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This is for my contibution to #850
Hey guys i am there with an os...this continues from there court marriage...this is an angsty and emotional piece ...i tried my best to make it one actually...though i am really not good at it...the song used here is bawra mann from jolly llb 2 ...here you guys go
A druked shravan was sitting in the backyard of malhotra mansion with a glass in his hand and his love his WHISKEY bottle in the table
*In their room*
Kahan reh gaya ye. ...bata ke bhi nahi gaya...lekin tujhe kyu itna farak pad raha h sumo? Tujhekya vo kahi bhi jaye kuch bhi kare...ye mat bhul ye shaadi nahi samjhota h...sirf ek samjhota jo tune tere nanu ke liye kiya h or usne uske papa ke liye...ye Sab jante hue bhi dil kyu nahi manta...kyu mujhe aj bhi uski fikar h...itna sab kuch hone ke baad...usne itna sab kiya mujhe itna hurt kiya...Or aditya ko humare baare me ulta seedha bol ke humari dosti pe bhi daag laga diya...lekin fir bhi ye dil kyu kehta h ki ek baar dekhlu ki vo theek h ki nahi...ek baar dekh hi ati hu...varna sukoon nahi milega
With this she starts moving towards the door only to bang with a hard material
"Ouchh!!! Kya kar rahe ho? Dekh ke nahi chal sakte kya?"
"Acha me dekh ke nahi chal rha? Khud ese bhaag rahi ho ki rajhdhani ko peeche chod do" he says rubbing his bicep
"Lagi kya? Dard ho raha h?"
"Haha dard? Vo to hona band ho gaya...dard to usko hota h jiske paas dil hota h...or mera dil haha vo to ab bacha hi nahi" and he laughed dryly
She instantly felt the amount of pain He was going through and could not stop herself from asking
"Itna kyu peete ho shravan?"
"Bhulne ke liye vo dard jo ye duniya deti h...jo tum deti ho...khud ko itna strong banane ke liye ki koi mujhe na tod paye...kyuki or dard sehne ki himmat nahi h mujhne...lekin kya karu...pee kar bhi tum hi yaad ati ho...tumhara chehra jese is dimag me chap gaya h...vo dard yaad ate h...vo nafrat yaad ati h...tumhaari yaad ati h"
"Meri yaad?"she asked in a low tone
"Haan tumhaari yaad...kehne ko tum yahi ho...mere saamne lekin fir bhi kitni door ho tum...humare dil kitne door the...galat kehte h log ki jo ek duje ke vaaste bane hote h vo mil jaate h...to mene kya galti ki thi? To mujhse kya gunah ho gaya tha sumo ? Acha tum hi batao mujhe...mene esa kya kar diya ki bhagwaan hamesha mere saath hi esa kyu karta h...mene kabhi kisi ka dil nahi dukhaya. ..chah kar bhi kisi se nafrat nahi kar pata hu me...to fir me hi kyu sumo? Please jawab do sumo...huh! Tum kya jawab dogi...meri zindagi hi sawal ban gayi h...ek bohot bada sawal"
He says sliding down the wall near the door of his room
"Esa nahi h shravan vo. .."
She says kneeling down in front of him
"Rehne do...nahi de paogi jawab ...mene kaha na meri zindagi hi sawal h...koi jawab nahi de sakta is sawal ka...tumhaari galti nahi h...bas meri kismat hi kharab h...or faltu me tum bhi fas gayi yha mere saath...hosh me to shayad ego k chalte nahi bol pau. ..lekin mujhe sach me lagta h ki tumhaari zindagi me ye saari takleefe meri vajah se h...tum chaho to ja sakti ho...is ghar se meri zindagi se...tum khush rahogi"
"Chali jao" that kept ringing in her ear...and She thought where will she go leaving this stupid man sitting in front of her...whatever be the situation be he was always there since childhood he and nanu were the only people who had her back
"Chali jau? Kaha chali jau? Tumhe chod k jau? Jee paoge mere bina?
He nodded reluctantly
"Chali jao sumo khush rahogi"
"Or tum kon hote ho ye decide karne vale Mr.Shravan malhotra " she shouted
"Tum kon hote ho ye mujhe batane vale ki me mere shravan se door ja ke khush reh paungi...are khush to chodo jee kese paungi me uske bina"
"Tumhaara shravan ab kabhi vapis nahi ayega sumo...ye jo shravan h ye bohot alag h...iski zindagi me sirf dukh , andhera or sawal h"
Bawara mann rah take tarse re
Naina bhi malhaar ban k barse reX2
Aadhe se adhoore se bin tere hum
Pheeka lage hain mujhko sara jahan
"Me vapis laungi mere shravan ko..."
"Sumo tum samajhti kyu nahi...yha sirf dukh h...meri zindagi me or tumhaari me bhi hogi agar tum yha rahi to...Or me nahi chahta ki tumhaari zindagi me dukh ho"
"Kyu? "
"Bas nahi dekh sakta...tumhaare kyu ka jawab nahi h mere paas"
"Lekin mere paas h...tum mujhe dukhi nahi dekh sakte kyuki tum mujhse pyaar karte ho"
Bawara mann rah take tarse re
Naina bhi malhar ban k barse re
He snaps his head upwards
"Haan shravan janti hu me...Sab kuch tumhaara letter padha tha mene ...or uska jawab haan h...haan shravan haan...bohot pyaar karti hu me tumse or nahi jee paungi me tumhaare bina...agar tum chahte ho ki me mar jau to me chali jaati hu"
"Shhh...aj bol diya aj k baad kabhi nahi bolna...agar tumhe kuch ho gaya to tumhaara ye shravan bhi mar jayega sumo"
"Shhh tum bhi nahi bolna"
And he engulfs her in a bone crushing hug melting into each others touch...absorbing the pain in their heart's...pouring love and promising to take care of each other
Ye kesi khushi h jo mom si h
Aankho ke raste has k pighalne lagi
Mannat k dhaage ese h baandhe
Toote na rishta judke tujhse kabhi X2
"Shravan chodo na"
"Kabhi nahi chodunga "
And she smiled looking towards HER shravan who was almost back
"Shravan my knees are hurting "
He spreaded his legs and pulled her into his lap and she rested her head on his chest just above his heart and her fingers in his hair...stroking them
Sau balaye le gaya tu sar se re
Naina ye malhaar ban k barse re
"Shravan ek baat puchu ?"
"Sach me jee lete mere bina?"
"Tumhaare jaane k sath is shravan k jism se jaan bhi chali jaati"
"Shh bola tha ese nahi bologe...khud chup ho jao varna ..."
"Varna kya?" He asked with a naughty glint in his
"Varna me karva dungi" she said blushing
"To karva do na sumo"
and she did... kissed him with all the fervour pouring all pent up love in her and he repriocated with all passion ...after some time they broke apart breathless
"I love you sumo"
"I love you too shravan"
"Ek baat bolu"
"Hmm"
"Itna mat piya karo na...itna dard deti hu me tumhe?"
"Baat ye nahi h sumo...bas dikkat ye h ki jisse hum sabse zyada pyaar karte h...bura bhi sabse zyada uski kadwi baato ka lagta h"
"I am sorry shravan ...tum dekh lena aj k baad tumhaari zindagi me koi dard nahi hoga...kisi bhi dard ko tumse pehle tumhaari sumo se ladna hoga"
Main kagaz ki kashti
Tu baarish ka paani
h tujhse ab ye rishta mera
Tu h to main hu
Tu aye to behlu
Adhi hi duniya meri tere binaaX2
"Or meri sumo wrestler se to koi nahi jeet sakta"
"Or haa i will make sure ki tumhaari zindagi me saari khushiya hogi...me dunga tumhe saari khushiya i promise"
Jee uthi sau baar tujhpe mar k re
Naina ye malhaar ban k barse re
"Chalo acha h Valentine week bhi thoda celebrate ho gaya"
"Humne promise day bhi mana liya or..."
"Hug and kiss day bhi" and she became red as a tomato
"And baaki k days hum kal ek saath mana lenge "
"Acha to aj me ek or promise karta hu...i swear i'll not drink again...Or ek promise tum bhi karo"
"Bolo"
"Aj k baad mujhse kuch nahi chupaogi"
"Promise"
"Sumo vo sab kyu kiya...pushkar ki shaadi k time ?"
"Mujhpe bharosa h?"
"Khud se bhi zyada"
"Me sab bataungi shravan...abhi sahi time nahi h"
"I will wait"
"Acha tum pehle insaan dekhe ho jo nashe me itna sab kuch bol leta h or samajh leta h"
"Nasha to tumhaari meri baaho me ate hi utar gaya tha. ...ab ek insaan ek time p ek type ka hi nasha kar paega na?"
She raised her eyebrow in question
"Tum jab meri baahon me ayi to tumhaare pyaar ka nasha chad gaya...uske saamne ye daaru kya cheez h"
"Eeewww shravan sooo cheesy" and she made a face
And they laughed after long ...whole heartedly the sound of each others laughter a remedy to their wounds and melody to their heart's
"Chalo sote h"
"Aj ese hi so jao na sumo"
"Me ek second bhi tumse door nahi hona chahta...please?"
"Okay"
And they slept there in each other's embrace ...gaining strengths for the TOMMOROW that awaited but now that they were together they knew they will face it however big the problem is
The end
please let me know through your comments did it felt like one emotional one ? Could I do justice to it and specially did the song fit in there...i was not very sure with it...
Dolly
