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Sitting on bed having a piece of paper in his hand, that he found it in his office file he thought it must be some of his office work ... He started reading it...
Where shall I start? I wish I was a
poet to express my feelings as it is,
how I feel about you at my heart.
It was nearly fifteen years ago, I
started dreaming about you, I never
seen you, yet you were always
there in my heart and everywhere
around me.
I was sitting beside window in a
bus, and you smiled at me sitting
under a tree on my way. I was
looking into mirror and you smiled
at me in my reflection. I never felt
alone, you just followed me
everywhere.
One day I was sitting alone and
crying, and suddenly you were
there offering your shoulder to rest
my head and sleep, one day I was
so happy in my life but alone, you
were there again not just to share
my happiness, but to double it.
I never thought of conquering this
world, but day and night I dreamed
of conquering your heart. I know,
that's the only place where I can
be happy at. I spent sleepless
nights with fear of losing battle
with your heart.
I spent years with you, without you
actually being with me. I never
knew when you are going to come
into my life, but I always knew one
day you will come for sure into my
life and bring millions of smiles.
The day has finally come, when god
wanted me to stop years of waiting
for my "SweetHeart", and how can
I forget that first day when I saw
you? But, I never knew its "you",
who were there with me all these
years of my happiness and
sorrows. But, that day I felt from
bottom of my heart, that it must be
definitely you who played hide and
seek with my heart all these days.
I cherished every moment when I
met you, but also every moment I
feared what if it's not you whom I
thought is the one who were there
in my dreams all these days. Sweet
pain in my heart grew day by day
with anxiety, not knowing how to
win your heart.
But the life has its own twist, and
first time I knew what it means if
you have to cry with your heart, not
with your eyes.
You left me, only to make my love
grow on you. I still remember what
I use to say to myself in those
days. "Loving is fun, loosing loved
one hurts, but it's worth going
through the pain of losing loved
ones, than never loving at all". ? I
remember the nights spending
cursing myself for being unlucky to
not to have in my life. I never felt
bad that you left me, but I was
happy that, I would have never
seen my dream BOY whom I
dreamed about since childhood,
had you not come into my life.
Life seemed dull without you. Not
because you left me, you were
there always with me like you did
for past ten years before we
actually met, but now a days i
don't see you smiling at me in my
reflection in the mirror, i see you
feeling guilt of leaving me alone.
One day i was crying and i was
hoping that you will come to
soothe me by making me sleep on
your lap, but you never came, i
started crying even more when i
realized that you may never come
again to wipe out my tears.
I was not sad about me, i was sad
about you that, who will make you
smile?
I think, you went away from me,
only to make me grow my love on
you.
Nothing gives you more happiness
than a moment of loved one
coming back into our lives, I said
million thanks to god, for getting
back you to me, what a wonderful
twist god has for me in my life. I
don't remember how it felt like
taking your hands into mine for
first time, and I don't repent for
that, after all I feel so special even
today when I take your hands into
mine.
I am not sure, how my life would
have been without you, but I am
sure how happy my life will be till
my last breathe with you around.
Love you always, lucky to have you.
Yours JODHA ❤️
After reading this letter he glanced at the sleeping beauty lying on bed beside him having sweet smile on her face he caressed her face with utmost love n care n promised himself that I WILL ALWAYS BE THE REAAON FOR YOUR SMILE... I LOVE YOU JODHA
YOUR JALAL IS N WILL ALWAYS BE YOURS, I WILL NEVER LEAVE YOU ...I LOVE U MY JAAN.
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