Shivika TS-|| Jab Dil Apne Pe Aata Hai ||
Shot 1: Roke Naa Ruke Naina
A busy Anika was running here and there, guiding the workers decorating the interiors of the lavish mansion. A maid walked up to her, and she became busy instructing her.
He was watching it all. He was annoyed. Why was she so jovial about the entire affair? Did it really make no difference to her if he married another woman?
He jerked out of his thoughts and spoke to himself with confidence-"Usse farak padta hai ! I know that.!"
He walks towards her. Her head was turned the other way as she spoke to the maid.
"Theek se kia karo, abhi toh main hoon, lekin kal ke baad main nahi hongi sab theek karne ke liye ! Ab jao aur yeh daadi ko de doo!"
She dismisses the maid and she herself moves towards the entrance to guide the decorators there.
He stood their fixed to the spot. Her words ringed at loop, in his ears.
Kal ke baad main nahi hongi sab theek karne ke liye.
Tu jo nazron ke saamne,
kal hoga nahi
Tujhko dekhe bin main
mar na jaaun kahin
Now that you'll not be there
in front of me tomorrow
I hope I don't die
of your absence...
Finally, as her words faded and his brain came back to partial senses. He moves aside by the pillar lost in his thoughts. He looked up and saw her busily instructing. His eyes were fixed at her. As she moved ahead so did he peeking at her from behind the pillars.
He dint take off his eyes from her, fearing that she would vanish into thin air if he looked away for a moment. Would she go? Would she leave him? How the hell would he live without her.!
He stared at blank space at the thought. No. He couldn't even think of it. His eyes fluttered, and rested back on her.
Tujhko bhool jaaun kaise?
Maanein na, manaaun kaise?
tu bata...
Roke na ruke ye naina
Teri ore hai inhein toh rehna
Roke na ruke naina...
How do I forget you,
They(My eyes) don't listen to me, how do I make them listen?
tell me..
My eyes don't stop even though I try to,
They have to look in your direction..!
They have to rest only on you.
She turned to the left and went upstairs. He sighed. Where was all this heading? He had no clue when things had gone so out of his hand. He was scheduled to marry another woman in the next 12 hours.! And his wife had no problem with that!
He hit his fist on the pillar. Everything was slipping out of his hands. Why couldn't she just admit the fact ? He would had been winning over this situation if she was on his side. But this time she wasn't. On one side if he was fighting Mrs.Kapoor, at the other he was Fighting HER.
He was losing both the fights. For the first time he felt weak. His brothers weren't beside him at the moment, either. Only he was left with himself.
He hit his fist on the pillar once again. Shivaay Singh Oberoi din't lose. He wouldn't this time as well. He ran his hand through his hair, and with long strides left for his room.
He sighed and rested his head on the headrest of the couch, covering his face with his palms. Three hours had passed, with no development at all, except the arrival of a few gift hampers at his room.
He got up, and walked up to the side table, an espresso would do some good he thought.
As he poured water into the kettle, and waited it to boil. His ears started ringing with her words.
"Agar humaare bache hote toh aap aise kaali coffee nahi pee rahe hote!!"
He chuckled..."Americano SairaBano..!"
As he poured it in the cup, he remembered the previous incidents when she spat the drink on him.
KaaT-taa hoon laakhon lamhe
kaT-te nahin hain
Saaye teri yaadon ke
HaT-te nahin hain
I try to pass time(without you),
but they don't pass.
The shadows of your memories
don't seem to go away.
He sighed, taking in the aroma.
Memories of the painful scene came back to his head.
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"Aap Tia se shaadi kyun nahi kar lete.? Aakhir main kya hoon aapki zindagi mein.?
Mujhe yaad nahi hai, lekin aapko toh yaad hai. Toh baataiye mujhe kya hoon main aapke liye. Humaare iss rishte ka kya naam hai.? Kyun hoon main aapki zindagi mein. ? Kyun aap mujhe jaane nahi dete.? "
Kyunki main tumsee...
Anika yaadein mit sakti hai lekin jo dil mein ehsaas hote hai wo nahi. Woh ehsaas hi hain jo hum dono ko ek doosre se band kar rakha hai.
Jab Yaadein Nahi Hai Toh Ehsaas Kaise Honge.
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Sookh gaye hain aansoo
Teri judaayi ke
Palkon se phir bhi baadal
Chhat-te nahin hain
The tears of our separation
have dried up.
But still the clouds (the mistiness) of misery,
Hover the eyelids.
His eyes turned moist, his face showed distress and hurt.
Sighing he looked at the black coffee and was about to sip when something struck him.
"Kaali coffee...!"
His mind went into rewind mode to the day of her accident.
He had found it odd the very day. And those suspicious events that followed. He left the cup unattended on the table grabbed his phone and made a few calls.
As he ended the last call, his expression was serious, hurt was evident, but there was also confusion.
"Why are you doing all this Anika!"
Khud ko main hansaaun kaise
Maane na, manaaun kaise?
tu bata...
How do I make myself laugh and be happy,
My eyes don't listen to me,
How do I make them listen, tell me.
"Usse sab yaad hai, phir why is she keeping me away, why is she letting this happen.?"
Does she want to leave me? Does she not care? Does she not ...
Haathon ki lakeerein do
Milti jahaan hain
Jisko pata hai bata de
Jagah wo kahaan hai
where do the two lines of the palm meet
whoever knows, tell me where that place is.
No. This wedding can't happen. I have to speak to her.
He walks out of the room to look for her. He was lost in his thoughts that he dint notice her coming from the other end busily reading a message on her phone.
She bangs into him her phone drops. He holds her before she followed the phone to the ground.
She clutched on to his coat like her life depended on it, her eyes screwed shut.
Ishq mein jaane kaisi
Ye bebasi hai
Dhadkano se milkar bhi
Dil tanha hai
what kind of powerlessness
is this, in love...
even after meeting the heartbeats,
the heart is lonely.
He studied her features like he had never seen them before. She slowly opened her eyes to meet his.
His hand held on to her waist firmly. If eyes could speak, they had spoken millions of words in those two minutes.
Doori main mitaaun kaise?
Maane na, manaaun kaise?
tu bata...
How do I end this distance,
these eyes don't listen to me,
how do I make them listen, tell me.
They stayed like that for a while. Fearing, that if they broke their eye-lock they would lose the other forever.
Roke na ruke naina
Teri ore hai inhe toh rehna
Roke na ruke naina...
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P.S
I m in love with this song, and when I came to know that it was in segment felt extra happy and couldn't help but write a one shot on this.
But I just came to know, it's a dream sequence..!
Anyway hope you enjoyed this OS.!š³