PART 12
after adi left,ishita simply laid on bed and hid herself inside quilt royally ignoring raman.but unknown to her,today raman has come determined to talk to ishita and take her back home
so,he went to ishita and pulled the blanket off her and saw ishita closing her eyes tightly,raman smiled seeing her antics.
Ra ishita open your eyes,i want to talk something important
ishita simply laid as if she didn't listen anything and pretended to sleep, but raman know that she is awake.he tried a lot more times and finally said
Ra i know you are awake,now be a good girl and wake up
seeing no change in her,a naughty idea came in raman's mind.he traced ishita's facial features with his index finger and husked near her ear
Ra i know you are awake madrasan.you can't even imagine what i will do if you don't open your eyes now...
ishita,being stubborn all the while held the bed sheet tightly in her fists but didn't open her eyes.raman saw this and smirked seeing his effect on her
Ra enough of controlling yourself madam.don't you think its already too much what you did.now talk with me or else i am going to kiss you
then also ishita didn't open her eyes
Ra okay,then lets make love here,its been a very very long time right?
that's it,ishita opened her eyes the next moment as if a bomb exploded on her head,raman couldn't control his laugh seeing her expression and laughed out loudly
this only added to ishita's anger
IđĄ what's your problem???what do you want now????
Ra you
I what do you mean???
Ra i mean that you are my problem and all i want is you
I why do you need this problem with you???
Ra why are you always talking like that ishita???i accepted naa,i was wrong then,but why do you talk like that???
I i am not talking about that day,infact i too want to forget about that.just now you said that i am your problem
Ra haa,i mean that my problem is that you are not accepting my apology and not coming to me
ishita just turned away her head and didn't respond anything to this
Ra please ishita,one chance for me.i will never make you regret for this.
ishita couldn't see raman like this.she has already forgave him,but don't want to go back to that house from where she was sent out and even she is not prepared enough to live together with raman.so,for now she wants to live alone.
getting no response from ishita,he thought that she still didn't forgive him and hates him so much that she didn't even care his pain
he sat on his knees before ishita while she sat on the bed and kept his head on her hands which were on her lap and cried loudly.as a reflex, ishita's hands were on his hairs to caress him.
I please don't cry raman.
Ra i was so alone without you.no one was there for me to share my pain,i missed you so much ishita.i am not able to bear this distance anymore.i want you.i know its not easy to forget all those i said and forgive me.but i promise i will erase all those bitter memories with my love
ishita is just looking at him,not knowing what to do.she wants to go back to him as she knows only he can heal her all pains and at the same time,don't want to go back as its against her self respect.but is again becoming weak in his love.she remembered all those words which he told her once again and made herself firm in her decision
she held his shoulders and made him sit on the bed
I see raman,i may sound stubborn or harsh,but right now,i am really not prepared enough to come back to you.i have decided to stay in india only till our kids are settled in their lives.
raman again opened his mouth but was cut by ishita
I no raman,i am not angry with you.of course,i too am trying to forget that but i am really helpless,please raman lets end this here.i don't want to come back.and also,no relation is left between us except that we are parents of our kids.please don't make it difficult for me
Ra ho gaya...did you finish your rant???erase the thought that you will be away from me.i am warning you,this is the last time i should listen it from you.i don't want to hear that again
ishita is literally shocked with this change in raman's mood.she is again seeing the glimpse of her raavan kumar
Ra just because i am dealing with patience doesn't mean that i will let you go away from me if you want.even you know that how much ever you run away from me,your final destination is me,and the same applies to me too.we both know that we both are incomplete without each other.i accept that right now,you are angry with and rightfully you must be,i agree that too.but don't tell that we have no relation and we are just parents to our children.i will never take that as answer
I you are the one who behaved that way by throwing me out of your life when we lost our ru.
Ra you know that was in that heat of moment.you know my temper,right???whatever that was happened i am really sorry for that.i will try to control my anger from now.but don't you dare tell me that you won't come back,even if you tell that i won't let you do so.
ishita just looked at him seeing determination in his eyes and she couldn't help but smile inward as she is feeling very happy experiencing this love once again which she thought she could never get.
I okay,i have few doubts.you first cear them,then i will think about my decision.will you answer them and give me correct answers????
raman just nodded her head.
I why didn't you search for my body when you got to know that i committed suicide.
she asked with tears in her eyes,while raman is fully in shock with this sudden question.he don't want to think about that unfateful day again,but then thought that its best to end this for once and all
I see,you have no answer naa.it means you hate me so much to even search for my body.
and she started her favourite job of crying bitterly
Ra ishita its not like that yaar,why do you keep on crying like this.you want to know the truth naa.then,listen carefully.but after that you shouldn't cry or blame yourself or feel guilty,okay????
ishita nodded her head
Ra after i came to know that you committed suicide,i was in a state of shock that i have made my strong JKR into a weak woman that she committed suicide.i was in so much guilt and was not able to think anything with a straight mind.
he started narrating flashback
flashback
raman locked himself in their room and sat there drinking and crying looking at ishra photo and ishraru albums.he didn't allow anyone into the room nor did he go out.family are tensed a lot not knowing how to bring him out,they could only hear his loud cries.a whole day passed like this.
next morning,raman received a call from shagun stating that its day for pihu to get discharged and her parents should sign the papers.though raman is not feeling like going anywhere leaving that room.he then realises and makes himself understand that as ishita is also absent,now its his duty to take care of their newly born child.
Ra don't keep on crying raman.now its your duty to look after your daughter.if that jhansi ki rani returns,she would eat me alive saying that i am a bad father and i don't deserve to be called as papa.
he smiled to himself remembering how she used to lecture him in the past when he used to ignore ruhi,and this again bought tears in his eyes.he picked the frame which is on bed in which ruhi is sitting on ishita lap and kissing ishita's cheeks and hugged it close to his heart and cried.
Ra please come back to papa both of you.i can't live without you people,you know that very well,right???i am already missing you.i know you both are alive,just missing right????i promise i will find you both soon...
he determined himself and went to get their newly born baby home.he first went to police station and complained a missing complaint of ruhi and ishita.then,he went to hospital and completed all the formalities.he was about to sit in his car when shagun along with manoj came to meet him.
Ra thank you so much shagun for bringing mine and ishita's baby into this world.i will be really indebted to you for this.
Sh raman...its okay,no formalities.actually we came here to tell you something
Ra what is that shagun????
Sh give the baby to me and go with manoj.its really important.
though raman was confused abd refused to go,manoj took him there forcefully and stopped in front of mortuary.seeing that,raman really got panic attack
Ra why are we here manoj???
Ma be strong raman.i know its really hard,but you have to accept this.its the truth
Ra you are really confusing me.
Ma first of all,you come inside.
then he took him inside and showed a body which was covered fully with white cloth.raman feared for the worst
Ma i am sorry to say this raman,but ishitaji is no more.police has found her body under that cliff as they received complaint that she committed suicide.her post morten is completed and her face is unrecognisable as it has many injuries by rocks and doctors confirmed it as ishitaji.all formalities are completed.here are the papers.
and manoj handed him some papers declaring that the person who died was ishita.raman read those and found all the features matching with those of ishita's.he sat there itself on the floor and cried loudly hugging those papers to his heart.
Ra no no its not true,i want to see her.i won't believe it until i see it with my eyes
Ma raman,control yourself.post mortem of her body is over.you have to be strong.you have a small baby to take care of
after a lot of consoling by manoj,he finally got some sense and decided to take complete care of their baby himself becoming her mumma,ishima and papa.
soo,he informed the family and they completed the final rites of ishita with heavy heart but raman was determined that he would fulfill all his duties along with hers too.
after 3 days,he is sitting in their room playing with pihu when something caught his attention.he noticed a letter that is kept on the dressing table and he remembered that its the letter shagun gave him telling that it was found in baby's crib and was written as PERSONAL ONLY TO RAMAN.he found the hand writing familiar and recognised it as ishita's
raman...
i know by the time you would be reading this,i would have gone very far from you.i am sorry raman,i am not able to keep my promises.i am leaving you alone in mid.i know i am doing wrong,but i can't live where my daughter is no more and also my husband disowns me.i am sorry for all the hurt i caused,i really love you raman.i hope you will always remain happy raman.please fulfill my last wish which is you again marry shagun and tell our daughter that she is her mother.
i know shagun has changed a lot.she will be the best mother for our children.i have written a letter for her too and i hope you both fulfill my last wish.i know i am being selfish,but i want to secure the future of my kids.you somehow make dr.manoj agree to this raman.you will fulfill my this wish right????
I LOVE YOU RAMAN,please forgive me and forget me as a bad dream in your life.
raman was shocked by reading this letter.he is really confused anddon't want to believe this at all.he can never think ishita doing something like this.she will never keep others life at stake for her personal matters.he was thinking so,when pihu started crying bitterly.he tried to stop it in many ways but her cries only got increased.he was thinking what to do when shagun came running into the room and started feeding pihu,while raman went out only to see manoj in the hall along with his family
as soon as manoj saw raman he stood up and went to him
Ma just now i came to know the letter ishitaji wrote to shagun,after a lot of thoughts we have decided that shagun will take care of your baby.i know as a doctor how important it is for a days baby to have mother near her.i am ready to sacrifice shagun for the baby.
Ra but...
Ma its okay,even if we get married shagun will never be happy and all i want is just shagun's happiness.please look after her well.from now shagun is your responsibility
and he went away from there.raman not understanding anything went to his room only to see pihu sleeping peacefully in shagun's warmth.he smiled seeing his daughter's innocent face and kissed her forehead taking her from shagun.
there was a kind of awkward feeling between them and shagun decided to break the silence
Sh raman...
Ra see shagun,i know what you are about to say.but please understand one thing that i can never marry someone again not even for sake of ishita.for me,only ishita is my wife.according to her wish,if you want you can take care of pihu,but i can't marry you.i am sorry if i hurt you.if you want,i will convince manoj.i think you will be happy with him more than me
Sh but raman.i want to take care of pihu.i missed childhood of adi and ruhi and when god is giving me another chance to repent for my mistakes,i want to use it in right way.i want to take care of pihu asher mother which i didn't do in the case of ruhi and adi.please give me this chance
Ra and also lets tell pihu that her mother is ishita,how can we hide it from her.she must know that right????
Sh please raman,don't do this to me.i know its selfish.but lets not tell it.i mean what will we explain about why ishita died???then,she will hate you for doing this to her mother.so,i think its better if we hide about ishita and act as parents to her.
though raman didn't agree initially,finally shagun somehow manipulated him and made him agree
flashback ends
raman completed narrating only to see ishita sobbing silently with tears filled in her eyes
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