what may. AvNeil OS

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Posted: 8 years ago
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A/N: I know I am superrr late and I am sorry. And I think I should just shift my writing from emotional to something else but couldn't stop myself coz this was in my head from weeks. No sad ending.
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For Shikhs Our Review writer whose reviews are so important. Thanks Shikhs. We all love you. I know it's emotional but no seperation. So enjoy.

Ain't leaving you, come what may.

It had been six months of their marriage. This period spent by them with each other was path-changer for both of them. Both changing for the other.
Today was a special day for both of them.
"Sign over here, puttarji" Prakash pointed towards a blank space and Avni obliged, happily. The paper work was done and Prakash stood up holding those papers in his hands. "Your marriage registration papers are finally signed by both of you. Getting this task done was indeed a cake walk, which I very much efficiently, have completed." He smiled proudly, patting his own self.
Yes! They finally decided, mutually, to give this marriage a chance. It wasn't that they were high over heels in love with each other. Or were they? The realisation part was yet to arrive for them. All they knew that, they both had a connection. Something that bounded them together, that never let them leave each other. Well, what was it? It was yet to be decided by them. But, it was definitely not love, according to them. As love, for one was something which happens once in life and it was gone and for the other one? Damm! It was impossible for her.
Neil who was standing in front of Prakash smiled. A smile which reached his eyes after like years, thanks to Avni, his father made a note for himself, mentally. "Now, congratulations Mr Neil Khanna" he slightly pulled his son's cheek and blessed him "and congratulations to you too, Mrs Avni Ayesha Neil Khanna" he caressed her hair and pecking her forehead, lovingly. "Chalo, I will take your leave. Got some important work to do" he left. Giving some copies and flaunting those papers in air teasing an already blusing Avni. "Avni Ayesha Neil Khanna" she whispered to herself, holding the black beaded diamond pendant, tied around her neck, in to her fingers. Her face glowing with each passing second. These changes in her expressions and actions weren't missed by Neil, who, with the corner of his eyes was noticing her every action, smiled. His chest heaved proudly in air. "Umm..so..?" He tried to strike an convo. "So?" She asked never meeting his gaze. "Are you going to frame those registration papers, wifey?" His 'wifey-teasing' mode was on. "N..no..no"she stammered. Damm! What was it with her? " I am keeping these papers in your side of cupboard, okay?" She asked as an polite and obedient wife. Neil was taken aback initially, " Yes, wifey! Aakhir ab jo tera hai vo mera hai and jo mera hai vo tera" he did a small funny step and Avni chuckled. "Pagal" she hit him lightly on his shoulders amd turned to the cupboard, opening his side of the the furniture. "Neil, I am keeping the papers in the drawer okay? Ohh!! So many files. Will have to remove the files first to arrange them." She complained. "Ohh shit! I am so sorry" Avni's voice got Neil's attention. As he looked at her, his eyes travelled southwards towards her palms gathering all the files, which were now on the floor and something struck his mind. 'the frame' he thought to himself and before he could say or do anything her hands found the photo frame. "What's this?" Narrowing her eyes Avni picked up the frame turning it around and Neil went all numb. It was as if, someone was digging a hole inside his heart and bringing out past memories, which were hidden and digged safe in to his heart. He saw her turning around the frame looking at the picture in the frame. Her expressions changing from a question mark to a shocker.
"Neil yeh...yeh kon ha..? Before she could even ask anything he rushed towards her and snatched the frame from her hands. "You do not need to know everything, Avni" he gritted his teeth, anger visible in his eyes. Avni was so shocked by sudden shift of his mood that she just preferred to be mum and leave. "Avni.." he tried to stop her but she was gone. He shut his eyes close, snaking his fingers through his hair collapsing on to the floor, defeated. Fate was playing the game with him, his emotions again. It was finally that he was moving ahead in his life, willingly and here again, he was pulled back into the past. To the place he had just left behind. "The hell!" He cursed his fate. "No, Avni. You cannot know about this. Not now. Never." He hugged the frame close to his heart. Tears threatening to spill out of his eyes. "NOOO!!" He screamed, kicking onto the table beside.
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"Avni? Puttar. Doodh laa rahi hai na?" Bebe asked for the 5th time now from the dinning room to Avni who was again lost somewhere. The day had passed like this. She had been all lost the whole day, thinking about the afternoon incident. After leaving the room then, she hadn't dared to even go anywhere near the room. Neither did Neil came out. Shweta sensed something was wrong between these two and so she decided to enquire. "Avni? Ohh Super cop Tillu ki super women Tilli?" She snapped her fingers in front of Avni's face to break her trance. "Ha..haan Mom?" Avni asked trying to recall what Shweta just asked but, failed miserably. "What is it beta?" Shweta too had finally excepted Avni. After knowing the entire truth, She was nothing but guilty.She finally realized that Avni was her son's choice and she was genuinely trying to mend things between them. "Nothing mom" Avni faked her smile. She had learnt this while practicing for the Dayawanti Mehta ke khilaaf jung part and.. she was quite good at it now. "You sure Mrs Tillu?" Shweta enquired again. "Yes, Mom. You now go to sleep. Good night." She hugged Shweta out of habbit and left the kitchen. Walk towards the room seemed to be a long ride. The whole day she had been avoiding the afternoon incident neglecting her thoughts about the photo frame and Neil's sudden mood shift, or at least tried to do so. But now when she was going back to the room she was nothing but scared. Scared to face the part she didn't want to. Life was going a bit smooth but then it was her life. It couldn't digest the smoothness anymore. She wanted to know about the photograph person and also was scared to know that what she has been thinking the whole day was the FACT. The fact that all the beautiful and butterflies feeling was just from her side. The fact that he still hadn't accepted this marriage and was doing all this for the family's sake. The fact that he has already felt all the beautiful and butterflies moment but not for her. The last thought made her feel so weak and devastated. She had never believed in love. She had so many reasons with her. But with Neil, it was different. It was as if all her insecurities and doubts regarding love would vanish away when it came to him. It was for him, only him, that she wanted to give herself a chance. To fight with her fate. But today's incident was slowly breaking her from inside, tearing her apart. She was so lost in to her thoughts that she didn't realize that she was standing in front of their room holding the knob of the door from past 15 minutes, deciding, whether to get in or not. After a long battle with herself she finally decided to do what she had always done. To Face It. She wasn't going to run away without knowing the truth. She has to trust him, trust herself and trust the pure bond they shared. She finally opened the door and entered to find Neil sitting in the corner of the room, holding something near his chest. Her eyes studied his entire form which was different today. He wasn't the cool and calm composed Neil, who could be all playful and mischievous to bring that smile on her face. Who could be all strong and firm, fighting for one's justice. That Neil was all different than this one sitting in front of her. His face blank and expressionless. She felt a tight squeeze in her chest. There was something that has shattered him, something related to his past and he was hurt. But that wasn't the reason for her concern. It was that, that the guy who made her feel so many emotions when she had learnt to ignore all of them, the guy who taught her to face her feelings and not to run away from them, had now turned so emotionless. She still glanced at his face in hope of finding any small bit of emotion but there was none. She slowly walked towards him and was going to sit beside him. But before she did so, he, as if sensing her presence, stood up and began to leave. 'No' she thought. This time she cannot let him go. She will be with him, come what may. She was firm and determined. Before he could leave she ran towards him and held his hand. "Avni, please. Don't.. just don't!" He huffed. "No Neil, you don't do this please. Tell me what is it? What's bothering you so much Neil?" She turned him around and facepalmed him, caressing his cheeks. "I am asking you this, not as a wife, but as your friend, Neil." She said looking into his eyes and for a second she could see something flashing in to his dark and deep orbs. Pain? She tried to understand and before she could even realize it was gone and the coldness was back in to his eyes. "Neil.." she wasn't able to digest this side of him but, she wouldn't be give up either. "Avni, leave me alone. You don't need to do this, I am fine." he tried to sound rude but it came out as a plead. "No, you are not! And I won't leave you. Never. Don't you always say to not to ignore but face your emotions. So, what are you doing haa?" She crossed her arms near her chest. "I ain't ignoring my emotions. You get that?" He pushed her a little yet he was so careful to hold her again not letting her fall. "Yes you are! You bloody are!" She was now loosing her cool. "Haa! I am." He finally lost it. "You wanna know na? About her? " He pointed towards the photo frame. "Yeh Juhi hai. Meri Juhi. Mera pyaar." He yelled and she went numb. This meant that he loved Juhi, then why was he with her, married? Why was he marrying Rhea? Who was Juhi? Where was she? Avni was standing still on her place, question answer session going on in her mind. Her hands squeezing her saree. The 'Avni, you spoiled Neil's life' blame game going on in her mind. Neil observed her and he knew what was thinking. He also knew that he has to tell her the truth about Juhi, she deserved to know after all. So he told her everything, how Juhi was his best friend, how they both fell in love, how they both were so happy and planning to marry, how destiny played the cruel game with them; the accident, her death. Everything. Holding back his tears, not letting his weakness get in front of her.Avni was beyond shocked. Who would say that a person like Neil too, had such a heart breaking story and after all this he never let himself get weak. She walked towards him, her hands raised towards his cheeks but he moved backwards. "Don't!" He warned. He could not let this happen. He told her what she deserved to know but he cannot let his weakness come out in front of her, in front of anyone. He too had his own set of insecurities. He knew if he stays for some more time he will loose it in front of her because it was her, only her, from all who dared to mess with his emotions. He turned around to leave but found himself engulfed in her arms. "Neil..." She choked on to her tears. "Please. Let it out. Please." She literally crushed him in to her. "Nai Avni. Let me go." He tried to free himself but in vain. Her grip was tighter and so was her will power. "No Neil. I will not leave you alone come what may." She was determined that it scared him and so he did what he hated the most. "Stop it Avni." He yelled at her " leave me alone" he noticed tears brimming from the corner of her eyes her hold lossened a bit he took the opportunity and freed himself from her hold and pointed his index finger towards the door, indicating her to leave " just go." He stated blatantly and found her turning around walking towards the door. He sighed. Finally, he thought. But he was left dumbstruck when she instead of leaving just locked the door from inside. "Avni" he gritted his teeth in frustration. Why does she always do this? He thought. "Listen" he started again but was cut off by her. "I am not leaving" she announced. He couldn't see her face as he was facing her back but he could make out that she was hurt somewhere because of his behaviour. "Okay! I don't care." He thumped on the sofa, all tired and frustrated, both mentally and physically. His again clutched the photo frame in his hands and closed his eyes. All his memories with Juhi flased in front of his eyes and how life took a drastic turn. He then felt some moisture on his cheeks and realized that he was crying, at least his soul were. Then the haldi ceremony incident flashed in his mind. Juhi handing him over to Avni. Though it was wasn't real yet it felt so real. He opened his eyes and saw Avn still standing on her place. 'I want her?' he asked his own self. 'I do.' he got up from his seat. "Avni.." he whispered all soft and calm. "Told you. Ain't leaving you. Come what may." She didn't move a bit and he lost it. Lost the battle and accepted his defeat. He soon clasped her in to his arms, hugging her from behind. His hands encircled around her waist, his chin on her shoulder , his tears wetting her cheeks. "I am sorry, wifey." He closed his eyes in defeat.
Avni was shocked yet amazed by his sudden actions. Just few minutes before he was hell bent on making her leave and now he was hugging her and crying? She thought as she felt his tears on her cheeks. "Neil?" She tried to turn around to face him but his grip around her went stronger. "No. Please Avni. I do not want you to see me like this. Please stay like this." His voice broke with each passing word. "Neil...then how will I be able to help you?" She was hurt that he didn't consider her that close, that he couldn't even share his pain with her? This saddened her even more but still she would not give up. Not when it comes to him. She held his hands holding her. "Neil, please. Let me help you. I want to. I promise I will not ask you anything about this tomorrow or ever again. But,a you need to let it out, to cry your heart and I will not even utter a word, promise." She pinched her throat skin lightly, swearing. "Please.." she pleaded again and his hold around her loosened. She took this as permission and turned around slowly. Her eyes witnessed the most painful sight in front of her. His eyes were red and swollen, his face grief-stricken. "Ohh Neil" she caressed his cheeks, her thumb wiping his tears. He took few steps backward till his back hit the nearby wall and he collapsed om the floor. "Chali gayi woh Avni. Mujhe bichme akele chodke." (She left me all alone, Avni.) His voice muffled by crying. She rushed to him and sat beside him, caressing his back. Before she could say something he rested his head on her lap his hand holding her as tight as he could, making it hard for her to even breathe. "Tum toh mujhe chodke nai jaogi na?" (You won't leave me, will you?) He lifted his face to look in to her eyes. His eyes held all the innocence and fear as if he were a small kid, scared of being left alone. She smiled a little and facepalmed him planting a soft kiss on his temple. "Never. I promise. Ain't leaving you come what may."
THE END
Back hugs are treat to watch. AvNeil's agar tum sath ho sequence is my favorite. I hope I have penned it down nicely. Positive Criticism is most welcome.
-Mithu 😊

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Posted: 8 years ago
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So beautiful... you have written it so beautifully...
Loved it
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Posted: 8 years ago
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Beutiful. You written all the emotion nicely
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Posted: 8 years ago
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it was so beautiful !
There was no drama or exaggerated . simple and genuine confession . My heart went to Neil . 💔 The way he asked her you won't leave me 🥺
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Posted: 8 years ago
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I want this one to happn soon ... woww ... its really emtnl ... superb
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Posted: 8 years ago
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beautiful. please write a sequel also na. I really enjoy reading fanfics like yours more than the actual show , I wish they could have sequences like this on the show
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Posted: 8 years ago
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This was one hell of a os...!! Just to the point and so damn impactful. Could imagine all of it happening right in front of my eyes and even shed a tear or two towarxs the end..!!
It was way too perfect...!! Loved it ❤️
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Posted: 8 years ago
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Omggg thanks a ton sweetheart for dedicating this to me
I love you more... awesome loved it n cried
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Posted: 8 years ago
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Originally posted by: shikhsk

Omggg thanks a ton sweetheart for dedicating this to me

I love you more... awesome loved it n cried


Shikhs ⭐️ finally your comment. 😃 thank you so much.
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Posted: 8 years ago
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Originally posted by: naina927

This was one hell of a os...!! Just to the point and so damn impactful. Could imagine all of it happening right in front of my eyes and even shed a tear or two towarxs the end..!!

It was way too perfect...!! Loved it ❤️

Naina, thanks yaa. You just motivated me to write more. 😊

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