RagNa Story: Heavenly Jail Ch.22A-Pg. 75 (July 11) - Page 43

Where are u dear please come back

Give me some time, this is like totally forgotten story, I need to re read and think of what had I planned! Meanwhile watchman and America story will be up soon :)

Originally posted by: ILoveRagNa

Give me some time, this is like totally forgotten story, I need to re read and think of what had I planned! Meanwhile watchman and America story will be up soon :)

Handsome watchman please update soon sneha

So much love ...pls update...plsss

Originally posted by: ILoveRagNa

Chapter 22- A

Free Yourself 1

This is just part 1 of whole thing which I had planned for flashback... But I am just letting all know it deals with one very very sensitive issue...

Flashback:

As she continued looking in front at sea view, and Raghav heaved a sigh of relief on seeing her safe. Ignoring any other thought he turned her around and closed her in tight hug, with Kalpana hugging him back. "I am sorry ... really sorry Kalpana," he uttered in her ears. Kalpana smiled, "That's ok, glad you are back!" she broke her hug and once again turned around to see the waves splashing on rocks near rails of river side.

Kalpana spoke "Isn't this really funny, these ways are just hitting stones constantly, what could be their motive behind?" she questioned Raghav, as she turned back to look at his confused gaze, while he tried to say, "Maybe waves are trying to break the stones, but are failing?" Kalpana smiled at his response, and spoke, "Well that's just how we see it and all have different views to same thing happening, I do not know what caused your anger to rise listening about our Nirmal Jivan NGO, I will keep my analogies aside for now, but from what I see here is that maybe these waves are harsh, as it dearly cares for the stone and are trying to wash off any harm which stone may come across even on knowing they are strong enough to manage it... Well that's called love and protecting the loved ones," she completed. Raghav couldn't say a word after hearing her thoughts but he saw tears forming in her eyes, at bay realizing something is bothering her. He placed comforting hand on her shoulder, making the form tears to roll down to her cheeks. She turned back to look at Raghav who was completely lost her, wishing to hug her, but hesitated. But Kalpana spoke back to him, "It's often best to free yourself, by speaking up what's there in your heart and mind..." she said in breaking voice, "Maybe you might not wish to say anything right now... because you are in your senses," she said mischievously, "But I am not..." Kalpana screamed laughing slightly, "I am free to flyyy now and tell the world that..." she paused, as that smile once again flattered, "I thought I had my own sweet happy family, me, my grandpa, grandma, momma, dad, and one little sister," she recalled, as once again feeling of grief continued pinching her, but she was firm and determined to free herself, "I will never forget the horrible sight I met at once when I had reached home earlier than usual, because of heavy rains. My mom didn't know about my arrival, my school's office staff tried contacting my mother, but I guess they kept on failing," she said as her grip on railing became stronger, "I heard my mom talking to neighbour, or say cursing my grandparents, where my mom literally expressed her wish to see them dead," she paused taking deep breath, "I had always known my pointing fingers and talking things irritating her about them, but that was like something I felt every daughter-in-law does and feel about their in-laws, I had never imagined her thoughts were poison." She stopped as tears rolled down her eyes and she closed her eyes tightly. Raghav just stood there looking at her, she still gathered up and continued freeing herself, "but I did try talking to dad, but he seemed to be agreeing to mom, as he tried to calmly explain me, to just forget about them, as they are old now, and they have no work, so better to let things flow and him trying to justify my mother's thoughts disgusted me further more... nothing helped me, my sister was least bothered too..." she paused before going ahead, trying to throw out all that had been burdening her heart, "my soul started crushing into pieces, when once I witnessed with my own eyes that my father was screaming at his parents, and cursing them on their face kept reminding him that they are useless... HOW COULD HE ???????????" she questioned and sobbed, "I can never imagine such cruelty, things got worse and physical abuse too had started coming to my notice very slowly... It hurt me, but nothing more than the day when I came to know from my some old person that a tablet pack which I had often seen in house was actually used for killing rodents and it can have harmful effects on human, as it weakens them... I had never know that, but had often seen my mother crushing the tablet and adding it to my grandparen's plate..." she blurted... Now almost broken down at recollection of those bitter memory, "In one such heavy physical assult, I had witnessed, my grandparents, Vitthal dada and Kamla dadi were badly being beaten by my both parents over some petty issue, and I ran to help them, trying to stop them, they kept pushing me away, ... from them, and tried telling me to move away. I screamed for help... But..." in a broken voice, "BUT I was helpless, I had managed to call doctor for help, and within just few minutes I lost my grandfather, ..." she completed for time being, "I simply didn't want my grandma to continue and have the same fate, but I didn't have enough strength to fight my own parents back then... I took her along, tried calling my little sister, but she straight away refused to come along... and we left and escaped the hell of my grandparents, Nirmala aunty, was the one who helped us out and had been by our side till Kamla dadi's last breath. Neetu Mausi paid my fees and I had grown up with Gunjan di in this ... Way ... I owe a lot to Nirmal Jivan, my whole life maybe," she said there expressing gratitude towards that one place which had changed her life..." Kalpana broke down after blurting and out everything, and freeing herself, in front of stranger, whom she might never even see again. Somewhere there was feeling of relief too, as she felt talking to stranger is better, as it saves you from other embarrassing moments. Soon enough suddenly she felt strong pain in her head, as she placed her both hands on her head, and realizing her dizziness, Raghav held her shoulder as she continued crying while Raghav held her with one hand kept caressing her back.

With help of Raghav, she walked till his car and both of them settled down in the car, as Raghav offered her water. She hugged him tight after having the water as she tried to cool herself. She broke the hug feeling awkward, as she looked into his eyes, which seemed to have sympathy mixed with some pain. She felt as if her words and flashback had trigger his haunting past too... She placed her palm on Raghav's cheek and he looked into her eyes, which had tears, "You too should free yourself and feel better!" she said... Raghav looked at other side outside window, while Kalpana tried not being demanding just rested her head on his shoulder. "I have had exactly opposite experience," he said, as Kalpana lifted up her head and looked at him. Yes, he had decided to open up and free himself too...

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It maybe short but I am not planning to put too much of emotional overflow... and hence will include Raghav's side story in Chapter 22.B.

though I had planned to add both parts together and then update on Sunday, I felt it would be better to have it separately. ...😛

amazing story plz do continue...👏