inside out/ too much to say

From the beginning i was supporting maya not only because of Jenifer but like many of you i want hopeful ending for mentally ill people because they are treatable with proper support system and medicines but it have to be relatable and close to reality so show must be end with hint toward maya recovery or if CVS showed her fully recovered it should be after leap of few years because maya is victim of abuse and child trauma and it takes time to recovery after getting help.

From the beginning i saw arjun as a person who thinks about himself only, he is a self loving person or may be narcissist, he love his brother ayaan dearly and they have spent a life time together man, grow up with each other so the day he leave ayaan behind and move on that days maya shouldn't be happy or felt sorry for separating them, As a smart women she is that was her first hint toward her own doom because if arjun can leave aayan (person he loves) surprise surprise he can leave you (you think he loves you) too.

In this forum there is two teams team maya vs team saanjh so after watching last 2 episodes i think there should be team arjun too

And hereby I am changing teams from team maya to team arjun OR may be team no-one, because we can't condemns someone to hell just because he is selfish, self centered, mooch, opportunistic, duffer, irrational, impulsive and to some extend he is a person who always wanted to run from problem rather than face them WHAT NOT! but what he is going through with maya is giving life to another victim then how can as a viewer I still want him to support maya ? support is freely given rather than forcing himself to support, it's not in his nature to support instead he himself needed support of saanjh all his life and then maya's after joining her office. maya's love is suffocating him and when love becomes suffocating its became BEYHADH/ obsession and obsessive person become stalker which leads to crime.

Few days ago there were lot of fighting going on here which shows how much as a person we all need to grow up. In a society there is all some kind of conflicts, individual with different perspective, ideologies and believes. How can we live together with this kind of behavior so to rise as nations stronger than ever, or I must say to make this earth a beautiful place to live we all should learn to respect other perspective, ideologies and believes, it's not required we start sharing their thoughts no it's not about that. A person brain can't even settle on same thing then who can we expect different brains to accept same thing. Just stop judging peoples on the bases of their action and chooses they make. Live and let other live. It's in our hand to make our lives heaven or hell.

One last thing I wanted to appreciate an anonymous person who highlighted the issue of man can be raped in response to comment that man can't be raped. we all should be educated rather than shied away from sensitive issues like this which our ignored considering taboo in countries like India/Pakistan. Every sexual activity which is performed without consent is included under rape, gender of victim doesn't matter even nonconsensual sex in marriage is also rape. (have those people who doesn't know this knowledge beforehand watched movie SHIVAAY-2016 ?) secondly man can be abused physically and emotionally (and maya is somewhat abusing arjun emotionally, she is bending him via threat of self harm, she is controlling him, he is under her watch all the time, we new generation can't even allowed our parents to control our life all the time then who can we expect arjun to support her )

After watching recent episodes one thing is clear love single handedly can't cure mental illness. A depression person should accept they required help that yes they are ill (if we can't leave disease malaria, hepatitis or small ailment like cough untreated ) and acquired require treatment. Then take big decisions like marriage because it's not only you who is going to affect, there will be your better half and children. If we go deeply ashwin was mentally ill too who can a person with sound mind can abuse his own wife and child and attempt murder of them. If he got treatment in time there will be no victim maya, if maya continue this there will be victim arjun and may be their victim children.

At this point I don't care about ARYA or SAANJUN I simply want happy end for maya and arjun individually. For maya to start journey toward road of recovery and for Arjun to have control in his own life either or not with maya. In my opinion if arjun end up saanjh, saanjh should start worrying about her future because relation required contribution from both ends and we all know in their relation saanjh is one who put all effort. And saanjh strongly needs to grow a backbone before going in relationship with anyone.

For maya-

Fairy tales are more than true - not because they tell us dragons exist, but because they tell us dragons can be beaten. - G. K. Chesterton

You say you love me and you're thinkin' of me
But you know you could be wrong
You say you told me that you wanna hold me
But you know you're not that strong
I just can't do what I done before
I just can't beg you any more
I'm gonna let you pass and I'll go last
When time will tell just who fell
And who's been left behind
When you go your way and I go mine.

- Bob Dylan

PS. I am firstly sorry and then grateful for all those who read this post till end for your time. I just hope my post spread some positivity not only in this forum but in our lives too. I am not a writer and English is not my mother language so sorry for mistakes.