Originally posted by: JustMySelf
its nearly going to be 4 yrs of sg..
so tell me u all..what are the changes in ur lives?
are u happier than before?or sadder?
taller fatter or slimmer 😆
are u all more matured patient or more impatient n sulky like
me?
fitter or sickly?miser or spendthrift?wiser or impulsive?
what are the positive changes in ur lives n u?
what are the negatives which hate bt cnt help?
do u love ur smartphones or lappys more than the ppl u meet
in person?have u grown friendly or watchful now?
optimist or pesimist?friendly or hostile now?😆
crazy carefree funnier bolder peaceful or more surrendered shy
burdened agitated?do share..😳
in @bold: this I am!
Oh god.. when it's been almost 4 years, then I must be just in 10th class. Oh god how's time passing... after that I visited 3 classes😆 and two schools😆
My life is been fine now. I am more careful and now I understand what is life. I mean, I was just a kid before.. I didn't know what is life, what is to work.. what is to live like an adult. And now I am learning it. Before I was an ignorant of everything.. I knew nothing.. I always skipped school and never learned for something.. but now I have learned my lesson. Studying is a part of your life and when you are good at school then your whole can change. Just imagine. You have always bad grades at school how do you think you'll be in 10 years? And on the other side, what do you think when you get grade marks at school how you'll be in 10 years? After 10th class, btw.. even my grades were good without studying or so😆 I have great memory, I could easily write that in paper what I have heard from teachers. But now I've learned, that's not enough to get great marks. You'll have to study at home and learn for your exams. I am now even doing summaries of what we have to learn for the exams to learn.😆 Since 3 years, I am sending out like 10000 of applications but I got never an "OK, we can meet" e-mail.. Some people might have lost hope but I am a person who can never losse hopes. I am a person who is miserly.. but not miserly for money.. but for success! I want to be as good as perfect! And until now, I have noticed, it's even working. I am getting better and better day by day! 3 years ago, I've signed in for a college. Which was about health and care. I mean, there were some classes like Biology or care.. and there I wasn't good. Firstly, for the first time I've changed school! And to top, it was a big city I've been going for college. This was too high for me. I was innocent before. I knew nothing about life. I wouldn't even imagine me in driving a car! So innocent I was! I couldn't even find the college for like 2 weeks! I always came late to college even if I have woke up 3 hours before class time!😆 Now I am again going to college.. again first year and it's for 2 years.. So next year also. But this time in a school which I was last year. I love this school and I owuld like go there for like more than 5 years haha 😆 and this time the college is about economy. I am good at that.😉
Time passes... I grow up... People make me grow up! People make me see the real world! Not the disney world, how I was expecting! Everyone to be good.. to be friendly.. but no.. I have seen soo many people around me, who were double faced.. who were unfriendly.. who were on drugs... who were alcoholic... who were sickk.. -.-
And then I understood.. what the world actually was! Some people might have started to be like them! To be in their groups! To be with them! But I.. I have selected otherwise! I have choosen to be alone.. BUT to be better! To be better than everyone else! I have seen many people getting jealous over me and my passion of success! For example this year! A girl in my class told another girl that she doesn't like me.. but didn't say the reason why she hates me or doesn't like me. I don't want anyone to like me. I have learned that I don't need anyone beside me than my family! When my family are behind me and with me, then no one can come across me!
I have seen how that girl started ignoring me.. and everything happened soo suddenly. Actually, I was only the one who she spoken to! We even sit next to each other. And haan.. I forgot to mention this: I got Operated! From my two eyes. And I had to take 1 week vacation from college.. and after a week I came back then I've noticed how that girl changed her behaviour and then I've realized, it's because me and my passion for getting better than anyone else!
In my love life... Nothing changed!!!😆 I am still single!!😆 and ready to mingle!😉🤣 tbh.. I dunno what mingle means 🤣
And I think you've even realized, I am writing longer than expected right?😆 Just go to 4 years ago and think if I have ever written such a long post before?😆 I never had such a patience to write something... this was a no go to me.. 😆 but now I love to write .. and write!
Maybe many of you haven't changed more than me. As no one of you were younger than me (except choti). I think I won't change for another 5 years now! As I have already grown up and this is enough for now I guess.😆
Hm.. about my weight... YES! I got fatter!😆 areyy.. I can't stay like an 14 years old girl na?😆
Ok so.. coming to mature.. Hmm.. I don't know.. but I am sure I got more matured than before.. before I took everything as a joke.. but now I look to life with another eyes than 4 years ago! And now I watch shows like in another eyyes! Before, I was just watching the pairs.. the couples.. but now I am even looking to the acting and the story itself! I love to discuss the shows.. Now, I find the fan wars soo damnn stupid and unmatured.. to be honest, I never hated around for any character nor any actor... Like RC in SG, everyone here started hating and bashing the actor or the character but I stayed more matured in the situation and tried to understand the other fan group side and then even I've liked the character. I think this didn't change. I am still like that. I just love to watch the show and love to discuss the Episodes with people. I sometimes notice, how people take shows soo serious.. Areyy.. I give a F* to any show.. they are there to entertain us.. but when you think further, will the show help you in your life? In school/college or even work? Nahin na? Then why soo many fan wars? Ok leave this topic.. -.-
Now coming to shy... hm.. I have definitely changed as for shyness. I am more open.. I speak up more than before. That's for sure. I started enjoying the life... to live to laugh..
Agitated: Yes... because of studies..
I don't know if I have told this to you.. but I have talking problems.. therefore I am scared of talking.. I mean I stutter.. yes! Now you might think this is new to you.. As I felt uncomfortable talking about this issue.. but now this fear has reduced like in high speed after I've left 10th class and that damnn school and that dammn class! I got this problem because of the school I was visiting. I was innocent as I told you and I didn't know how people would think about me and when it comes to the people who were my best friends since childhood! Such friends I wouldn't even want my enemies to have! Actually, I don't hate them.. I don't hate anyone. Hate is a too very big word. But yes, they were the reason! I started to talk less than ever! After a while I never talked to anyone! If there were 2 or 3 groups in my class then maybe another group would accept me as I am, but no.. Everyone were against me. And I was emotionally down that I cried over stupid things.. when I think now.. such behaviour is soo stupid and unmatured.. Now, I am changed... When something like that ever happen not to me but to anyone else around me, then I might be the one who such people should fear of! I would do everything to save people who are suffering from mobbing! Now I know that has many more consequences! Like this stutter! This mobbing made me think like "I don't care what people say about me or think about me, I only care what I think about myself!". When I don't like something, no one can force me to do it or wear it ! Obviously, I do ask for people's opinions but at the end my opinion is what matters! I am crazy.. yes.. that hasn't changed for years.😆 I like to drool over guys😆 like still PARAM! ☺️ uff his messed hair.. his dirty beard ☺️ his eyes.. his lips... ☺️ uff... ☺️ hahaa🤣 See!! I haven't changed about this!!! 🤣
Btw.. the stutter issue... has reduced aswell! I guess I forgot to mention that above! But still I stutter sometimes.. but not like before where I couldn't even speak out a single word! There are days I can't talk properly but there are days I spend without even stuttering once! I don't know why.. why is this happening..
burdened... yes... because of college! But I get to learn everyday to get better grades and it works!!! I got the best marks I have ever got!!😆
To be honest, nothing has changed on my english😆 tbh.. I had to google many words you have written to translate into German..😆🤣 offoo.. I need to work on english more 🤣
Thank you soo much for this amazing Post dear! 🤗 See I have written like a story!!! 🤣
Take care everyone! ❤️ Spread Love! ❤️
Edited by ..Violetta.. - 8 years ago
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