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Author's note-so I am again here with new update of this story as many were asking for its update, but the person to whom I am dedicating this update is sanjana_nanda ,yes coz she turned Goldie today, many many Congo dear for ur new colour, may u turn dazzlerz soon. U know u r one of my favourite, coz we share the same name. Yes it may sound crazy but what to do, I am not crazy only. So a big congrats to you Raksha for ur new colour .
Here is the update, enjoy.
PART 13
Raman-see, they r so beautiful even with these scars coz they know how to live happily even after so much miseries. He said looking at the brides while ishita was just looking at him all lost.
Raman was just smiling looking at the brides when Toshiji called him. He went happily and start making the brides sit next to their grooms.
Ishita was just admiring the brides, some have burnt marks on their hand, some on their feet ,even some had on their faces also but still they were smiling. Ishita looked at her hand and her eyes got filled. She was just looking at Mr bhalla and raman who were busy in doing kanyadaan of the girls as the father figure, when Toshiji came to ishita and said-tu aa gayi puttar.
Ishita looked at toshiji and smiled meekly nodding.
Toshiji-changa, par yeh ki, tu pant te shirt mein hi aa gayi.
Ishita-ji woh main office se aa rahi hoon.
Toshiji-koi gal nahi, chal Main tainu kapde deti hoon.
Ishita-no aunty ji, it's not needed. I am good.
Toshiji-arey aise kaise, chal naa mere saath.
Ishita-no aunty ji. It's not needed.
Toshiji-arey Itni kya formality, main raman ki maa hoon toh teri bhi naa jaisi ho hoon. Aur maa ko mana nahi karte. She said caressing ishita's face lovingly and ishita just nodded closing her eyes.
Toshiji took ishita to raman's room and said-tu yahin baith, main abhi aayi.
Ishita-ji yahan.
Toshiji-haan neeche ke kamre mein bahut samaan rakha hai, itna bada function Karna asaan nahi hai. Raman ko hi room khali hai thoda, tu baith yahan par. Main abhi aayi. Saying so she went down while ishita start looking around, there were many pics of raman, from his childhood till now. Ishita was looking at them and smiling.
Toshiji went down and take out a red net saree which Raman specially brought for ishita when Toshiji invited ishita for the function, with full sleeves blouse and he knows ishita wore only full sleeves blouse.
Toshiji took out a sleek diamond set and then went to ishita.
Toshiji-yeh le ,aur taiyaar ho jaa.
Ishita-nahi aunty ji, how can I take this.
Toshiji-kyun nahi le sakti. Chal le aur taiyaar ho jaa.
Ishita-see aunty ji it's not right, wait I will tell my driver, he will bring my clothes. I can't take this saree and all this. Please aunty ji don't force me.
Toshiji -tujhe meri kasam, puttar. Take it and get ready.
Ishita-no aunty ji don't force me, I can't take all this, yeh bahut jyada hai.
Toshiji-jitna tune kiya hai hamare liye puttar, usse bahut kam hai, tune hum sabko bachaya, Ek paisa fees nahi li, yeh toh le le kam se kam.
Ishita-toh Aap fees de rahin hai.
Toshiji-nahi, woh toh main de hi nahi sakti. Ek maa ka ashirwaad hai, le le puttar. Mera dil rakhne ke liye hi sahi, par le le.
Ishita don't have any option so she just nodded. Toshiji pecked her temple and went out.
Ishita was just standing there what to do. Though she has agreed to change her clothes but she was feeling uncomfortable in changing her clothes in some where else then her room. After a long thought process, she finally decided to change. She closed all the windows and door, then she look around to see any cameras around the room. She even called someone to check is there any camera installed there and finally start unbuttoning her shirt to get ready. She removed her clothes and look at her hand and then start getting ready.
On the other hand, Raman was looking for ishita but seeing her nowhere he thought she went back. He became sad and was going when he saw his mother coming happily.
Raman -kya hua maa, u r looking very happy .
Toshiji-meri chod, tu bata tu kyun itna udaas hai.
Raman -ishita Kahin nahi dikh rahi, I think went back. Naraaz ho gayi lagta hai.
Toshiji -teri maa ke hote hue teri ishita naraaz ho kar chali jaaye, aisa ho sakta hai. She is in ur room, but abhi mat jaana. She is getting ready wearing the red saree u brought for her.
Raman got happy hearing this and said-sach maa, she is wearing that Saree. But how.
Toshiji-how matlab, I gave her.
Raman -and she agreed to wear it. OMG maa, u r the best love u.
Toshiji-love u too puttar, now u go to her while I am going to ur papa ji. Taiyaar ho gayi hogi toh usse neeche le aana, OK.
Raman nodded saying OK and hugged toshiji happily. And then went to his room.
He stand at the door and composed himself. He tried to open it as he don't know someone is inside but it was locked so he asked-koi hai kya.
Ishita got startled by his voice and said-its me Mr bhalla, wait I am opening the door, just a minute.
Raman -oh ishita, u r here. Koi baat nahi, take ur time. I am waiting. He said getting excited.
After five minutes, ishita opened the door. Raman went inside and saw ishita ,she was standing looking down.
He smiled admiring her as she was looking ethereal in the red saree.
She looked down feeling his gaze and said-woh aunty ji ne insist kiya, ki marriage function hai, toh I should wear something ethnic aur phir saree bhi di toh I couldn't refuse. She was looking down meekly fidgeting her pallu.
Raman smiled looking her so nervous for the first time. The fiery jkr was standing like a bundle of nerve infront of him.
She couldn't take his gaze and turned to go when he hold her hand and pulled her to himself. Her back banged into his front and she closed her eyes at his proximity.
Ishita struggled in his arms and said-let me go Mr bhalla.
Raman -aaj 25 shaadiyan ho rahi hai but by mistake dulhan ka joda 26 aaya hai. Agar tum haan kar do toh aaj hi tumhe Mrs bhalla bana loon.
Ishita turned and looked at him at his proposal when Raman covered her head with a heavy red duppata and said keeping a rose petal in her partition-bolo ishita, tumhe meri dulhan banna manzur hai. I will fill ur life with love and happiness. He said looking at her lovingly while ishita was lost in his honest proposal.
Raman -just give me a chance ishita, I will fill ur life with love and happiness. Just one chance ishita. He said caressing her waist softly making her loose herself completely in him. She said meekly -leave me.
Raman placed his face in crook of her neck and said-be mine ishita,main tumhe marte dum tak pyaar karunga, even after it. I will live for you, live with u took the end. Saying so he kissed the nape of her shoulder and a tear escape her eyes.
Raman pulled her more closer to himself and said-just once ishita, Haan keh do.
Ishita closed her eyes and all she could see ruhi's face. She opened her eyes in a jerk and thought, Raman don't know anything about me, about my life. And no-one will accept me after knowing my truth and I even I can't accept anyone leaving Ruhi. So it will be wrong to have false hope or to give him false hope. It will be better if I go from here. She thought and turned to him in a jiffy.
Raman was looking at her with baby eyes pleading her to accept his love. She don't have a heart to deny him but she don't have any other option. She pushed him and said-jo aap chahte hai woh kabhi nahi ho sakta, main aapke kaabil nahi. I don't deserve u. She said and went running out of his room taking her belongings.
Toshiji was busy in completing the rituals when she saw ishita running our taking her clothes and bag while her eyes were filled and she was wiping tears again and again.
Toshiji went to stop her but she was very fast, she settled in her car and went out before Toshiji could stop her.
Toshiji turned and went to Raman's room only to see him standing like a statue.
Toshiji walked to him and asked-what happened, ishita aise rote hue kyun gayi. Kya kiya tumne.
Raman looked at his mother and said-she told me, ki woh mere kaabil nahi.
Toshiji-iska kya matlab hai.
Raman -i don't know, she loves me maa, I can see that.she was melting with my words, her eyes were filled. She too want me in her life, but then don't know what happened, she went just like that.
Toshiji hugged raman and said-i think she needs some time. Give her that. She said while raman's eyes turned moist with her rejection.
On the other hand, ishita drove rashly towards her house and ran to her room.she closed the doors and cried sitting on the floor.
Ishita-why Murugan why, why u r doing this to me. Kyun mujhe itna badnaseeb banaya hai, kyun mujhe itni takleef dete ho.itni ghuttan, naa jee paa rahi hoon naa mar paa rahi hoon. Why u send Raman in my life wheh I am destined to be alone. She said and cried. Then she got up and walked to the mirror. And removed her blouse impinging the pallu and look at her hands in the mirror, her hands were burnt from her shoulder till her elbow .
Ishita closed her eyes caressing her burnt hands and said to herself - I am not beautiful with these scars raman ,I am the most ugliest girl in the world having the most ugliest scars on me,not only on my body but on my soul too. Main kabhi khush nahi reh sakti Raman. Don't ruin urself for me. Mujhse dur rahiye, stay away from me. I am just not the one for u. She said crying hugging herself looking at her burnt arms and soon she fell asleep.
The rest of the day passed in jiffy,ishita was drown in her own grief while Raman was also broke with her continuous rejection. Both were trying to behave normally but failing miserably.
Raman tried to call ishita but she start avoiding his calls. Now she wasn't picking toshiji's call too. Raman messaged her many time but ishita dont even checked his message.
Slowly time start passing, one week passed like this, Raman was trying every mean to meet ishita or to talk to her but ishita was go on avoiding him as much as she can. Raman was heart broken and even ishita was also not better but she want to be firm on her decision of avoiding raman thinking he will be fine in few days, every day she cries hugging Ruhi while Raman cries hugging his mother.
One night, Raman was sitting keeping his laptop trying to work but all he could remember was ishita's tears filled face.he was lost in her thoughts when Toshiji came to him. She put her hand on Raman's shoulder. Raman saw her and kept his head on her lap.
Raman -maa, main nahi bhool paa raha usse, kitni bhi koshish kar loon. I am not able to forget her, but woh mujhe bhool gayi hai, she don't wanna meet me, mere phone bhi nahi uthati, mere message ka reply bhi nahi karti. I am dying a little everyday without her, please tell her don't do this to me. I am not able to bear this pain. He was saying crying in his mother's lap while Toshiji was thinking ways to bring ishita close to raman.
That's all for now, enjoy and do comment and hit like. Will wait for it.
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