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Seven months had passed, but still nothing has changed for both of them, In these past seven months Shivaye started to avoid her because he is still guilty of his crimes and asked Anika for her pardon but she refused to forgive him. Both of them started avoiding each other. Now ,Anika felt herself as a pale, substandard and indigent girl with lots of tears in her eyes. Who is th destitute and feeble girl? She asked herself ! These seven months are not easy for Anika it seemed to be a burden for her, Anika is feeling extremely exhausted and tired all the time because of the change of hormones and that sudden and scary changes that have been taking place inside her. She doesn't want this child, she wanted to abort the child but she was unable to do this, she felt herself completely helpless in her decision of abortion due to unknown reasons, her heart doesn't allow her to do this, though she doesn't want this child but she is person who always follow her heart not her mind so she follow her heart over her mind. These 7 months seemed to be seven years for her. She felt suffocated all the time. She didn't see herself in the mirror for a long time cause she is afraid of the bitter reality which comes in front of her eyes by seeing herself in such helpless and unfortunate condition because she is not that dabaang Anika because that Anika had been lost in the darkness of that night. When today she wants to see her in the mirror she is shocked to see the girl standing in front of mirror is not Anika but a poor and unfortunate girl with bulging and painful eyes having dark circles and extremely rough hairs. Anika doesn't recognise herself at her very first glance. She felt frightened after seeing her in that condition. Dadi entered the room and asked her to take rest. Dadi said Anika, Why are you standing? Doctor asked you for a complete bed rest. Anika look yourself, you have become too weak, it's not good for your health, lets eat something, ok Dadi she nodded and went with her. In the kitchen Shivaye entered and asked Anika about her appointment? She said yes, I have an appointment but I don't want to go. But why? Shivaye asked Anika, she replied because I don't want to go with you? Anika stopped behaving like a child when you are going to be a mother. Shivaye said with a cold tone. Be ready we're going out to meet the doctor, saying this he left the kitchen, Anika looked angrily on her sudden bold behaviour.
In the doctor's clinic, doctor said Shivaye to take her proper care as she is too weak to deliver a child, she said proper care and proper diet is essential for her, make sure she doesn't have any stress. He said all the family members are taking her good care, doctor said it's your prime responsibility to take care of your pregnant wife not your family members! I hope you get my point Mr. Shivaye, Yes I got your point I made sure that she remains stress free and unfettered. Both of the leave the clinic. In the car, Shivaye said to Anika what's wrong with you? Why don't you take care of your self? It's none of your business, she replied. It's only my business,he said while holding her hand. Don't touch me she screamed loudly, okay don't be so hyper, he replied. The great Mr. Shivaye Singh Oberoi tried all his best to seek forgiveness from her but he didn't get her forgiveness. They lived in the same house in the same room like strangers. Sometimes both of them ponder, Life is meant to be this way, it's your way or my way, I think we were not meant to be. You either get bitter or you get better. It's that simple. You either take what has been dealt to you and allow it to make you a better person, or you allow it to tear you down. The choice doesn't belongs to fate it belongs to you. Anika is passing through her last month of pregnancy, sometimes she thought that why I'm become so weak, hazy and vague ! Anika itself is a famous victory, A Prestige and a pride, what I had done with me. At least this feeble girl is not me, she asked herself where is that bold Anika who never lose hope! Her inner replied that she was lost in darkness. You have to bring her back at any cost. She took oath to bring the old and bold Anika back.
