The DREAM !!! AND THE REALITY!!
As the sun rays falls on his face, Raj twisted, squeezing his eyes even more tightly. He doesn't want to wake up. Not now - when the best part of his dream is yet to happen.
So, thanking all gods above for creating the phenomenon of dreaming, he turned to his right and extend his left hand so long to cover up all he can - in his mascular arms.
The soft body next to him moved a little closer and scooped into him. His supposedly new bedmate now clutching onto his t-shirt, nuzzling into his broad chest and tickling Raj with her silky long hair in his chin.
He couldn't help but smile - a full 2000V smile.
"Ummm ! The smell "
The smell of her hair. It's not what they say in movies -"chocolates and strawberry" - it's better...
It's her smell !
The idea itself was enough to send Goosebumps through his body, forcing him to hold her even closer, pressing his fingers against curve of her waist.
If only he can hold on forever,
If only he can hold on tighter,
If only he could smell the beautiful scent of her for the rest of his life,
If only he can stay there forever like this,
If only he can feel her heartbeat matching his everyday,
If only he didn't have to let go,
If only he didn't have to do all that,
If only he can be the nice guy she deserves,
If only ... it wasn't a dream,
If only it was reality ... things would have been better.
If only he could thank god every day for having her by his side.
If only it could be true ... He would ask God to bless himself ... for treasuring him with this precious pearl in his arms.
But
If only... !!
Raj hated this part the most.
Time to wake up, to open up his eyes and faec the ugly reality of his life. An empty bed with noone but him in it. Not that he wanted anything in it but she and she only. Going around all day so he could tire himself to fall asleep and have the same dream he had been seeing since last 2 months and 23 days- ' Since he'd met her first' - only to be disappointed after waking up.
If only !! he didn't have to wake up, he would sleep forever just to live in this dream. Knowing it all along but he would still do it.
If only he was that lucky.
But he need to wake up !! For the same reason he's been waking up all his life.
Besides this certain beautiful lady he has his eyes on - he also has his another beautiful women - the women who brought him into this world.
His mother !!
Who is so dear to him that he would fight god if he'd have to for her.
She must be waiting for him with delicious breakfast on the table.
Before this he use to dream of having that same breakfast, with his whole family.
He often wonders if it's still possible. He, mummy, papa, Rohan veer ji - all on the same table - laughing and showering love onto each other. If Raman veer ji was alive - he and simar didi / parjai- would be there too - and may be he was to have a niece by now.
"Ouchhh !"
His chain of thoughts was broken by a sudden pounce - in his neck and he opened his eyes -
Only to witness the biggest shock of his life. To watch how his wildest dreams turn into the creaziest reality of his life !!
There in the mirror on the opposite wall - he saw a figure wrapped into his arms !!
"Good morning " came a sweet and sleepy voice - voice of HER !!
The voice muffed into his chest.
He jerked back and saw her smiling beautifully at him with eyes half closed. This was the first time he is dreaming about waking up.
So he stared at her, capturing the beautiful scenery into his eyes for forever, because he knew any moment now she would disappear leaving him alone to fight his own demons.
He leaned in and kissed her forehead wishing her " good morning ! SONIYO !"
He watched as her sweet smile disappeared into a shocked expression - wide eyes and then with a jerk trying to get out of bed she fell off along with a pillow - screaming wildly -
"Aaa - aa"
Which turned into a quick -
"Ouch !"
Raj jumped up but didn't get off the bed as he watched the scene in amusement. She was a sight to see. She flashed twenty different expressions in less than 10 seconds. She winced, she pouted , then she was shocked, as she looked at him she was terrified, recovering her posture she stand straight quickly and hold out the pillow in defensive manner as if she is in a war, then she looked confused, she looked around as if recalling the place. And a lot more expression he had never seen before so couldn't tell the difference. But this all happened in seconds.
He was living the most beautiful dream and in any other case he would have been elated. But then again it was no ordinary case. It was her and nothing about her is ordinary.
So Raj was confused!!
He was too confused to be elated - he couldn't decide whether - to scream, to laugh hysterically, to help, to sympathise or simply smile and enjoy the beauty before him.
" Wha-aa-t !! The hell is going on"
She stated staring at him as if he was an alien, clutching the pillow to her chest.
Raj's smile disappeared in a quick manner with a heavy headache as the flashes of the previous day went through his eyes.
And that's when the reality hit him hard. He looked at her and mumbled-
"THIS - IS - NOT - A - DREAM"
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SURPRISE ! SURPRISE ! SURPRISE !!
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P.s. sorry for the drama ! That's me .
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And the REALITY !
"What are you doing here !! " Raj shouted dramatically, covering his chest with one pillow and throwing another to hit her.
" God ! This girl will be death of him. First she sneaks into his dreams and now in reality too."
Raj was flabbergasted. He never believed dreams come true - never - until now. "This was supposed to be a dream, reality is supposed to be disappointing but not more than this - however he's feeling now "
Isn't it's what he wish for - "exactly !and that's the reason why they say - be careful what you wish for " Raj couldn't think straight so he decided to fight.
"What are youuu doing here " preet shouted emphasizing the word 'you' more than needed and catching the pillow in between.
" she just woke up and this crazy man is hitting her with pillows ! What a morning ! She had been waiting for him whole night and he decided to show up now ! Like this !! " She was too busy fighting him to contemplate - what happened and what's happening between them.
" This is my room ! "
Raj forced every word out with a little more authority than needed.
" So you tell me what the hell are you doing here " Raj screamed while jumping on to his knees and catching the pillow she throwe at him and covering himself with the same.
"what do you think normal people do in their bed ??? S -L-E-E-P !"
She taunted, " so I was sleeping here - PEACEFULLY - when you decided to pull me into your chest and when did you last shave? "
She added rubbing her temples, which turned red more from her rubbing than his stubble.
Raj sit again grabbing the other two pillows as he was out of answers " when did he last shave ! He can't remember " he touched his neck and realised he deserved that question, a little embarrassed. But she doesn't have to k ow that.
" that's none of your business and for the last time - This is my house - my room - my bed - " he was about to continue when he realised -
" wait ! You've been here whole night."
Raj asked with big eyes as he was unable to digest the idea of sleeping next to her without losing control - " actually you did pull her into a hug - if that counts " " no ! Don't think about that "
Raj shook his head and decided to turn his anger on - only escape:
" you were here the whole damn night "
He pointed the bed area to his right,
" How did you get in ?? What are you a thief now ?? Who let yooo... ???"
"Excuse me ! Thief ??? Me ??? " he was cut by her sharp offended voice.
" I had been waiting for you all night- worried - but you didn't showed up !! I didn't even realise when did I fall asleep but I definately remembered locking the door "
She said without taking a breath pointing a finger towards him and moving closer to bed with every sentence.
" So you tell me - how did you get in ? TRESPASSER !" She accused him.
"Yooouuu !! "
Now it's his turn to point the finger. He was about to get up and pull her collar but decided against it as he remembered he was yet shirtless.
" Youuu - locked the door ! I can't believe this. What if I didn't had the key ? HUH ! And I thought I was going crazy , forgot my own room's combination- How dare you lock my door ? How dare you ? You know what ? leave it - just get out ! Okay ! You ruined my morning, your goal accomplished. now GET OUT !! "
"I AM NOT GOING ANYWHERE ! Not now - not ever ! " Preet dotched the pillow thrown at her and continued.
" And I locked the door to keep you out, and next time I'll make sure your that even keys won't work !" She faked smile and catch the second pillow on her way "
She picked the pillow on the floor and throw both at him while shouting -
" And stop hitting me ! You dumbass"
Raj stopped the first one with his hand but the other landed near his neck.
"Aaaouuuchhh"
He whined and rubbed his neck. He felt sharp twinge at the right of his neck "it's fresh" he mumbled and turned to her immediately with wide eyes -
" You bit me " it came out as a reflex.
" Excuse me " she thought she didn't hear him properly. 'Bit him ' what does that mean ? Why would she bit him - " ignore him, he's an idiot " she calmed herself.
" You locked my room, slept in my bed and you bit me "
He iterated - taking in the situation while speaking.
Raj felt startled. He had no idea whether he was asking for her explanation or counting for himself - the traces of her:
- In his life
- In his house
- In his room
- On his body
- In his clothes
" Hey ! That's my t-shirt ! Isn't it "
He blinked his eyes just to confirm and suddenly his expression turned stern. Even before she can respond to his previously asked question, he burst out again :
" Nooo, that's my favourite t- shirt "
This time he jumped two step with his knees to reach the edge of the bed. Pillow forgotten. Without taking a breath he continued -
" My shirt ! Why are you wearing my shirt?? "
Preet took two steps back moving her eyes over his broad - toned chest. She turned a tinge of red to see the band of his underwear displaying - "JOCKEY" - just above his jeans.
" Thank god he is atleast wearing his pants " she took a sigh of relief.
" Stop checking him out ! You bimbo ! It's been only one day since you turned a girl and you are already acting like some teenage Fangirl. "Fight ! Fight ! Fight !"
" I didn't had anything comfortable ! I mean my clothes are nice ! They are fit ! And they ... Girlish ."
She started babbling- looking between her suitcase and herself, pouting her lips like a small little girl who doesn't like her new dress -
" But I am not used to nice ! I always wore loose clothes. You know as I was manuuu..."
" So you decided you wear my clothes "
Raj stated in the same position crossing his arms which made him look even stronger and mascular.
Preet blanked at him - " his clothes" she forgot about that. She was feeling so dizzy last night that the idea seem to escape her mind. She was late for the reply so Raj get out of bed and about to move when she hurriedly took step back -
" STAY AWAY !" She put out her hand to stop him.
" What was that ! Shit ! Stupid nervous system ! Stupid reflex! stupid she ! Stupid him ! "
Raj stopped in his track. She was standing in the same posture with wide eyes when Raj studied her -
" Woohoo ! What's that ! "
"Was she ... Scared ! OF HIM ??"
Nooo ...She is Manu afterall. Not a chance "
" Well ! Well ! Well ! we can test "
His face turned into a twisted smile and he dramatically took slow steps towards her, when she surprised him AGAIN -
" Because you stink "
she blurt out, shocked by her own words but continued anyway -
" You reek of alcohol "
She looked impresse by her own cover up and turned calm again crossing her hands against her chest-
"Yes ! " She confirmed mostly to herself, ignoring him and satrted taking to air.
" You reek of alcohol - you - your clothes - your socks - your whole body ! I can't stand you - so please maintain the distance please " she completed with professionally.
He stands still, taking in her drama. He glared her, right into his eyes which were staring back at him with the same intensity.
" I stink "
"You do "
None of them breaking the eye contact.
" That's it " he ask for forgiveness from the almighty. He was planning to be lenient but she just don't deserve it.
" I want my clothes back " he demanded keeping the same stature - stern and strong.
" Huh !" She leaned a little closer to check if she heard him correctly.
" I said - I WANT MY CLOTHES BACK"
He said simply not moving a bit neither changing his expression.
"WHHAAAT " she didn't understand what happened to him suddenly, " what do you mean !" She was confused.
He did budge. He took a step forward and repeated with more conviction :
" It means - Get Out Of My Clothes ! NOW !! " He emphasized now and continued when she didn't retort back
" Either you do it now or I'll do it myself " he mimicked her fake smile and raised eyebrows.
She clutched at the hem of her - his t- shirt and moved away from him. As far as possible which is unfortunately only a 100m. distance from him near the couch.
His eyes followed her, reflecting only sincerity. Sincerity ! Which was enough to scare her.
" you are kidding right ?"
She tried not to panic but her voice sell her out.
He only smiled at that " now ! It's fun " hiding the glint of his eyes, he moved towards her with a final :
" Let's see ! I'll let you decide "
and his smile turned into smirk as he increased his pace.
She was quick and started aruning around the room screaming and throwing pillows, blankets, sheets, anything she can grab on her away at him.
He couldn't help but laughed at that - not out loud - but he was smiling.
The chase continued for some minutes when he finally circle her at the farthest corner from the door. She was exhausted from the running, her hair were all on her face and she was brethingly heavily. He can clearly make out the rise and fall of her swollen chest through his oversized shirt.
"She is a delight for eyes " someone inside him mumbled, to which another voice replied "nooo... she looked like a deer caught in the red light ! She started it - now she has to bear the consequences !"
Raj decided to go with the later one. He flashed a Devilish smile to her and moved his hand when she screamed :
" Raaajjj ! "
His hand stopped midway. His name from her sounded so loud - that he felt as he had just woken up from a long lost sleep. He looked at his outstretched hand and then her contractile form.
He retreated, horrified - " what the hell I am doing ?? It was a joke !" He reminded himself. He never imagined things will turn into this.
" God ! She looked terrified ! Look at her ! So fragile !" He didn't stop himself this time. It was all before him. She was clutching the hem of shirt tightly, eyes closed, face turned to side touching the wall, cringe body frame.
" Poor girl " Raj's eyes turned watery. He lower his head running a hand through his hair. " I can't see her like that " he admitted, " enemy, friend , wife or noone - it doesn't matter - there is no possible justifications of his actions - she don't deserve this "
This is when she moved, realising she nothing happened. She slowly opened her eyes and the sight of Raj explained it all to her. She didn't need any explaination. Raj's face is the canvas of his emotions and she was an expert. They both stood there staring into each other's eyes forgetting everything else. Raj tried to speak up :
"Uuhhhmmm "
Raj looked all around the room in order to remember - any consolatory word - any words for that matter - anything that will bring her out of this truama he'd put her into.
" I " end of dictionary.
" I was " no luck AGAIN !
She was staring at him innocently, trying to figure out whatever he was saying - but if only he moved forward from his 'uhmm' or 'ayeee' . She was so engrossed when she got interruppted by a knock on the door
She turned her head towards the door but he didn't - " finally something to distract her." He feel relaxed to get out of that awkward situation - " long live the person outside "
" Go ! Open the door " he said casually to lighten the mood.
" why should I go ! It's your room - you go " she ordered him.
" Because I asked you to and yes it's my room so do as I say" he made a gesture as it's too obvious.
" So !??" Preet ignored the hint of mischief in his voice and replied matching his tone.
"So ! Go and see who is disturbing me this early - before they barge in and look at all this "
he spin around pointing at her clothes spreading all over the room. Duppatta at the door, choli (blouse) on the couch, lehnga (skirt) covering the whole mattress, and jewellery everywhere - bangles on the bed, earrings slipped from the night - stand, anklets - ??? He think he kicked one by mistake... He was searching for her anklet when she replied-
" I don't want anybody to misunderstand me " he joked to himself as he was sure she will not get it.
" I can't. Not like this ! "
She tugged at her - his T-shirt, stretching it,
"It's so embarrassing ! I look like a clown"
He went wide eyed at her girlish tantrums but felt relaxed - " when did she last behaved like this " if it wasn't for her petite feminine body - he had lost hope of ever seeing a vulnerable, self councious Preet - her actions were proof.
"There is nothing feminine about her expect that sexy figure of her "
"mental slap "
Preet was oblivious to Raj's mental dilemma.
"You go and get the door and I'll get out of these " she clutched her clothes and turned red remembering he was about to help her in that a few moments ago.
Raj saw that so he again tried to distract them from the awkward situation rising between -
" It's not the clothes - whatever you wear you'll always be a clown - it's the face you know " he taunted to which Preet pouted giving him puppy eyes.
Raj noticed - ' well ofcourse the clothes are oversized but that only adds to the beauty of it. She was actually looking cute, adorable in fact ! Anything but clown - and she doesn't have to know that too !
And the fact that she was in his oversized clothes made him wonder how would she look in that white shirt of his - only that and nothing else...
" Raaaj ! Don't go down that road, an accident might happen - NOT SAFE "
the wise men in his head saved him so he cleared his throat to hurl another set of insults at her but her face - her beautifully gorgeous face bested him he decided to let go and playcool -
" Besides atleast you wearing SOMETHIMG ! Unlike me ! " He spread his hands to show her his naked upper body.
Preet took in the sight before her. Moving her eyes over his chest, covering his muscles and again the jeans. During the return stroke her eyes matched his and she noticed - 'the winning glint '
"Damn" she cursed herself averting her eyes the next moment, turning full 180 and moved hurriedly which made Raj confused - whether she was running away embarassed or showing him her penguin dance '.
She throwed his T-shirt from the couch which landed on his face.
" Hurry up "
And the next moment Raj heard the clicking of door.
He was busy smiling about - her checking him out - " she was totally smitten !" His smiled widened only to turn into a frown when he heard her voice again -
"Nihaaal ! "
______________________________________________hey everyone thankyou so much I read all your comments ! I will be free by 25 but I always read your comments.
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Guys this chapter is so much special to me. I have been editing it since day one as this was the first thing I wrote and all those chapter were just situational tragedy to reach this point.
This piece is so dear to me I worked too hard and I know I could have done better but this is it for now may be next time.
I couldn't match my story with the show the problem with the shoemaker is that they forget character qualities and usually go illogical. ' Although show is running amazing these days - because of my exams - it's a conspiracybut we all know after sometime ... Any ways
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