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I have been silent reader many many years now. I have been reading ss, os, ts ans ff of every serial like my all time favourite D3 and EHMMBH and many more. In these days I have been reading about ishqbaaz and I'm loving it. It's just Amazing... I love you guys you are really amazing everyone. Everyone of you are really special for me very special. I love you with my heart. Maybe I don't know anyone of you but remember I have always loved you guys.
I wanted to try to write plz give me feedback plz and if you guys liked it I will continue...
It's shivika like you know
There was darkness overall. Suddenly I felt two hands sneaking on me. I woke up saw him almost falling on me. I tried to push him but he was stronger than me.
I fighted back and tried the hardest to stop him. I was crying like hell. I cried for help but nobody could hear me!
"Stoop! Please stop." I was pleading, but he continued like always. I pushed him so hard I could and locked me in bathroom. He tried to talk to me but I was crying so I couldn't answer.
I took of my clothes and looked at the bruises. My whole body was covered of the blue marks of his hands. I went to the shower tired of washing me so many times. Trying to make the marks of his hands to go. Tired of feeling dirty. Every place he has touched burns and remains forever in my heart.
"I'm not bad I'm not so bad what have I done that I deserve this? What?"
I held my head in my trembling hands trying to calm down knowing he is standing outside. It was hard for me, so I stayed in the bathroom as long as I could. Under the warm shower. Crying and hoping that the pain would be washed away with the water. This happened almost every day.
I wrapped my hands around myself as it to ward off a blow.
Then I heard him screaming asking me to open the door. I heard him screaming and trying to break the door. And there he was in front of me and I was lying naked in the bath. He come closer to me and I tried my hardest to cover me up
"Please don't touch me please just go away please. You can't do that to me you can't!
"I can surely do that you owe me your life so just shut up and let me do what I want." His voice echoed in my ears
He came closer to me and touched me.
My eyes was wide and tortured. I feel the pain wash over me. As I hear a voice in the back of my mind saying that one day someone will come and take all the pain away all. And one day everything will get better. But right now everything was a disaster
"NOOO!"
I woke up, drenched in sweat. It wasn't a dream, it was a memory. My trembling hand unconsciously went over my whole body. I suddenly felt suffocated, felt the walls closing in, crushing me. I took deep calming breathes. Focussing on the wall like my therapist had had advised. I was still staring ahed, wide awake but my mind was elsewhere. I was remembering the last run. I was remembering being caught in his arms his voice echoing in my ears. I was replying the horros that no women could watch and remain unaffected.
Tu... tum phirse wa...wahi...wahi sapna.. stammered Sahil
Ha... phirs wahi bura sapna tha... tum fikr mat kar ma theek ho
Kaun ha woh kya kar rahi ha woh...? Tum mujhe kabhi batate kyun nah
Kuch nahi hai Sahil tum so jaa.
I made him sleep, but I couldn't sleep all night, because every time I closed my eyes he was there... again
I'm very afraid that he will find me and take my only thing left in this world from me. My love, my jaan, my life my everything my brother from me.
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Plz say how it was and to continue or not
Love u guys
Seher Hone Ko Hai
