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PART 1
Asad Ahmed Khan, just a 5 years and four months old young boy, who have faced so much in his life that he became way more mature then his age...everything with which he went through made him turn into someone which was dangerous for his future...someone who lost the ability to trust anyone, to open up to anyone...someone who almost lost his childhood in the hand of his father and may be his mother too...
He along with his mother sat on the couch, as his mother weeped, he tried to console her by doing anything which was in his will...and at last when he failed he sat on the floor beside his mother and placed his head on her intertwined fingers... because he was a child who needed his mother too...and seeing her crying so bitterly made him helpless and he seek her help to fight with this helplessness...
When his mother was watching his father packing his stuff and leaving with a heavy heart, he avoided witnessing that rather he sat like that, his head on his mother's intertwined fingers and his eyes closed...trying to block everything which he was forced to witness...his heart screamed for his father to understand that watching him leaving was as painful as dying... but his heart wrenching pleads fell into deaf's ear as his father couldn't even understand his silence
Afaque Mehmood, his grand father was a successful cardiologist, thus when his father, Rashid Ahmed Khan left them, his grand father welcomed them with open arms, although it was really painful to leave their beautiful house and all there memories behind, they did, they did leave to start a new life
It was tough, it was really very tough but he did his best to let it pass, he use to remind himself that he is strong, and he can deal with everything that life has thrown in his way because now he is the only support of his Mother, Dilshaad Ahmed Khan, it took time but he over come this pain, entering in a new life with the help of his Mother and his friend, his only friend, Tanveer Baig... she was his Grand Parents neighbour's only daughter
At first when he met her, he ignored her but she tried her best to be his friend which he least wanted...after all when your own father walked away crumbling your happiness, love and trust in his way then how can you let anyone else enter in your life and then do the same to you like how your father did...why would you take such risk? But tanveer, her innocence and her determination to be with him forced him to change his mind and he let her in...she was 5, a few months younger to him...they turned into the Best of friends and use to each others company a lot
Asad imagined to spend his entire life with his ami, nanu , nani and his tannu...he was content with what life gave him and the wound his father gave started healing but all his happiness, all his satisfaction and dreams were short lived that after exact 2 years his father returned, but he wasn't alone, he had a 1 year old little princess in his hands...
Asad didn't know what took place after his father's return but after a few hours of debate between his father and his Grand Parents and at last his mother, he was told that he is leaving, back to his old home with his ami abu and his sister...it was shocking for him, firstly he had no sister, secondly he didn't want to leave and thirdly he didn't wish to be with his father...but when he cried and pleaded for the same to his mother, she helplessly ignored his plead and took him with her...back at their house, which can never be a home
That day something broke inside him and he lost his trust in his ami too...although with each passing day he realized that his ami loved his abu very much that she couldn't let go of him...but this didn't lessen his pain, he was way too much hurt, he had to let go of his only friend, of his live once again which he started loving and it hurted him...may be he was being selfish but what would a 7 years old boy do? When he is played and taken for granted by his own parents? So he distant himself from his ami too and his abu, well he never talked to him from the day he returned ... the only reason for whom he was living his life was his sister, Najma...
Of course he wasn't too naive to know that she wasn't his actual sister but when his own people betrayed him then he should give chance to others, and just like tanveer he wanted to give one chance to this Little Princess too...she was his life, his baby sister whom he loved a lot...
Later after few months he got to know that his father's second wife died one year after giving birth to his little princess and that's why having no other option his father had came back to beg for forgiveness and his mother did forgive him..Time flew by and he turned into a handsome teenager...But life was same as it was years ago, now he knew why his father came back, how his father's second wife died, according to his ami he was guilty but to him it didn't really matter...
His ami was trying, she was trying her best to mend her relationship with him, but what she first failed to notice was her son's believe in love, his believe in a 5 letter word called trust was now lost and she missed that the day she turned away to his pleads was the day his son heart turned away to her love...and when she realized what big mistake she committed it was too late to set it right
Dilshaad somewhere knew that all is not lost, because he never disrespect her, but this doesn't mean that he trust her...she was guilty for so many reasons although he never told her what made him what he is, but she knew that she was the sole reason her son stopped smiling, she became selfish when her husband return back to her, so much selfish that she forgot that she has a son who loved her very much and trusted her blindly...
Rashid use to witness it, he use to bear the coldness and ignorance his son held for him, he use to take it as his punishment for hurting him to such an extent that his son couldn't really forgive him for everything he went through...he was his super man with super powers with which he can set everything right whenever it goes wrong but he himself made him believe that there is no one such as super man with super powers as he ruined everything himself to not to set if right ever again
Najma was that only person who was unaware about everything, she sometimes use to sense the tension around her but she use to brush them away as she was living in a facade , a facade where her abu was a super man, her ami was super woman and her brother, well he was her angel...she lived in a home where everything was perfect and they use to live happily just like fairy tales and she is the only thing asad didn't regret to get from his awful past
Tanveer was a girl with a pure heart, she knew everything about asad and was his only friend, even she loved him a lot and although they lived away from each other, she was always there for him... to share his pain and happiness
All in all, life was passing and they were living it the way it came their way...Rashid and Dilshaad spend their entire life in mending their broken relationship and were somewhere successful but it wasn't 100% in anyway...Najma was living her life with a flow, loving it the way it was and Asad, he was living it as a challenge...a challenge thrown in his way by life itself...he could never forget his past, something which didn't let him move on from it...life went on but he was stuck there only where he was 17 years ago..he was 22 years old now but his heart was still the same it was when he was 5...
His heart, secured with a wall, a wall which never let anyone get in, his heart which stopped loving, which stopped trusting anyone...his heart which stopped living,
His past left such a void in his life that he wasn't able to move on from it ever...he was never excited about anything, never ever he felt happy on being with new people, in fact that little child in him feared that what if this new chapter will bring another betrayal, a betrayal filled with lack of trust, no love and so much of ignorance...that 5 years old asad in him didn't let him move on, he never let him forget how his little heart was butchered by his own parents, how his trust was killed by his own angels...
He use to make himself understand that this world is filled with Fakeness, people living here are not trust worthy, nor lovable ...because if you will love them, you will only get betrayal , a betrayal in best possible way that will crush your heart and your soul into pieces and being through such torture twice he didn't wish to let it happen with him again ... he knew how to fight and he will fight with this facade called love and this lie called trust...trust of someone in anyone ... because people can be anything but not trustworthy
He was driving back to his house, a house which he thought can never be home, a house which going against his expectations turned into a home but for a short period of time...because she left...parking his car he made his way inside his house...as always today too he knew thay someone would be waiting for him but does it matter? He thought for a moment before locking the door...he could see a feminine figure leaning on the chair with her eyes close, waiting for him
He knew If he will go away without informing her then she will keep on sitting there with his dinner, he sighed, I will freshen up and come' he said to no one in particular but he knew she understood that it was for him...he made his way to his room but he could see her getting up to reheat his food from the corner of his eyes
And here he was once again back in his room, a room which was filled with so many memories, memories of his childhood where he use to sleep hugging his parents with his abu telling him bedtime stories, memories of him crying after locking himself insideon hearing his parents fight, memories of packing everything and leaving, memories of coming back after which his room became his only support, where he use to hide himself from the world, where not even his best friend tannu and his princess najma could come but she did came...and some beautiful memories made it's way to him before getting replaced by some painful memories...
He changed into his night suit and made his way to dinner table, she was seated on the same place as before and as soon as she saw him coming she served his food in his plate, he didn't say anything but silently took his seat to have his dinner, she placed a glass of water in front of him... 'are you ohkay?' She at last asked...he took in a deep breath before nodding
'But you don't look ohkay asad' she still said worriedly 'i am ohkay ...ami' he told looking up at her and one look at him and she went quite...she sat there as he ate his food in silence, picked up the dishes and washed them in the sink, mumbled a Khuda Hafiz and left for his room calling it a night...few tears rolled down her cheeks as she saw it all helplessly
She regret doing what she did to her son, she regret leaving him in pain, she regret her every action but it was too late...too late to set it right
Asad lied flat on his bed and as soon as his back hit his bed, he closed his eyes calling it a night and the last thing he remember before going into deep slumber was her smiling face ...
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