Hai Dil Ko Teri Aarzoo...

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Hai dil ko teri aarzu
Par main tujhe na paa sakun
Hai dil ko teri justaju
Par main tujhe na paa sakun
Main hoon shab tu subah
Dono jud ke judaa
Main hoon labh tu dua
Dono jud ke judaa..

Kayi khwaab dil tujhko le kar sajaaye
Par khauf yeh bhi kahin par sataaye
Ghar yeh bhi tootey toh phir hoga kya re
Mujhe raas aati hain khushiyaan kahan re
Kyon dil ko dukhana bewajah madno re
Kyon dil ko dukhana bewajah
Phir aansu bahana ik dafa
Phir aansu bahana ik dafa
Main hoon shab tu subah
Dono jud ke judaa
Main hoon labh tu dua
Dono jud ke judaa

Tu hi to har pal bandha hai
Lamhon ki inn zanjeeron mein
Tu hi to har dam raha hai
Khwaabon ki har taaberon mein
Tu hi to har din dikha hai
Dhundli ujali tasveeron mein
Tere hi to hai khusbu mujh mein haan madno re
Tere hi to hai khusbu mujh mein haan
Ab tu hi to har su har jagah
Ab tu hi to har su har jagah

Hai dil ko teri aarzu
Par main tujhe na paa sakun
Hai dil ko teri justaju
Par main tujhe na paa sakun

____________ Madno.

Maybe he should take a decisive stand.
Maybe he should get out of his self pity mode.
Maybe he should roar and let everybody know in no uncertain terms that YES! He needs, wants and gonna BE with Naina.
Maybe..

But...
Maybe he should gather the shards, slivers, pieces of his own broken heart first.
Maybe he should pierce back his torn soul first.
Maybe he should fight the darkness that engulfed his light first.
Maybe he should just ... Breakdown, throw things around, curse, accuse, judge and finally ... just.. cry his heart out.

What a heart breaking scene!

From seeing her.
To gather courage and going out to see her. The door that separated them could be a gulf for him. But he tried.
Curling into a ball and talking to his tanhai... wishing for his friend to be with him. So what if there is this barrier of umbrella between them.. atleast he knew that she is there by his side.
and that she is alright.
and that she is with him.

Silently watching her from sidelines with serene smile;
then hiding lest she sees him.
then taking a step forward to meet her.
and then walking back.

Waiting in the room wishing for her to come to him.
and then cursing himself for wishing for what that can't and shouldn't be.
That convincing himself: Yes! this is my life. And i should make peace with it.
and then raging in fury at the injustice of life and destiny.

Him tearing himself into two.
A part of him.. wishing nothing more than reaching the girl and being with her.
another one ... forbidding him from wishing that wish.

and then that breaking down.

everything is a lie. then why did i thought that you would... letting the words remain in his soul.
that you would stand by me.
stay with me.
now and forever.
Why did i hope and wish for that?

And then came tears.
and they just won't stop.
how could they? every seen a cloud not breaking down when the burden gets too much?
The man is holding a storm in his heart.
Let him rage, let him rain.. Let him be.
Maybe... He shall embrace the sunshine soon when he finds peace. When he finds her in his heart.
When he finds himself.

For now.. let him be lost.
for the truth staring at him.. that she is no longer in his life... is too much for him to bear.

What a heartbreaking episode!


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Banjaaran25 thumbnail
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Posted: 8 years ago
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I wish.. Karan will stand up for himself and stand by Naina and give it all fight to be with her...
but for now.. i am sucker for angst and loving the flow.
Samridh brings out the vulnerability of Karan so beautifully.

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Posted: 8 years ago
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Another beautiful poem by you loved it completely 👏🤗
It perfectly described karan and in his inner turmoil very well put he really is carrying a storm in his heart which gives us hint of its presence every now and tgen but which is still not able to exprss itself fully

Last night s episode was so high on emotions kudos to everyone 👏 specially to anridh

Nairan s story is so heart touching so serene so pure something that challenge the norm of society that how a diseased person doesn't deserves to love or to be loved how unfair its on his/her part to wish for a normal life truly its one of its kind

Samridh last night was superb he is truly truly one of those rare actors that makes you feel every emotion of the character he is the best amongst the younger lot and Ankita suits him perfectly nobody could have played naina better than her and together they are magic

Even i want karan to take a strong stand for his life and love and show it to the world that he is perfect for his girl

Upcoming episodes are going to be even more intense and high on emotion and i m sure anridh is going to rock




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Posted: 8 years ago
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OMG.. The song.. 'Madno' suits them so much.. I am crying 😭..
What a heartbreaking episode..
And as always beautifully written post..

Samridh's Acting.. 👏👏
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Posted: 8 years ago
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What an amazingly beautiful post! I can just feel every emotion through your words! ❤️


Firstly, I squealed when I saw the tittle because I love this song and have associated it with NaiRan since I started watching the serial. It suits them so so much!


Sometime ago, I was reading about some words and phrases that have no exact translation in English. One of them was a French phase " La Douleur Exquise" which means the heart wrenching pain of wanting something you cannot have. Though it is used for unrequited love mostly, I have always felt it was more than that, a deeper, more emotional longing kind of a thing. All through yesterday, I could only think of this phrase while seeing Karan. His confusion, his pain, his angst, his desire to be with her, his insecurity of her being happy without him clashing with his anger and disgust at himself for even thinking this way... so much conflict, so much emotion, so much heart break. 💔


Karan is fighting himself right now. He is fighting his desire to be with her, he is fighting for her happiness which he thinks is in being away from him. He will never place his desires above her happiness. But there will be a time when he will realize that her happiness is him. And that is when he will fight for them.


I am really short of time these days so sorry for such random thoughts. Again, beautiful, beautiful post. It is such a pleasure reading you! :)
Edited by .Sona. - 8 years ago
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Posted: 8 years ago
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Originally posted by: .Sona.

What an amazingly beautiful post! I can just feel every emotion through your words! ❤️



Firstly, I squealed when I saw the tittle because I love this song and have associated it with NaiRan since I started watching the serial. It suits them so so much!


Sometime ago, I was reading about some words and phrases that have no exact translation in English. One of them was a French phase " La Douleur Exquise" which means the heart wrenching pain of wanting something you cannot have. Though it is used for unrequited love mostly, I have always felt it was more than that, a deeper, more emotional longing kind of a thing. All through yesterday, I could only think of this phrase while seeing Karan. His confusion, his pain, his angst, his desire to be with her, his insecurity of her being happy without him clashing with his anger and disgust at himself for even thinking this way... so much conflict, so much emotion, so much heart break. 💔


Karan is fighting himself right now. He is fighting his desire to be with her, he is fighting for her happiness which he thinks is in being away from him. He will never place his desires above her happiness. But there will be a time when he will realize that her happiness is him. And that is when he will fight for them.


I am really short of time these days so sorry for such random thoughts. Again, beautiful, beautiful post. It is such a pleasure reading you! :)



Beautifully put sona loved it 👏👏
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Posted: 8 years ago
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Nimmi, what an amazing post. Samridh is amazing when it comes to angst. I'm enjoying this so much. Very emotional but loving it.
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Posted: 8 years ago
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Originally posted by: adhyakumarijha

Another beautiful poem by you loved it completely 👏🤗

It perfectly described karan and in his inner turmoil very well put he really is carrying a storm in his heart which gives us hint of its presence every now and tgen but which is still not able to exprss itself fully

Last night s episode was so high on emotions kudos to everyone 👏 specially to anridh

Nairan s story is so heart touching so serene so pure something that challenge the norm of society that how a diseased person doesn't deserves to love or to be loved how unfair its on his/her part to wish for a normal life truly its one of its kind

Samridh last night was superb he is truly truly one of those rare actors that makes you feel every emotion of the character he is the best amongst the younger lot and Ankita suits him perfectly nobody could have played naina better than her and together they are magic

Even i want karan to take a strong stand for his life and love and show it to the world that he is perfect for his girl

Upcoming episodes are going to be even more intense and high on emotion and i m sure anridh is going to rock






Thank you so much Adhya.🤗.

and word to all that you said. nothing more to add.
Nairan is indeed a serene and soul touching story.. and no else could have portrayed this story with such subtlety and heart as Anridh.

thanks again.
and Amen. May the journey be beautiful.

love.


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Posted: 8 years ago
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Originally posted by: JennyD

OMG.. The song.. 'Madno' suits them so much.. I am crying 😭..

What a heartbreaking episode..
And as always beautifully written post..

Samridh's Acting.. 👏👏



thank you so much Jenny.😳
Madno is just made for them. especially Karan.

Samridh is terrific indeed.
thanks again.
*hugs*

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Posted: 8 years ago
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Originally posted by: adhyakumarijha



Beautifully put sona loved it 👏👏



second, third and forth that.

SO damn beautifully put Sona.
❤️.
if these are your random thoughts i will kill errr Sandy to read your coherent ones.
you are such a gifted writer. pleasure is all mine...reading your thoughts and words.

much love.

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