Hii everyone, I was listening to the song Saiyaan and these thoughts came in my mind and I decides to pen them down. I know I have to update my other stories and I will try my best to update any one of them by this weekend but first read this one. Anyway hope you guys enjoy and leave your comments...
No Proof Reading. Kindly ignore grammatical mistakes and typos. 😳
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This story starts in the kul gotra pooja:-
"Puttar yeh hamari Kul Gotra pooja hain. Iss patri mein hamari saat peedhiyon ka lekha jokha hain. Ab tu bhi iss parivaar se jud gayi hain toh tera Gotra bhi likha jayega. Oberoi parivaar ki sabhi bahuon ko yeh parampara nibhani padti hain. To tu bhi apna Gotra ka naam likh va de' said dadi happily to Anika who was shocked after listening all this.
"Apne maata pita ka naam bataye" asked Pandit ji to Anika.
"Guru ji voh..." said Anika but Pinky cut her and said "bata na Anika. Apne mata pita ka naam..."with a smirk on her face to which Shivaay replied " Anika ke dad ka naam Kulbhushan Chaturvedi aur mom ka naam Vandana Chaturvedi hain".
"Nahin Shivaay yeh mere papa nahin hain..." said Anika to Shivaay slightly shocked after listening to Shivaay and tries to stop him "tum chinta mat karo main hoon na Anika" assured Shivaay to Anika.
"Aapke pita kya karte the" asked pandit ji to Anika to which again Shivaay replied "sales..."
"Sales mein the matlab kya santri mantri kuchh toh rahe honge na aise kaise tu bol rahan hain ki sirf sales mein the pura bata..." pinky asked Shivaay.
"Soap manufacturer and distributer..." replied shivaay to her. "Nahin shivaay aisa nahin hain..." again anika tried to stop him.
"hun... toh phir kya karte the..." pinky asked anika.
"Anika tum tension kyun le rahin ho. Mein hoon na I will handle this..." Shivaay said to anika asking her to not panic as it will be painful for her to remember her late parents.
" nahin aisa nahin hain voh..." She again tries to speak but Shivaay cut her " voh sabun manufacture karte the aur uski direct home marketing karte the that's really fantastic really very good... Guru ji apko naam mil gaya, gotra bhi mil gaya hoga toh patri mein likh dijiye." Said Shivaay to Guru Ji.
" kanya chaturvedi hain toh gotra hua..." and starts writing the name of her parents but Anika stopped him.
" patri mein kuchh mat likhiye Guru ji mera koi gotra nahin ho sakta..."
" anika I will handle this..."
"shivay aap nahin samaj rahen hain mera koi gotra kaise ho sakta hain..."
" kyon nahin ho sakta jab tumhara surname hain toh tumhara gotra bhi hoga. Problem kya hain."
"shivaay problem hain"
" koi problem nahin hain nothing"
" aapko nahin pata hain"
"mujhe sab pata hain infact saahil ne mujhe sab kuchh bataya tumhare parents ke bare me mr. and mrs. Kulbhushan chaturvedi mujhe sab pata hain. okay ab voh iss duniya mein nahin hain..."
" ek minute shivaay vo mere nahin sahil ke parents ka surname hain"
"so tum aur sahil bhai behen ho to..."
"haan hain bhai behen; sage se bhi bhadkar hain par sage nahin hain... sahil ke parents ne mujhe god liya tha" at this line everyone was shocked.
" mujhe nahin pata ki mere asli maa baap kon hain. mein jo hoon sirf mein hi hun sirf anika mera koi gotra nahin hain koi pehchan nahin hain na naam na khoon na khandan sirf anika."
Everyone was shocked and pinky was smirking.
" mein nahin janti ki kis khandan se mera lena dena hain mera koi ghar nahin hain aur koi pehchan nahin hain mein jo hoon shivaay sirf anika hoon" Anika said again trembling with fear.
"oh my mata..." before pinky said something
" yeh pooja nahin ho sakti hain " announced shivaay and stands up and goes from there leaving anika sitting alone in her place.
"Maaf kariye Guru ji aaj yeh pooja nahin ho payegi..." said Dadi to Guru ji folding her hands. Everyone stands up and Guru ji leaves from there.
"Anika tu anath hain tune yeh baat hum sabko pehle kyun nahin bataiye... chahti kya hain tu tune itni badi baat hum sab se chhupai, itna bada jhoot bola..." said pinky to anika in her usual style.
"Aunty ji maine koi jhoot nahin bola bas kabhi waqt hi nahin mila yeh sab batane ka..."
" waqt nahin mila ya fir batana hi nahin chahti thi. Yahan ke aisho aaram ki zindagi, oberoi bahu ka title mil gaya toh bas fir toh aish hi aish hain yahin socha tha na tune isliye nahin bataya kyunki shivaay ke liye toh naam khoon khandan sabse jyada ahemiyat rakhta hain aur uski khud ki biwi ke pass inme se kuchh bhi nahin hain too voh kaise tujhe accepts karega isiliye nahin bataya na tune ki kahin shivaay tujhe yahan se bahar na nikal de aur phir tu..."
"nahin aunty ji aisa kuchh bhi nahin hain. Mein janti hoon ki Shivaay ke liye naam, khoon aur khandan kitna mayne rakhta hain..."
"toh phir bataya kyun nahin ki tu anath hain..."
" Pinky usne kahan na ki usse waqt nahin mila. Jab se billu ki shaadi hue hain tabhi se iss ghar mein kuchh na kuchh hota raha hain toh iss sab ke beech mein agar waqt nahin mila toh kya hua..."
"sahin kah rahin hain aap mummy ji. Jab se shivaay ki shaadi hue hain tabhi se iss ghar mein kuchh na kuchh ulta seedha hota hi rahta hain kyunki iss ghar mein iske manhoos kadam jo pad gaye hain..." said Pinky looking at anika.
"Pinky bas ek aur lafz Anika ke khilaaf nahin bas..." warned Shakti to Pinky.
"Jo main keh rahin hoon sach hi toh keh rahin hoon..."
"Pinky tujhe ek baar samajh mein nahin aaya ki Shakti ne tujhse kya kahan hain..." Dadi warned Pinky.
"Mummy ji theek hain mein kuchh nahin bolungi bas aap log meri ek baat sun lijiye ki Anika iss ghar ki bahu nahin hain. Mein usse iss ghar ki bahu nahin manti. Usse aaj abhi isi waqt hum sab se dur hum sabki zindagi se dur jana hoga mein nahin chahti ki uska saya bhi humare parivaar par pade..."
Everyone was shocked after listening to Pinky. They stared at her angrily.
" pinky bas..." said Dadi in order to stop her from doing any damage.
" kyun chhoti maa. Bhabhi yahin rahengi issi ghar mein voh shivaay bhaiyaa ki wife hain, meri bhabhi... toh voh yahin par rehengi..." Said rudra to pinky and goes to anika who was crying silently. He wipes her tears and hugs her. He stands with her by holding her hands.
"ji chhoti maa agar anika orphan hain toh isme uski kya galti hain..." asked Priyanka to her chhoti maa.
" haan mein janti hoon ki isme anika ki koi galti nahin hain. Mujhe usse hamdardi bhi hain par iska matlab yeh toh nahin hain na ki..."
"Enough..." said Shivaay in full SSO mode standing on last stairs. He came to Anika "Bas kijiye aap sab ab ek aur lafz nahin..." he holds her hands and starts going to his room.
" shivaay ruk..." Said pinky in full anger by seeing her plan flop.
Shivaay stops.
"Tu kahin nahin jayega aaj faisla hokar rahega..."she comes near them and separates shivaay hand which were holding anika's hand. "Mein anika ko apni bahu nahin manti hoon.." Pinky completes herself.
" Anika meri biwi hain..." replied Shivaay sternly to Pinky.
" Shivaay tere liye khoon, khandan aur naam kitna maayne rakhta hain ye tu bhi janta hain. Agar tujhe yaad nahin hain to mein yaad dila doon ki Prinku ka rishta tune uss Dev Chhabra ke saath isliye tod diya tha kyunki vo najaayz tha. Par anika ke bare mein toh hume ye bhi nahin pata ki vo kon hain, kiska khoon hain ya phir najaayz ..." Pinky played her next cards.
" Enough. Maine kaha bas ek aur lafz nahin... anika meri biwi hain bas yahin sach hain aur iss baat ko koi badal nahin sakta aap bhi nahin..." Said shivaay anger filled in his veins and fists tights.
" Par tere ideologies ki kya Oh my mata hogi..." said Pinky trying to provoke Shivaay.
" Jo kuchh hua usme anika ki koi galti nahin hain..." replied Shivaay calmly to Pinky.
"Toh mein kab kah rahin hoon ki uss bechari ki koi galti hain. Mein toh sirf ye kah rahin hoon ki vo iss ghar ki bahu kehlane ke layak nahin hain..." Pinky again said same line as a parrot.
"Pinky bas kar..." Shakti tries to stop her from becoming the victim of their son's anger.
"Shakti ji aaj nahin. Mere bte ki zindagi ka sawal hain ..." reasoned Pinky to him.
" Chhoti maa jis zindagi ki aap baat kar rahin hain vo kisi aur ki vajah se aaj hum sab ke saath hain. Shayad aap bhul rahin hain ki abhi kuchh din pehle hi Bhabhi ne bhaiyaa ko bachane ke liye khud goli khayi thi..." Said Rudra to Pinky making her remember the Kamini's gunshot accident.
" haan mein manti hoon aur iske liye mein uski sukra gujar bhi hoon par shayad tu yeh bhool rahan ho ki lohri wale din mere shivaay ne bhi uske liye goli khayi thi. Aur rahin baat goliyan khane ki toh main apne bte ke liye hazar baar goliyan kha sakti hoon..." Said Pinky to Rudra .
"Pinky tu bhool gayi ki uss waqt bhi anika hi thi jiske wajah se Shivaay hosh mein aya tha. Jab usse hosh aaya tab bhi voh sabse pehle Anika ko hi dekhna chahta tha jisse tumne na jane kya kya kaha, kitna beizzat kiya..." Replied Dadi to Pinky trying to put some semse in her second daughter in law.
"agar Chhoti maa aap aur kuchh bhi bhul rahin hain hain toh mein aap ko yaad dila doon ki chopper blast- jab bhaiyaa aur bhabhi ke envelopes change hue the, jab pure ghar ki water supply mein current tha tab unhone hi mujhe bachaya tha, Gayatri murder case mein unhone Bhaiyaa ko bachana ke liye apni izzat ke saath samjhota kiya, papa aur bade papa ko begunah sabit kiya, tia par sab se pehle unhe hi shak tha unhone bhaiyaa se kaha bhi tha par bhaiyaa ne unsuna kar diya aur na jaane aise hi kitni baar unhone iss parivar ke liye..." Rudra again tried to reasoned with Pinky.
"Rudra tu mujh se jaban ladayega voh bhi iss ladki ke liye jise uska vajood hi nahin pata..." Said Pinky to Rudra with greeted teeth's seeing her another plan fail.
"toh isme unki koi galti nahin hain..." Rudra again replied.
"main manti hoon ki anika ne jo kuchh bhi iss ghar ke liye kiya hain vo shayad koi apna bhi na kare par iska matlab ye nahin hain ki main usse iss ghar ki bahu maan lu..." said Pinky by looking at everyone.
"Vo iss ghar ki bahu hain Pinky tere manne ya na manne se ye sach nahin badlega. Vo billu ki biwi hain aur iss ghar ki bahu hain..." Dadi declared.
" Mummy ji agar kal ko kisi ne humse puchha ki kya khandan hain aapki bahu ka toh hum kya jawab denge..." Pinky again played her cards.
"Naam khoon khandan nahin insaan mayne rakhta hain pinky." Shakti said to Pinky.
" nahin Shakti ji naam khoon khandan bahut mayne rakhta hain..." Pinky again said.
" tabhi chhoti maa apki tia bahu kitni..." asked Rudra to his choti maa but pinky cut him off.
"Rudra bas bahut ho gaya iss tarh baat karega tu apni chhoti maa se yahi sikha hain tune ab tak."
" aur rahin baat tia ki toh...". Before Pinky was able to say something Shivaay asked Anika to go with him.
"Anika mere saath chalo tum yahan se..."
"Shivaay aaj tu iss ladki ke liye apni maa ki bhi nahin sunega. Aisa kya jaadu kar diya hain isne tujh pe ki tu apni maa ko hi bhul gaya hain..."
" Aisa kuchh bhi nahin hain mom..."
"Mein iss ladki ko apni bahu nahin manti hoon aur isse abhi isi waqt iss ghar se, tujh se, hum sab ki zindagi se jana hoga..." said Pinky to Shivaay.
"aisa kabhi nahin hoga..." replied Shivaay sternly.
"aisa hi hoga varna tu mera mara hua mooh dekhega ..."
" nahin aunty ji jo kuchh bhi abhi yahan par hua uss sabke liye mein aap se maafi mangti hoon main abhi isi waqt yahan se chali jaungi bas please aap aisa kuchh aur mat kahiye. ..."
" Anika tum kahin nahin jaogi. Tum yahin par raohgi mere saath, ye ghar jitna mera hain utna hi tumhara bhi hain..." Shivaay tightens his hold on her wrists.
"waah waah Shivaay biwi ke samne maa ko hi bhul gaya...koi nahin bas meri ek baat ka jawab de kal ko agar kisi ne poocha teri biwi kis khandan se hain, kiski beti hain... maan le kal ko agar tere bachhon ne hi pooch liya toh tu kya jawab dega... are tujhe to khud ko hi nahin pata... koi jawab hain tere paas agar hain toh hi anika iss ghar mein reh sakti hain varna usse jana hoga..."
Anika tries to leave Shivaay hands.
"Anika stop it tum kahin nahin jaogi. Anika stop it..." said Shivaay to anika tightening his hold on her.
"Shivaay mein janti hoon ki naam khoon khandan aapke liye bahut maayne rakhta hain toh bataiye ki iss sab ke baad bhi kya aap mujhe apni biwi mante hain.." asked anika by looking into his eyes.
"Anika tum meri biwi ho aur yahin sach hain" he replied to her by looking in her eyes.
"toh aap ke liye naam khoon khandan maayne nahin rakhta..."
"anika meri baat suno. Hum baad mein iss sab ke bare mein baat kar lenge tum abhi chalo aur aaram karo..."
"nahin shivaay..."
"Kya naam khoon khandan aapke liye mayne nahin rakhta... kya aap mujhe apne bachhon ki maa hone ka darza de sakte hain..." she again asked him.
"Anika tum meri baat samjhane ki koshish karo...tum biwi ho meri..."
"Haan ya na shivaay..."
"Anika hum iss bare mein baad mein baat kar lenge pehle tum andar room mein chalo..."
"Nahin shivaay sirf haan ya na..."
Shivaay did not say anything.
"Shivaay apki khamoshi ko main kya samjhoon..."
" Shivaay ki khamoshi ka matlab hain ki voh tujhe apni biwi toh manta hain par tujhe apne bacchon ki maa nahin maan sakta..." Pinky said to her in place of Shivaay.
Anika looks at him,tears rolling down her cheeks, her vision blurring with tears which were pierceing Shivaay heart. Anika goes to Sahil and hold him in her arms and starts to go.
"Sahil chalo..."
"Anika nahin ruko...anika ruko... tum yaham se bahar kadam bhi nahin rakhogi..."Shivaay runs to her and holds Sahil and hand over him to Rudra. He holds her wrists and again tried to stop her with tears in his eyes.
"Anika ruk jao tum yahan se bahar kadam bhi nahin rakhogi..."
"Shivaay haan ya na..." she again asked him the same question but he was not able to answer her don't know Why? Anika smiled amidst her tears and leaves his hands.
Kal Meera tadpi Kanha ko,
Sab laaj samaj gavain re,
Ab prem mein tadpan tarsan ki,
hai bari Kanha ki aai re,
Mohari jaan gayi tohra khel hua,
Anika steps out of threshold and a lone tear comes out of Shivaay eyes. She even did not turn back and went from there leaving Sahil there with Shivaay.
mujh se mein rutha mujh main mein tuta,
mujh se mein rutha mujh main mein tuta,
mujh ko maine ishq wafa mein khud hi hain loota
Tears were rolling out of his eyes and he falls down on his knees.
loot loot ke loot loot ke
jeena hain marna banke yaar bina
saiyaan hun mein ki kara saiyaan
jeena ya maran saiyaan
rab mujh se khafa saiyaan
saiyaan hun mein ki kara saiyaan
jeena ya maran saiyaan
rab mujh se khafa saiyaan
mujh se mein rootha mujh mein main toota
mujh ko maine ishq wafa mein khud hi hain loota
loot loot ke loot loot ke
jeena hain marna banke yaar bina
saiyaan hun mein ki karan saiyaan
jeena ya maran saiyaan
rab mujh se khafa saiyaan
saiyaan hun mein ki karan saiyaan
jeena ya maran saiyaan
rab mujh se khafa saiyaan
He cries sitting there and remembers their moments.
sapno ke seeshe toote dukh ki darar se
chah ke bhi nikle na man majhdhar se
koi bhi na bole aur koi bhi bulaye na
peer bhi aawajein sune badalon ke paar se
rus rus ke rus rus ke
man se man jana khud hi yaar bina
He remembers his harsh words, his question about her naam, khoon and khandan; harsh behavior towards her. He remembers her nightmare in which she screamed a name chutki. He remembers the moments whenever she talked about herself, her life; her eyes, her expressions at that time. He closes his eyes and tightens his fists.
saiyaan hun mein ki karan saiyaan
jeena ya maran saiyaan
rab mujh se khafa saiyaan
saiyaan hun mein ki karan saiyaan
jeena ya maran saiyaan
rab mujh se khafa saiyaan
"Tum mujhe chhod kar nahin ja sakti ho anika. Tumhe vapas aana hi padega. Tum meri biwi ho. Shivaay singh oberoi ki biwi. Meri takat, meri himmat mera vajood ho. Tum vapas aaogi anika. Mere liye...Apne Shivaay ke liye... I will bring you back anika. You will get everything which you deserve anika. I will make sure of it. Be ready Anika shivaay singh oberoi... this is promise of your your cu... cute Billu ji." He wipes his tears and stands up from there and goes to his room with a determined look not before throwing a look which is not able to describe; a mixture of anger, disgust, helplessness and many more things towards his mother.
"Mein sab kuchh theek kar dunga Anika. Sab kuchh..." He promised to himself and Anika; sitting on his bed and thinking how to find a solution to all this.
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