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Hola folks!!! Deewani series is back.I started it back when IB was just started but then i disappeared off the face of the Earth😆 and went MIA.It can be read as a stand alone os ,although there might be few references here and there from the previous ones.This will be the third installment.
Here is the link for Deewani os:-https://www.indiaforums.com/forum/ishqbaaaz/4667641/deewani-omkara-os
Second Installment:-https://www.indiaforums.com/forum/ishqbaaaz/4669311/and-we-meet-again-omkara-os
*Not proof read*
Sunrise
I roamed in the gallery ,gawking at the sculptures, those stupefying beauties that he made.They look like a piece of his soul, charismatic yet sorrowful.I wouldn't lie and say that i came here to see these sculptures but i came here for him.
He stood there alone in a corner ,his eyes filled with fascination as he stared at his creation but as soon as his eyes leaves those sculptures,they turn cold almost as fast as a light switch.He became just a shell of the person that once he used to be.He looked every inch like a businessmen that he claim to be.Those unruly,slightly curled strands were pinned up in a half pony -tail.No Zulfein!.
His look didn't faze me nor appalled me,i would have loved him anyway.His eyes passed through me without giving a second glance as if i am not even here,it did something.My heart sank down a bit.Rudra patted me on the shoulder as a form of reassurance ,i was still in contact with him,he was the one to tell me about their mom.
His eyes that used to shine with mirth were now filled with melancholy.I never felt so helpless and useless.Rudra nudged me to look up only to see his eyes moving from Rudra to me,a flash of recognition passed through them,increasing the steady pace of my heart.His eyes pierced a hole through my soul,i can literally feel myself burning from the weight of his intense gaze.A slight push from Rudy and i was already moving towards Om.
Omkara.His name is enough to send those chills up my spine but not in fear.He didn't smile nor did he acknowledged me as i stood near him.He just stared at me with confusion as if I am a ghost.I knew this time I had to start up a conversation cause he can stand here all day and say nothing.
"You're changed??"
I mentally smacked myself for that stupid,overtly obvious question.I still am a nervous wreck to him.He raised an eyebrow to me, a flicker of amusement crossed through his face before it became stony again.
"Am I sprouting a horn on my forehead??"
See the sarcasm,atleast his sarcasm skills are still intact.But it wasn't humorous in a least bit it was more cynical and bitter.I felt completely at a loss of words.There is nothing i can say to put him at an ease i can't do anything to soothe him.He was slowly tuning into ice that i can't melt.
I didn't say anything neither did he.He was a puzzle that i was trying to solve, a rock that i wanted to break.He claims that he didn't have a heart anymore but you can't someone without a heart.If love is associated with heart than hate too.
"You are also changed"
He spoke after a lot of thinking process on his behalf.I checked myself from bottom to top.Same shoes,ripped jeans and jacket.I am very much the same.I looked at him with utter confusion,i don't know what he is on.
"You are sporting that famous pity look ,i wasn't aware of that you are capable of pulling that look"
His bitter words hit my soul.Off course he still sees me as Rebel girl.Even I wasn't aware that i am capable of becoming soft.But pity is the last thing i would give him.It angered me.I was again at the same point where i want so say so much to him yet unable to do.
Putting my hands around him ,i locked him an embrace.I felt him stiffen at first then slowly resting his head on my shoulder.His arms were still an his sides.I know he was in a dilemma.He was completely engulfed by the darkness with no hope to find a ray of light.He was living old stormy night with no hope for sunrise.
"Everything will be fine"
I spoke leaning into him more,his scent washing over me.I have to tell him,there definitely is a sunrise just for him.He need to make it to his sunrise.
"You'll make it to the sunrise"
With the last words of assurance ,I let him go.Although i did felt his hand creeping up to return my embrace but if i let him do that than i might not be able to get away from him or he might would have said something that i can't handle either way he didn't stop me nor i wanted to.He need to sort himself out before starting something new.I turned away from him ,giving him a small smile.He will survive this night.
"I still haven't told him my name"
I went away from there chuckling at this thought.
Hope i haven't bored you all!!
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