Originally posted by: sharmacatty
ok I have to confess something here now..
this is the worst bday of my lyf and the only thing which was good or should i say distracted me from my depressing thoughts is this thread and all these wishes..I smiled few times today just when i peeked in this thread. I would not say that i feel very happy because right now I am feeling to let out my frustration in any form, (anger, argument, fight,and one more thing (IYKWIM)😆, but here i chose this thing, to write here on forum)Thankyou soo much for your wishes and i really mean it. Atleast you guys took time to write here, a simple "Happy Birthday" when many in my family didn't bother to wish me, deliberately.Not that I am affected by them but there are some issues which has made me sad. I am the only reason for my sadness today, as I couldn't control my mind to think over useless things but I never felt this much alone ever, ever.I couldn't cry today because of my mother.. not because she would feel bad but because of my ego.I know I shouldn't write all this here but I can't bear this thing more so am writing.. please ignore my rubbish.I don't care if anyone make fun of this post, i just don't care.. but here I just want to say a big thankyou for giving some of your precious time to me. I am grateful and blessed to have such people.harshu, I didn't talk with you today and I am sorry for that but I was not in a condition to talk.. you might have seen me online but I was just staring at a screen like a fool all day and was not replying to texts in a day.huh.. I don't think i have to say anything more so ok.. finish..laksh.. don't know what to say.. but I just love you❤️ at the same time I would say, I didn't deserve this much love/praise which you bestowed me with. I am not worthy and you know the reason.I will read your os tomorrow, in a better mood.Lashy,😭 I didn't realize earlier that you yourself wrote on that note. Thankyou dearThankyou guys.!!








