herez something for u :**


What i used to be and what i have become ..
Standing all alone was my habit with my emotions always mum..
My heart had just forgotten to desire..
But maybe it should have remembered how rebellious me n my soul were..
I considered myselfsmart after the experiences of life..
But couldn't controlwhen my feelings took my heart for a drive..
**There is something now I know..
That makes my heartbeat go fast..
There is something now i know..
That makes me , for a moment , forget my past..
**The people n world seemed so lame..
But i started to care as u came..
I thought i had the reins of my heart that wont bother..
But today just one idea of u being hurt n about nothing else i can ponder...
**You made your way into my heart..
Maybe you don't know but u lift my mood..
just a thought of you and i forget to be rude..
Strange.. But merely your words possess the magic for this art..
**I tried a lot not to think of u..
After all its not been long since i have known u..
But my heart tells me a different story..
without u it loses its glory..
**I tried convincing myself that i shouldn't feel this way..
But in the end u were the one, for whom i always used to pray..
**Back then... i knew n feared maybe we ould never be..
But all those things go in vain, when i talk to u, i get a feeling..
That maybe.. maybe we are just meant to be..
Let me live the moment ..and be fearless of what the future might bring...
**I tried to stay away,i couldn't..
Anxiety n inquisitiveness troubled me every hour..
**No! i couldn't tell you what you make me feel..
For me our bond was special..
Just pretended the feelings weren't real..
At least this way u won't go far, i tried managing this one sided deal...
**Saying something might be easy..
But i want you to feel..
To let you know that with u a hope was brought..
That maybe i'll have someone despite of my past..
**My heart longs for u..
Eyes become restless when can't find u..
You entered where nobody else did..
You r the one who helped even in tough times to feel splendid..
**Yes you need to be expressive.. you do..
But your smile n happiness is what i desire for all the way through..
**Do we really need words ???
Can any phrase, any words equalise what i feel..
Is our bond dependent on what we speak??
Can't the speech of my gestures be seen??
The way i m with u, im with nobody else..
My love! think n try to feel once..
You will find a heart that longs for u..
A pair of eyes that behold u..
A craving soul that wants to admire u..
A person truely, deeply n madly in love who doesn't want to lose u..
**No words would suffice..try n u could feel..
Maybe i wont confess with mere words..
But u know me! feel the unspoken factual verse..
Search for my heart not my words..
And then i m hopeful that one day it would be seen by the stars..
That my one-sided deal would be reciprocated as OURS!!!!!!!!