The LOVE that never faded!! - Page 2

Originally posted by: Malika

Hello people, Hope all of you are doing good. Well I am writing a post on the epi after a long time, for I could not control myself tonight. I had to write and share what I felt.

After such a long time we got to see a glimpse of our old Shravan and to say that it was no less than a moment of ecstasy would be an understatement. Though I cannot tell how much I LOVED the li'l ShraMan scene when Shra has to use the loo but wifey is shampooing 😆😆 Awww poor baby😆...Namik was so adorable there 😆 Subtle yet so cute. (Damn! their nok-jhoks are gonna be one hell of an experience and I am already dead imagining them)

Anyways so back to topic, that scene being some other level of cuteness, I thought that was all. But I was wrong, for what followed, left me with moist eyes. :')

So chachi instigates Shravan and teases him saying now his everything is to be shared with Sumo and he in his fake anger blurts that no he wont let it happen in future but just for tonight as its Suman's first night. And that revelation/outburst leaves him much more hurt than he thought. I felt that transition from chachi teasing him to he straight going to have a drink had a lot to do with his frustration to not being able to hold his mask which is slipping terribly out of his holds. Today he got married to the woman he has loved the most in his life, a day that was his day's dream and night's wish but only he knows that there's nothing about this day he can feel good or happy about it. Even if he wants to. He is afraid to enter their room...to face her, for his love might win over his hatred. He somewhere wants to feel happy for all this ...but the demons within him dont let him. Thats why the question to the servant..."Aap khush hain apni shaadi se?" ...

And when the servant leaves, he is left all by himself, confessing he had come alone and will go alone, there wont ever be anyone for him. 😭Which is why he can not be happy about this day even if he got a life-partner for life, the same life-partner he had ever wished.

He gets up and tries to walk, but falls and hurts himself - He winces and then starts laughing at himself *Namik if I can ever give you the tightest of hugs for this one* The fall is the symbolism of life for him. As many times as he starts to get up again, life pulls him down with more force, hurting him, giving him pain. He laughs at the irony. He laughs at the tryst of destiny.💔

And it's when he is in the middle of all this chaos...unable to decide whether to be happy or sad...how to let his mask from slipping away...how to not let his love win over his hatred...when he has fallen and hurt himself, HIS BEST FRIEND COMES TO UPLIFT HIM!!

Well isnt that shes been doing all this while? Yes she used to take benefit of him with full haq. But didnt that haq in a way make him feel good about himself? Yes she used to totally control him and make him do all her jobs but didnt that uplift his soul with confidence? Her friendship had always made his happiness soar, given him reasons to smile, to fight, to work, to perform, to even act! And she does it again. His Sumo comes to uplift him once again. And as soon as she apologizes to him, takes the initiative, all hsi love comes pouring out. He breaks down, sobs in his guilt of hurting her. I mean if there can be ever a love so beautiful. All the time he had been hurting her, he had hurt himself much more. So much that it makes im cry in guilt😭

I feel guys there could NEVER have been a more beautiful portrayal of what Shravan Malhotra is and what his heart was going through at that moment. For the man he is, he just needs her to take the most little of initiative...well because he is fed up and tired of taking the first step (and rightly so)...He is tired of getting rejected and feeling left alone. He is tired of feeling worthless. And thus when she takes the slightest of initiatives to let him know her love, he is simply there, with all his heart open in front of her, as if he had been waiting for her to open her arms so that he can go and embrace her and stay there for a lifetime! 😳

All in All, I can only say that I have never really seen a love of this kind being ortrayed on indian tv. A love that never fades, but only deepens with hues of passion and sincerity. A love which gets pained even in the thought of giving pain to the other. Its sad we have to wait till friday to see what happens next but I so wish and pray this time he doesnt lose his strength given to him by his childhood friend and Sumo too doesnt shoo him away leaving him scarred another time. Here's hoping let their be atleast some light, some love this time!

PS1 It goes w/o saying but Namik, TAKE A BOW dude, the way you pulled that whole drinking and then fall and then the break down scene with such elan (that too when u had been sick), YOU MADE SHRAVAN YOUR OWN TONIGHT, in every way (if any was left even)...If there wasn ta Namik, there wont be a Shravan ❤️

PS2 I hope I made some sense...jst too over-whelved with the epi😳