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Hey friends! This os is the gift for septembies...I mean for swetii aka muskan, sush aka sushma n akku aka akansha... Many many happy returns of the day in advance to all
Sorry I was free today so I updated it today otherwise I was planning to update on ur birthdays not this one I have three concept in my mind for all of you but I posted this one...
Hope u like it...
New os...😃 They first met at his friends party. He
had originally planned not to attend but
thankfully he did. That day would
change him forever... When he first saw
her it was love at first sight. She was
breath takingly beautiful in every aspect.
He had developed a crush within an
instant.
At the party they did multiple things as a
group such as sit around talking, go to
the movies and even went to a
restaurant. Not once however, had he
given his attention to any other person
the entire night. He enjoyed her
company, they would laugh together and
to his surprise she asked for his number.
He gave it and they started texting
eachother the next day.
Two days later, while it seemed as
though he were in a rush he had asked
her out and she had said yes! At first
their relationship was slightly awkward
at best. Often they ended up with
awkward silences while meeting up after
school. These meetings unfortunately
were held in relative secret as her
parents did not condone dating as she
was in grade 9.
Soon however the awkward silences
ended and they would talk about
anything, whether it be school or friends
that neither of them knew much about
because they went to different schools.
Two weeks in she had kissed him. To him
it was unexpected, but then again she
was the type to go head first and hope
for the best. He loved this about her.
One month into the relationship he had
decided, he loved this girl. She meant so
much to him and he would make sure
she knew it. So he bought her a heart
shaped pendant as a celebration for
being together for one month.
Unfortunately once again she beat him
to the punch, telling him that she loved
him.
4 months later. They had their first fight.
It was something that wasn't anyones
fault really. She had gone away for a
week to a camp 3 weeks prior to the
ordeal and someone had kissed her. She
of course didn't share the persons
feelings however was afraid to tell her
love what had happened.
However, 3 weeks later she mustered the
courage to tell him. Reassuring him over
and over again that she did not indeed
wish for what had happened at all. He
was of course upset. Not at her but it was
hard for him to deal with this as he had
never really done so. After a few days he
decided that in the end. She still chose
him and he should trust her.
1 and a half years into their
relationship. They were struggling. To
both of them it seemed that while the
loce for eachother was there. Something
was missing and something was wrong.
She had suggested a break. While he was
heartbroken at the thought he agreed.
And thus they spent a month with no
contact. Until one day she contacted him.
She asked him to meet her at her house
after school. The meeting was at first
awkward. Both of them unsure of what
to say. Both believeing that they were
there to end it officially. However, they
embraced eachother for a moment. And
as they did all their emotions came
rushing in at once. The boy started to
shake from grief. Suddenly agraid of
ever losing the love of his life that stood
before him. They looked eachother in the
eyes and held eachothers gazes for a
moment until their lips met and they
kissed eachother passionately for what
felt like hours. No words exchanged until
the end of that kiss. "I Love You." Both
seemed to say it in unison and the three
words echoed in their heads afterwards.
Thus they talked to eachother. Worling
out all the problems that they had
previously kept quiet about and their
relationship continued.
However 5 months later the girl
seemed...distant. He would ask what was
wrong and she would tell him nothing
until one day as they lay there in his bed.
She turned to him with tears in her eyes.
This broke the boy beyond belief.
Knowing that he was most likely the
cause though he did not know why. So he
omce again asked what was wrong. She
replied with "nothing" and continued to
cry silently into his chest for a few
moments. Soon however she looked up at
him. Still crying silently as if in great
pain. She asked him if he loved her. He
responded by kissing her forehead and
repeated words of care and love to her.
She then asked him if there was someone
else, of which he firmly denied. As the
idea had never even crossed his mind.
She asked him if someone from his
school meant anything to him, if he were
cheating on her with this girl. The girl
she mentioned, to him was nothing more
than a friend. Apparantly someone had
seen him and this friend walking to the
store after school one day and began to
spread rumours. He of course denied
such things immediately. Repeating over
and over that he loved her and would
never betray her. But...she could not
bring herself to believe him.
Despite this they tried to keep everything
together. Meeting as often as they could
and spending time together whether
alone or surrounded by others. She was a
cyclist and had races early in the
morning on weekends and he would try
his best to be there for her. He wasn't a
very loud supporter, being somewhat self
conscious but he hoped that being there
for her to silently cheer her on during
the race was emough. After every race
he would tell her how great she did. How
he could tell she gave her all for the
sport she loved and would tell her that
he loved her and repeat how proud he
was.
2 years into the relationship he was
clearly sure. Sure that this was the girl
for him and that he wished to marry this
girl. They would have to wait until they
were both of age first for obvious
reasons him being 17 and her being 16
but to him that was okay. She however
grew distant again.
One day she began to cry in his arms. He
asked her why and she told him it was
because she was afraid. Confused and
worried he asked what she was afraid of.
She told him she was worried about what
would happen when he left for
university, only having a year left
together before he travelled. While it
was unsure for both of them he was sure
that he would love her nonmatter what,
whereas she was worried he would find
someone else, or she would think of how
much she would miss him. He had of
course been thinking of these things too.
Even going as far as to suggest taking a
gap year to his parents and then they
could go off together.
He told her not to worry, that he couldn't
possibly find someone that he cared for
more than her. That she meant the world
and more to him. He truly did love her
beyond sometimes even his own
imagining. Howevet she was doubtful of
this, still shooken up slightly from the
previous incidents that had occured
during the relationship however the
decided to enjoy their summer together
to the fullest before he entered senior
year.
At the beginning of his senior year
everything was going well. They met
often and things were looking up. Until
the school counseller held a meeting with
him and his parents. His grades had
been dropping, for rrasons he did not
know but he realised if he wanted to go
to the university the girl strived to get
into he would have to improve. He told
her of this. Telling her that he couldn't
spend as much time with her as he
would like because he needed to study.
This continued for a month and his
grades had steadily been improving to
where they needed to be.
However the girl had been hurt.
Believeing he did not wish to spend time
with her and that he no.longer cared for
or loved her. So one day she proposed a
break again. He was once again heart
broken by the idea. She had told him that
it was to ensure both their grades stayed
on track, however this wasn't the case.
They met one last time before their
break began, in which she had shed
tears of sadness that hurt his heart to
see.
A week had passed, he had attempted to
talk to her, asking if they could meet up
and possibly ckntinue their relationship,
however she had said she was not ready.
Soon after he heard stories of her
meeting with another boy. And that the
two would often show up to school
together and eventually walked into
school with marks showing exactly what
had been going on. Hearing this from a
friend the the boy was heart broken.
Feeling nothing but emptiness. He fell
intk a depression. Wishing nothing more
than for the girl to return. Eventually a
month after the initial break he would
text her, asking to meet. She had
responded, stating that she had to return
a jacket that he had left at her house and
therefore the meeting was set.
He arrived at her house shortly before
her after school. All the while wondering
how she would act around him, if she
would act cold or lovingly, or even just
friendly. He dreaded over these thoughts
and kthers for what felt like hours but
was only minutes before she arrived.
Having not seen her for a month he felt
of a rush of emotions upon her arrival.
Wanting nothing more than to break
down, drop to his knees and cry but also
to run to her and embrace her. He did
the latter. She hugged him back and they
went into the house. He was afraid of
what would happen but no matter ehat
he told himself that he would try to
convince her, somehow or someway, he
would convince her to take him back. He
missed her. He had missed her for what
felt like an eternity but what had
actually only been a month. She fetched
his jacket and handed it to him. She then
proceeded to embrace him. This action of
hers gave him hope. Something he
needed after all the time he had spent
away from her.
So...he was going to ask her, beg her to
take him back. All the while hoping thag
he would get his feelings returned... Then
he heard crying. He looked down to
notice the girls shoulders shaking and
felt the warm but dreadful feeling of
tears on his shirt. She cried for what felt
like ages. As he stood their, his arms
wrapped around her and telling her
everything would be okay. Until she
spoke. And these words would change
everything.
"I can't take it anymore."
He was confused. What couldn't she take
anymore. And then a thought crossed his
mind. Had weaseled its way passed all
the other commotion that had been going
on within him for the time she spent
away from him. Maybe...she was tired of
him. Maybe...it was that she could no
longer stand him. Maybe...he no longer
loved him. This broke him...this froze his
heart before he could even realise. And
at that moment any words he had
thought of to say to his love died in his
throught along with a large piece of
himself. A piece of himself that he had
omly gained 2 and a half years prior but
what felt like belonged there since his
first day. He had hurt her. Upon this
realization he could nomlonger bring
himself to ask for forgiveness for he did
not believe he deserved such a thing.
Despite his love for her..which had still
to that day been overwhelming in almost
every aspect of his life. He could not
bring himself to hurt her anymore. He
thought that having made her let out
such painful emotions that brought her
to tears was enough of a sign that she
should have nothing to do with him any
longer. That he should let her go.
So he responded with what he thought
was true but would turn out to be the
biggest lie he had told in his life.
"I Understand."
A few moments later they broke their
embrace. Gazed into eachothers eyes and
said their goodbyes before parting ways.
To this day he would regret that decision.
The girl he loved and lost meant more to
him than he could possibly realise until
she had moved on.
So with this. JALAL say farewell to the JODHA, JALAL
had so much love and affection for JODHA . JALAL hopes that may be she return to him one day and notices
that she has always had a special part inhis heart.
I love and miss you jo so so much. And
thank you so much for everything... were the words that JALAL always say before getting sleep hoping to see his love again tomorrow ...
Happy ganesh chaturthi n belated teachers day .
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