"Dhoop ho,chhaon ho,tum saath nibhaana,
mere chehre par sadaa palkon ka saaya rakhna.
Raah dekhungi tumhaari,main aye jaane-wafaa,
kabhi jaldi,kabhi ghar der se aaya karna.
Daant lena sare-mehfil...koi baat nahi...,
phir akele main gale lagaaker manaaya karna.
Jaan jaungi,main khushboo se tumhaari tumko,
tum peechhe se mere aankhon ko chhupaaya karna.
JAAGNA HO TOH RAAT BHAR KARNA BAATEIN,
NEEND AA JAAYE TOH SEENE PE SULAAYA KARNA."😳😳
So this is the lovely,innocent sweet dreams every girl beholds somewhere in herself,no matter what she appears to the rest of the world...and our sweet Chakoriya,the crowned 'jagat maata' is no different...somewhere she also has the same feelings,the same emotions written in the above poem and by God's grace,thankfully the last lines written in block letters are already true for her...Coz,even she would agree that her sexy hubby's,'seena',his 'baahein' are the most comfortable place to sleep for the pure girl.as she is...
In the 28 feb,episode,we all once again got to witness the drunk Chakor,,,,,,,,,,the sweet innocent and pure doll she becomes whenever she gets intoxicated...one who is not concerned of weighing her words,one who is not restrained in giving the expressions she feels inside,one who pours her heart out...to whom...???,,,,,,,,,
to her husband,one who has been her childhood hater,one who was once her biggest enemy...ONE WHO WAS,AND IS,AND WILL ALWAYS BE THE ONE,WITH WHOM SHE COULD BE JUST HERSELF...
Before starting,would like to share a random thought,the two have progressed in their story,shedding some of their own as well as imbibing from each other,some of their qualities...so to give her hubby a peaceful sleep,she decided to give him bhaang,in the same way he had made her drink alcohol,to give her rest,some days back.
But thankfully,she ended up gulping it herself only,and then the real action began.
as soon as Suraj realised that she had the bhaang...HE IMMEDIATELY DECICED THAT SHE WILL NOT GO ANYWHERE,SHE HAS TO STAY WITH HIM...my query is,why did he said so...???...i know that he was concerned that in this state,she wound end up doing something,which will cause them more trouble...or else I should say that the EVER POSSESSIVE AND CARING HUSBAND in him was awaken,...he could not accompany her,as he was chained,and how could he leave her alone,he has to be with her.so its better that she stays with him...😉
anyways...He pulled her closer to him,and she smiled like an innocent child and hugged him tightly...God knows,from where does she gathers so much boldness and courage to time and again HUG him,to hold him tightly,to come closer to him and more and more.even as the duffer stands still,just allowing her to do whatever she wishes to do...like a dumb,as if he has written off himself as her private property...She is the same girl,who once was very much hesitant to even hold him to turn over,so that she could apply some ointment on his bruises,,,,,,,,,,when she used to be her so called,'bandhua biwi'...and see the contrast SHE HOLDS HIM AS HE BELONGS SO MUCH HERS,THAT HE DOES'NT BELONGS TO HIMSELF...!
and then the girl,makes her oh so heart warming confession,which she felt while looking in the mirror and tenderly touching her cheeks,the very same spot he had touched her instead of slapping her...She could have said this to him that day only,but her ego or the her restrained feelings did'nt allowed her to sat so...BUT SHE SAID IT TODAY...yes the simple gesture,that he did'nt slapped her,even if he is starving for 10 days...that HER respect for him is above all,more than his life...touched the girl's heart so deeply...that she felt that however,rough,dirty his hands be SHE JUST WANTED TO HOLD HIS HAND AND TOUCH IT WITH HER EYES,KISS IT WITH HER LIPS...so that she could soak in herself,imbibe the physical touch in her soul...the hands who had made her feel sooo special...
And this oh so special secret wish of hers made our alpha male smile sarcastically,or rather very soothingly,maano sharmaa gaya ho...,as if he was proud of himself..
many of us were left thinking that why did'nt he reacted to this in some other way...but I was very,very much impressed at this gesture of his...as he listened to her,he smiled and then without reacting much,he immediately ordered her to go back and sleep in her room...OK.seriously,few moments back,he wanted her to stay with him for preventing her doing any other 'siyappa',and now such a quick change of plan,he is ordering her to get back to her room...why...???
Actually,I noticed that,after hearing this 'secret wish' of hers and smiling,he moved his glance away from her for a fraction second as if he was feeling very awkward to face her,as if he dreaded that what would happen is she there,at the very moment,fulfills her'secret wish',...how the hell he would have controlled himself,if she had really done what she was saying,,,,,,,so its better that before she does anything,send her away...!
But the stubborn girl is in no mood to leave him...Why???...arey yaar use achha nahi lagta us kamre main uske bagair...!
After all,he is her partner...knock,knock,no life partner,here is being mentioned...here is the "jhagda partner",we are talking about...on one hand is the ever stinking and dirty cowshed and on the other hand is the comfortable[though,deprived of furnitures],haveli's bedroom,and the girl just does not want to stay in the room,alone coz he has no one to fight there,...so good idea hits her that she would stay in cowshed only,along with him,but that too only on one condition...HE HAS TO FIGHT WITH HER...and the man,ever confused in handling the drunk doll,so aptly agrees and assures her that,yes I would fight with you..😛😛
And their is a very good 'bahaana' as well,after all its 'Mahashivratri',and husband and wife should stay together.and then again the woman in her is awaken,first she refers herself as his wife,THEN DEMANDS ITS AFFIRMATION AS WELL FROM HIM...although many a times,Suraj had proclaimed Chakor,as his wife...but today,at this very particular moment SHE HAD TO HEAR IT FROM HIM,,,,,,she just needs to have the conformation that,"Tum maante ho na hame apni biwi.?"...
Oh what a pathetic,outpouring...the supergirl,who can win over the entire world all herself,who just does not needs any other person in her battles of her life,SHE,the very girl wants to know that WHETHER HER HUSBAND CONSIDERS AS HIS WIFE OR NOT...after all she is a simple girl,with sweet,innocent and pure aspirations in her pure souls,She also needs to be loved the way she deserves to be loved...and all these shades of her is hidden from the rest of the world...and she is in her TRUE SELF,ONLY IN FRONT OF HIM...for he had been her mirror,who knows her inside out,only if he could have heard what she could not utter...and why he would not understand her,she is also the only one person,who knows him inside out,for the duo are two wandering pieces of a jigsaw puzzle,imperfectly fitting into each others lives in the most perfect way...
"Thode bhare hain hum,thode se khaali hain,tum bhi hi uljhe se,hum bhi sawaali hain,,,,,
Kuch tum bhi kore ho,kuchh hum bhi saade hain,ek aasmaan par hum DO CHAAND AADHE HAIN...!
Kam hai zameen bhi thodi,kam aasmaan hai,lagta adhoora,tum bin har jahaan hai...!
Apni har kami mein hum,ek tuhjr hi paate hain,,,KHUD KO TERE PAAS HI CHHOD AATE HAIN...
Jitni bhi veerani hai,tujhse hi sajaate hain,,,,,,,KHUD KO TERE PAAS HI CHHOD AATE HAIN...!"💔
And then he assured her,that...YES...I do consider you as my wife,and even on the auspicious day he prays to God that every boy,gets a girl like him...who is just so much perfect in all possible ways...the same man who had said that,."Chakor jaisi biwiyaan,pyar ka hassen sapne nahi hoti,balki daraawna bhayaanak khwaab hoti hai...!"
And today hearing this same man it felt as if she was released from the burden he had put on her that day tagging her,'not to be good wife'...and from here she got the signal that she could trust this person with her emotions...and once again shared with him the underlying complain,she had held deep within herself,that she had always been ready to sacrifice her own self for others,BUT NO ONE EVER DID ANYTHING GOOD TO HER...but he was different,after all he had broken the unbreakable chains,invisible chains of fear,just FOR HER...and he wants this to go on and on...she wants him to be with her as he had been,for somewhere she had the affirmation that HE IS THE ONLY ONE TO WHOM SHE CAN WILLINGLY DEVOTE HER BEING...
"Do raaz milte hain,humraaz bante hain,sannate aise hi awaaz bante hain...
Khamoshi mein teri,meri sadaayein hain,meri hatheli pat teri duaayein hai...
Ek saath tera ho toh,sau manzilein ho,tanhaayi teri,meri mehfile ho...
Hum teri nigaahon se,khud mein jhilmilaate hain,,,,,,,,,KHUD KO TERE PAAS HI CHHOD AATE HAIN.!
Tujhse apni raaton ko subhaa,banaate hain,,,,,,,,,,KHUD KO TERE PAAS HI CHHOD AATE HAIN...!💔
And then he assures her that he will always remain by her side,and before he could say anything more,she dozes off in his arms,peacefully,as of sleeping in heaven...and he also looks at her with a unsaid glance,that was perhaps signalling her that,Chkor,I would never leave you,nor would I ever allow anyone,even you ti get you away from me,,,you are born to be mine...😳😳
And the two slept hugging each other tightly,cosily,for both were deprived of a good and peaceful sleep,and today in company of each other,they had a very good sleep,without any pillow,or bed,or blanket,the two were enough for each other...and even the next day while on their rescue mission,they even confessed to each other that,"Hame kal raat bohot achhi neend aayi."...still the duffers did'nt bothered to notice that their mere reasons for the oh so peacefull sleep of last night was just beacuse of each other's company...😆😆
But Sukor sleeping in each others arms,is such a heart warming and visual treat,for in each others arms they are in their safest spots...😳
"MERE BAAZUON MEIN AAKAR,TERA DARD CHAIN PAAYE...
TERE GESUON MEIN CHHUPKAR,MAIN JAHAAN KE GHAM BHULA DOON...!"❤️
-Rabia.😊