SHIVAAY today was not the SHIVAAY SINGH OBEROI we knew.
The man who never apologised, the man who was thankless, the man who never gave up, the man who never lost, the man who was strong, the man who was ruthless, the man who was fearless, the man who was owned power, the man who was THE GREAT WALL.
He was lost the moment her saw the eyes he had brought tears into, the moment he saw her whose heart he had pierced with his disparaging words, the moment he saw her hurt due to his deeds. He was not the SSO we knew.
That moment he saw her he realised, that, to calm down the blazing fire burning inside, to sooth the pain and to face the inner turmoil in his heart he had just one way out.. that is to be punished. He deserved to be punished because for the pain he gave her,, he needs to go through it to get some peace.
Atonement! Was the only way!
The way he was looking at her, when he was being beaten , he could have fought back, he was much more strong but no he did not, because he will not.
The way he stared at her eyes, he was giving up more, to be punished for his words to her.
The way he saw her, he wanted to lose this, to be punished to have doubted her.
The way he saw her when he was kicked and he went down on his knees, he looked straight into her eyes ...
Every punch on his body, every pain he suffered, in every glare that he gave her, in every breath he missed, in every defeat accepted, HE APOLOGIZED.
SHIVAAY HAD APOLOGIZED A HUNDRED TIMES TODAY. Not for her, but for him. Because he had too, otherwise he would not be able to erase the unbearable guilt he was going through.
For her ...
He knew...
THE ANIKA
To deal with her he had to follow 2 simple steps:
Step 1. SSO - version 1 and
Step 2. Shivaay -version 2
Version 1 helped him face her and version 2 will help him win her back.
And this SHIVAAY just knew what was needed ...š
A bucket of water for his PANIKA and the SORRY without fumbling!š³
That is how "SSO" LOST today but WON HER back!šš
P.S. I had a bad day,, but thanks to my darling GEET, helped me change my mood. I loved the episode. This is a simple thought I had about the episode and thought to share, now that I am back to my normal state.šš
@frozen. I will write about shivaay , maybe by next week.. this man just confuses meš.. so many thoughts about him and he just keeps on adding every day šš.. I need a perfect episode to put down his character analysis so that people can connectš .. but my thoughts are not as good as You and @Geet have and can put up his character to be as perfect as he is and yes even @mallu your posts about him are also bang onš... I do read your posts and I love them. And @Sharmi .. Tere shivaay waale post to kahyal hi bhatka dete hai ššš par tu janti hai na ekdum kamaal ke hote hai... šššš
Please bare with this phika and normal post for today.. sorry for any mistakes to be found , ignore the typos as I haven't cross checked what I have scribbled here . š„±
#GEET Love you babe.