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Note: As we are back to the place where everything was started so here I'm gonna explore one relation here which might go unexplored in the show. Here you will see a Vividha in my way. What she have lost the most precious in this journey in my point of view. Hopefully readers will like it.
Life is an unbiased trial, it never differentiate between man n woman, rituals n customs. Life believe in giving but not without a toll. Some heavy, some light but there is always a toll for everything. Such a toll is paid by Vividha n Kailash Kashyap. One paid for love, other paid for ego. After a lengthy trial Kailash Kashyap have given a sentence of 10 years in attempt to murder case n all other crimes he committed.
A room with three concrete walls having a skylight in one. One wall ain't wall in true sense but bars made of rusty iron. There is a horrible silence in the corridors. The man who wasn't afraid of killing a person is now seems afraid of these walls, bars n sinister silence round the corridors. But now he is able to here a sound, some footsteps approaching towards him. He is confused, afraid like if death his coming to grab him. His big eyes but blind mind is now able to see a shadow. Shadow looks familiar to him just like his own but still there is something strange.
With the help of dawn coming from skylight, now he can see the person.
Kailash: You. What are doing here now? Yeah must have come to enjoy my this state as your victory token. You won. Go now celebrate with your lover.
She is standing still with no smile at her face n with dry n sunken eyes. She is dressed like to attend a party but something is still missing.
Vividha: You know what today is my engagement with my love. My love for whom I fought with you n world. How am I looking??
Kailash: I hv no interest in you n your life. Just get lost from here.
Vividha: This is jail Mr. Kailash Kashyap. Your wishes n orders holds no value here. Today you are abandoned to hear me. Just look at me once. Am I not looking like a bride doll which you gifted me when I was 8 years old??
Kailash: So you came here to show me your bridal attire. Must be very happy now.
Vividha: Let us cut the crap. Coming to why I have came here when just few hours are left in my engagement. Today you will listen, I will say. No one at this earth can understand whatever I'm going to say. Shall I start??
Kailash gives a cold look
Vividha: You know what I was very happy when family decided my engagement date. I did all preparations in full swings starting from sweets to dresses, from make up to jewellery. Even booked the most costly garden for the event. Today reached parlor much before the time in enthusiasm. Thoughts of uniting to my love after fighting with this whole damn world were giving me goosebumps of happiness. But while coming back from the parlor, at red signal saw a 8 years old girl waiting for someone. She looked very sad. I thought she might need some help. I was just about to step out from the car but then I saw a man coming with a bicycle n stopped right infront of the girl. That sad girl all of sudden turned to the most happy person alive in the world. Her eyes filled with happiness, her smile was joyful. It was evident to one from the scene, that girl was waiting for her father who arrived. Then I saw the mirror to see a happy me but I wasn't happy so. My kajal was flown away due to tears. I tried to smile but couldn't. That girl who got nothing was more happy than me who is getting everything. Her happiness of just seeing father was much more abundant than mine. You know people say I'm very lucky to get my love back. They see a woman who got free from ties of an unwanted marriage. They see a woman who fought for her love n didn't bow to diseased customs of the society. But no one sees that daughter who lost everything n would never be able to comeback. They never see the graveyard of a daughter beneath the victorious smile of a woman. And the funny part is no one can understand that why I'm feeling sad as a daughter. They say you are unworthy father who crushed your daughter's feeling below the giants foot of your ego. You almost killed my lover. You abused my mother for years. So I have a liberty to hate you to extremes. But in doing so how many times I faced death. You hv no idea about that.
Kailash: Why are you saying these things to me? Go to your lover, tell him.
Vividha(smirks): Do you really think I hv that option? I will say to a man who almost got killed by you that I still love you n miss you. Will he understand me? Maybe today he will understand my pain but what about tomorrow, day after n after that as this is a lifetime wound. It will not heal but continue to pain me every second. You know why I was happy when you accepted to marry me n Atharv ? Not only because I was getting to marry to my lover, many in world get that. My reason for happiness was bit different. Every girl has fear being far away from her parents after marriage. Living in an unknown home with unknown faces. But I was happy cuz even after marriage I would not hv been far away from you. I was sure that not even a single word of mine would go unheard. But all those dreams got shattered. Somedays ago I was a happy free living daughter who were so secured with the aura of nothing could go wrong in her life as her dad is with me. N now everything have gone wrong in my life only cuz of my dad. Today I'm ex wife of someone. Someone who took my all pain without uttering a single word n united me with love of my life. He demands nothing from me nor I'm able to give him anything. Today I'm a culprit of breaking trust of a lady who showered me with exceptional love. Today I'm would be wife of someone who still have doubts about me. I'm sure in future his love will overcome his insecurities about my love to him. But what about love of a daughter, will he understand? He who got abandoned by his father, who think that every father in this world are cruel n unworthy. When I met him, thought that I would be able to make him understand that not every father in this world is like his father when he would see your love for me. But I got miserably failed, instead of convincing him now I'm in a doubtful situation about fathers. Today I'm going to be with my love forever but still not as happy as I used to be at the times when you brought me my favourite dolls. With every smile of a rebellious lover, there is death of every single heart beat of a daughter n no one will see that. Not now, not tomorrow, never n ever. Ur daughter is dying Mr. Kailash Kashyap but neither you nor I could help other than seeing the game of death.You know what's the most funny thing, even after having so much atrocities done by you if today God ask me what I want in true sense I would say give me back my same father who used to love me and was ready to do anything for me. You when I used to roam in gullies of this city, people used to call me daughter of Kailash kashyap and I used to feel so proud of it. Now same gully, same people, same name but place of proud is got replaced by shame. It would be very mean of me to say that but yes the daughter of a devil father was more happy than the lover of a nice guy n nicer husband. Good bye Mr. Kailash Kashyap.
With backward footsteps Vividha get lost in dark. Kailash kashyap who was indifferent infront of her have now sinked into sea of tears. Knowing that it's too late now. N that's the end of a father-daughter relation leaving some ugly scars on soul of both.
-/~ THE END -/~
Life is an unbiased trial, it never differentiate between man n woman, rituals n customs. Life believe in giving but not without a toll. Some heavy, some light but there is always a toll for everything. Such a toll is paid by Vividha n Kailash Kashyap. One paid for love, other paid for ego. After a lengthy trial Kailash Kashyap have given a sentence of 10 years in attempt to murder case n all other crimes he committed.
A room with three concrete walls having a skylight in one. One wall ain't wall in true sense but bars made of rusty iron. There is a horrible silence in the corridors. The man who wasn't afraid of killing a person is now seems afraid of these walls, bars n sinister silence round the corridors. But now he is able to here a sound, some footsteps approaching towards him. He is confused, afraid like if death his coming to grab him. His big eyes but blind mind is now able to see a shadow. Shadow looks familiar to him just like his own but still there is something strange.
With the help of dawn coming from skylight, now he can see the person.
Kailash: You. What are doing here now? Yeah must have come to enjoy my this state as your victory token. You won. Go now celebrate with your lover.
She is standing still with no smile at her face n with dry n sunken eyes. She is dressed like to attend a party but something is still missing.
Vividha: You know what today is my engagement with my love. My love for whom I fought with you n world. How am I looking??
Kailash: I hv no interest in you n your life. Just get lost from here.
Vividha: This is jail Mr. Kailash Kashyap. Your wishes n orders holds no value here. Today you are abandoned to hear me. Just look at me once. Am I not looking like a bride doll which you gifted me when I was 8 years old??
Kailash: So you came here to show me your bridal attire. Must be very happy now.
Vividha: Let us cut the crap. Coming to why I have came here when just few hours are left in my engagement. Today you will listen, I will say. No one at this earth can understand whatever I'm going to say. Shall I start??
Kailash gives a cold look
Vividha: You know what I was very happy when family decided my engagement date. I did all preparations in full swings starting from sweets to dresses, from make up to jewellery. Even booked the most costly garden for the event. Today reached parlor much before the time in enthusiasm. Thoughts of uniting to my love after fighting with this whole damn world were giving me goosebumps of happiness. But while coming back from the parlor, at red signal saw a 8 years old girl waiting for someone. She looked very sad. I thought she might need some help. I was just about to step out from the car but then I saw a man coming with a bicycle n stopped right infront of the girl. That sad girl all of sudden turned to the most happy person alive in the world. Her eyes filled with happiness, her smile was joyful. It was evident to one from the scene, that girl was waiting for her father who arrived. Then I saw the mirror to see a happy me but I wasn't happy so. My kajal was flown away due to tears. I tried to smile but couldn't. That girl who got nothing was more happy than me who is getting everything. Her happiness of just seeing father was much more abundant than mine. You know people say I'm very lucky to get my love back. They see a woman who got free from ties of an unwanted marriage. They see a woman who fought for her love n didn't bow to diseased customs of the society. But no one sees that daughter who lost everything n would never be able to comeback. They never see the graveyard of a daughter beneath the victorious smile of a woman. And the funny part is no one can understand that why I'm feeling sad as a daughter. They say you are unworthy father who crushed your daughter's feeling below the giants foot of your ego. You almost killed my lover. You abused my mother for years. So I have a liberty to hate you to extremes. But in doing so how many times I faced death. You hv no idea about that.
Kailash: Why are you saying these things to me? Go to your lover, tell him.
Vividha(smirks): Do you really think I hv that option? I will say to a man who almost got killed by you that I still love you n miss you. Will he understand me? Maybe today he will understand my pain but what about tomorrow, day after n after that as this is a lifetime wound. It will not heal but continue to pain me every second. You know why I was happy when you accepted to marry me n Atharv ? Not only because I was getting to marry to my lover, many in world get that. My reason for happiness was bit different. Every girl has fear being far away from her parents after marriage. Living in an unknown home with unknown faces. But I was happy cuz even after marriage I would not hv been far away from you. I was sure that not even a single word of mine would go unheard. But all those dreams got shattered. Somedays ago I was a happy free living daughter who were so secured with the aura of nothing could go wrong in her life as her dad is with me. N now everything have gone wrong in my life only cuz of my dad. Today I'm ex wife of someone. Someone who took my all pain without uttering a single word n united me with love of my life. He demands nothing from me nor I'm able to give him anything. Today I'm a culprit of breaking trust of a lady who showered me with exceptional love. Today I'm would be wife of someone who still have doubts about me. I'm sure in future his love will overcome his insecurities about my love to him. But what about love of a daughter, will he understand? He who got abandoned by his father, who think that every father in this world are cruel n unworthy. When I met him, thought that I would be able to make him understand that not every father in this world is like his father when he would see your love for me. But I got miserably failed, instead of convincing him now I'm in a doubtful situation about fathers. Today I'm going to be with my love forever but still not as happy as I used to be at the times when you brought me my favourite dolls. With every smile of a rebellious lover, there is death of every single heart beat of a daughter n no one will see that. Not now, not tomorrow, never n ever. Ur daughter is dying Mr. Kailash Kashyap but neither you nor I could help other than seeing the game of death.You know what's the most funny thing, even after having so much atrocities done by you if today God ask me what I want in true sense I would say give me back my same father who used to love me and was ready to do anything for me. You when I used to roam in gullies of this city, people used to call me daughter of Kailash kashyap and I used to feel so proud of it. Now same gully, same people, same name but place of proud is got replaced by shame. It would be very mean of me to say that but yes the daughter of a devil father was more happy than the lover of a nice guy n nicer husband. Good bye Mr. Kailash Kashyap.
With backward footsteps Vividha get lost in dark. Kailash kashyap who was indifferent infront of her have now sinked into sea of tears. Knowing that it's too late now. N that's the end of a father-daughter relation leaving some ugly scars on soul of both.
-/~ THE END -/~
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