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Broken crayons can still colour, that saying is on my mind today.
When something happens in life, that brings us to tears, especially the strongest of us, it is indeed an overwhelming thing.
When something happens in a fictional show, that can bring us to tears, this is incredibly outstanding, thus showing us how real we take it to be, how real our journey feels, how attached we are, but more importantly, how undeniably skilled our actors, writers, and anyone who contributes to the show is. Face it, we would not feel the pain if it wasn't worth feeling the pain, at least that's the way I think.
With tears streaming down my face, the girl who rarely cries, or who hates to cry, I looked at Ishqbaaz, Nakuul and Surbhi did not seem like Nakuul and Surbhi. They literally lived Shivaay and Annika. Imagine them being attached and fond of Shivika, literally breaking down, and their own hearts breaking having to shoot scenes like these, and perfecting them with such beauty, aching beauty that it brings tears to our eyes. Today they were beautiful, like any other day, of course, except something else had made its way into their lives.
Love.
There is always a certain beauty about the ache of love. Pain is just pain till its the pain of love.
Shivaay is heart broken, something he never imagined he would endure.
Annika is traumatised, she truly believes she is saving him while destroying herself.
For a second, let's just put aside all our anger, disappointment, opinions. These characters were molded for a reason. These actors were chosen. But this portrayal, this perfection, this beauty is a blessing.
It's an amazing thing to fall in love with something fictional. Sometimes we get so hung up on it being fictional that we wish to mold the fiction to our will. What we need to understand is that if we are not the makers of that fiction, we have no choice. Maybe not the way we all wanted or expected, but it is quite intriguing that when Shivaay was just about to bend, his walls are back up. That when love was about to conquer all, they were conquered.
Sab kismat ka khel.
Anyone who is in love with Ishqbaaz, be it from episode one or whereever you started or left off, there must have been reasons.
For me it has been many reasons, the main being Shivika's chemistry &Narbhi's acting
Which is why I am posting today, after all these episodes of misunderstandings and whatnot. I had decided to refrain from commenting or voicing my opinions and even reading some posts. Simply because I will not change my view or stop supporting the show, no matter what. Call me foolish, call me whatever. I call myself a diehard Shivika fan no matter what.
This separation kills me. The way it happened stupefies me. But It doesnt matter at the same time. Because this love story is the first to tear me up, I was never this passionate about any show, any couple. Shivika is too precious. Whatever route they take, whether I like it or not, I know it's gonna be them till the end. Painful, but beautiful.
If they can ache so badly, if they can hurt so much, if they can be in misery and be this beautiful and in love, It amazes me that when they reunite, or more so, their journey back to each other, will I be able to take it. Their journey to colouring the pages of their lives, whatever pages are left, is definitely going to be a hell of a ride.
Shivaay burning pages from one end, Annika living in black and white on the other, both gearing up to the middle of their book, exploding with colour.
Some relationships are broken to be mended. Some broken things fit together better the second time around. Sometimes love gets a second chance. Because some love stories don't have an ending. The neither have a distinct beginning.
Those love stories exist, in the air, in their souls, forever, no matter what.
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Just my two cents, sharing my 2 rs worth thoughts, a little positivity and loads of love for Shivika and Narbhi👏❤️
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