That nightmare

I Just want to share my feelings with you all. Recently (2 months) my mom left me forever. She passed away and left me in this cruel world. She was my world and my only family. I'm not so close to my father as he is very abusive, I'm watching his, this nature since my childhood so now I feel very terrible with him. And just a few days ago I saw a dream where he was getting re-married, but the problem is my many dreams comes true these days and if my this dream comes true then I guess I'll die with embarrassment. Please don't say that everyone needs a partner, I know being alone is so hard, Right now i'm also alone but he is not a great husband. However, I don't want to complain about him anymore. I just wish any else woman life should not spoil. Moreover, I also can't live with strangers in the same house. i guess, i should move out . Anyways Do you guys think my mom still love me? my relatives keep asking me all the time are you okay, can't they see I'm not

I am sorry about your loss.

Oh no nikki I'm so sorry baby I know how close u were to her and from u'v told me abt ur dad I seriously feel u should leave now. It's high time u unclipped ur wings and started a better life. yes it is easier said than done but u have to make this move now. Of course she still loves u, there's no love in this world that can be compared to a mother's love. u should take a small memory of her, keep it with u at all times something like a locket or anything special of hers and move out. trust me ur life will get better if u stand on ur own feet and become independent

Whatever I say will be less for your situation.. sorry you are going through this.

Sorry to know ur situation dear...life has to go on..u can't pause for anything..I know how it feels..
C..if u r financially stable and if you can stand on ur own then u can leave ur home..
But remember there is always 2 sides of a coin...have u ever tried to communicate with your dad?? Did u ask him y is he behaving so...??? If not..then u confront him first.. even after that if u feels he is wrong then u leave...or try giving him a 2nd chance..he is ur dad afterall

We all have to move forward. I suggest you be independent and hope for da best.

Hi Nitika, I am sorry for your loss.