Arshi FF : Love, am I not worth it ? * Chapter 38 updated 30 march*

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Arshi FF : Love, am I not worth it ?





Prologue


Khushi... Pari... Angel... Anu... All are her names kept with so much love. But does she really has love in her life. Is she really happy as her name.

The story of a girl who was robbed of the love she deserves.
She is snatched of love at every step of her life. Still she kept on going, she kept on dreaming of getting love until she lost her everything. She was broken to an extend that she lost trust in the word love. She was shattered so much that she lost faith in every relation of her life.

Will she ever get the love she deserves? Will those people who broke be able to mend her. Will her trust in love and relations return. OR she will be lost in the hands of pain and heartbreak forever.

This is an intense story. Arnav and khushi will be the main characters. This story is not related to serial. Only some characters are similar. It is an entirely different story in different background.
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Posted: 9 years ago
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interesting,would love to read further. ..
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Arshi ff : Love, am I not worth it ?

Chapter 1

She looked forward. The same familiar roads which she had seen all her life lie in front of her. Through the heavy traffic, she drove her latest model of BMW to reach home.

Home? It it really? She don't know. But every day at this time, she drove through these roads to reach that place. Why? Again no answer.

Finally, she pulled into the driveway of the big mansion she called home. Stepping out she took her bag, swung it across her chest to lie on her side and headed towards the entrance.

Before turning the knob she closed her eyes and took a deep breath. Even before she entered she could hear the sound of the laughter coming from the living room. Turning the knob she entered. There sat everybody having the evening beverage and talking like any happy family would. She looked through the people and spotted the person of her interest. He looked up and give a small smile and continued hearing the conversation going on.

She sighed invardly and started moving towards the stairs. Not that anybody bothered. Climbing the stairs she reached her room. Her room. The place which is her most favorite place in this mansion. The place which makes her feel alive, feel loved.

Entering she looked around and headed to the closet. Taking a fresh pair of dress she headed to the washroom for a long relaxing bath. Shedding her dress she entered the bath tub allowing the tense muscles in her body to relax.

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Completing the pending office work she stepped into the poolside. Looking up she started gracing the sky looking for that special star. She spotted it towards the north shining ever brightly at her making her feel that she is not alone.

Few minutes later, she heard the sound of the door opening. Without turning back itself she know who it is. Her raising heartbeat giving proof.He stepped into the room after spending his time with his family. She continued to stand at her place not moving but aware of every step taken by him.

Freshening up, changing into the night suit he entered the poolside. Standing behind, he wrapped his strong manly arm around her petite figure. She relaxed herself against his chest inhaling his natural masculine odor.

Opening his mouth, he started,"Khushi I...
I..."

She shook her head chuckling to herself. Turning around, she looked at the man. Her man. Her love. Her husband. Arnav Singh Raizada. Seeing him right now, no one would say he is the mighty ASR. The king of the fashion world. The shark of the business world. Struggling to speak.


Sighing, she wrapped her arms around his neck signalling him to go ahead. Speaking no other word, he picked her up in his arms taking to the bed...

**************

After their heated lovemaking, for god knows how many hours, she lied spend in his arms. His hands wound around her. Her head on this bate chest. Wiping the lone tear that escaped her eyes, she whispered," I love you". Kissing his chest where his heart beats, she closed her eyes allowing the sleep to overtake her. His arms automatically tightened around her drawing her to his own self.

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Next morning, she got up from her sweet slumper. She was always an early riser. Opening her eyes, she saw his face dug in the crook of her neck. She looked at his early morning face resembling that of an innocent child. She chided herself for her silly thoughts. Untangling herself slowly from his strong grip without disturbing his sleep she got up. Getting fresh she came out. Looking around she realized that he had left for his jogging.

By the time he was back she was all ready. Keeping his clothes and things ready she headed downstairs. By the time she reached she saw all the other members had already come. Joining them she closed her eyes to pray. After the pooja, everyone went to their respective routines. She headed back to her room. Reaching there she saw him already dressed working on his laptop. She took her dress and went to get ready for office.

Taking her bag, she headed downstairs. From the top of the stairs she could see him sitting beside his girlfriend having breakfast and all the family sitting around happily talking. She immediately masked her emotions and headed to the door. Getting out she quickly entered her car and drove off to the place where she would get solace. Her paradise. Her real home.



Edited by rupakukku - 9 years ago
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Posted: 9 years ago
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Confused ... what is next ??
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Posted: 9 years ago
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What is happening? Sex filled night n now sitting with his girlfriend? ? Update soon.
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Posted: 9 years ago
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Interesting..
But what girlfriend..
Y the hell all the family members are behaving that way...
I want them to regret..n redeem themselves..
Sorry to say I don't like this arnav...
What is kushi to him a toy..
Use it whenever he want n leave as u wish..
N not to forget who is this so called Gf of arnav...
Such a ...argh...
Can't wait to read next..
Plz update soon..
Plz pm me
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Arshi ff : Love, am I not worth it ?


Chapter 2

Reaching her destination 'Pari's paradise', she got down. She looked at the other mansion standing before her. For a moment she thought about the place she came from. She shook her head at the her own thoughts. Sure both are her home but there is a huge difference.

Letting out a sigh, she entered the mansion. As soon as her eyes saw the view in front of her, her lips curved into a small smile. She kept on looking at it.
After a few minutes, her object(s) of interest became aware of her presence. Letting a high squeal, they moved towards her. Soon she was hugged by three pairs of cute, chubby little hands. Laughing she bent down and gathered the three cute, beautiful, innocent souls. Her babies. Yes, her babies. Her triplet sons. The symbols of her love.


Taking them in her arms she moved towards the sofa. Settling down she cuddled them close to her heart. Basking in her motherly warmth, the three little nine month olds laid their head on her shoulder, each giving a satisfied " mumma" in response.

Few minutes later, she looked up hearing footsteps. A man in his mid twenties walked up to her. Taking one of the triplets, he asked,"so forgot your superman , when you got your mumma". Giving a fake angry pout, he turned around. Not understanding, the triplets looked at each other. But soon realizing that their superman is upset on them, they immediately got out their mumma's lap and launched themselves in his arms. Wetting his face with kisses, they hugged him. Laughing mirthfully, he gathered them in his hands.
Shaking her head at his childish behavior, she got up and moved towards kitchen to make breakfast. Few minutes later, settling the triplets in the ground to move around, he entered the kitchen behind her. Giving her a side hug, he asked,"what is the plan for today".

Giving him a small smile she answered,"First, we have a meeting with Mr.Mitral, then have to finalize the designs for the Garodia project... ". She went on explaining about the day's schedule and other details. Hearing everything, he smiled at her. Muttering a low 'workaholic' under his breath and shaking his head, he moved towards the living room to check upon the triplets.

Chuckling to her selves, she concentrated on making the breakfast. Few minutes later, she came back to the living room. She saw him lying on the floor with the triplets around him. The youngest one sitting on his stomach and the two on his either sides playing. He was talking to them in childish tone. Seeing the scene her mind drifted to another man who should have been at his place. Her heart pained.

Coming out of her thoughts, she looked at the man lying on the floor. Julian Malhotra. Weird name. She laughed. Jules. As she lovingly calls him. An Anglo Indian. Born to an Indian father and British mother. The person who had stood by her through every thick and thin. The person who she trust more than her selves. The person who knows her inside out. The person who knows her all secrets. Her biggest support.

Seeing her lost, he called her," Doll face". Seeing her attentive, he continued, " let's get ready". Taking her eldest son, Arav in her arms she moved upstairs.Julian followed her with the other two, Aryan and Arush.

Getting her kids ready with the help of Julian she quickly changed into her formal attire while he took them downstairs. By the time she came down, Beejibaa has already returned from temple. Together, they had breakfast also feeding the little ones. She left with Julian to her next destination, her another world, with Julian in the passenger seat and the triplets securely buckled up at the back seat of her BMW.

Stepping down, she first looked at the building in front of her. 'ASHIYAANA". Indeed it is her ashiyaana. Her paradise of her. Taking her 'Ponies' in her arms she headed inside. Ponies. That is how she lovingly call her triplets. Their cute nickname. The rate at which they are growing she doubt they would already start their schooling before 2. They are pretty fast in learning everything. Not that she is complaining. It was bound to happen. She herselves has completed her 12 th standard at the age of 13. Even their father is pretty fast in grasping everything. So when they understand everything fast it is no shock for her.

Soon, she was joined by Neha. Neha. Her besty. Her PA,Manager, Secretary, Assistant.Her soul sister. All in all. Another person who actually loves, cares and knows me closely. Apart from Jules, she is the one who knows everything about me. All my secrets. But unlike Jules, she herself is a companion of my pain. Having been going through a lot in childhood she has emerged as a winner from her past. For her, I am her everything. She follow me around as a small child follows her mother afraid of getting lost in a crowd.

Quickly she lifted Aryan from my arms. Arush being taken by Jules. We three headed inside with Ponies (From now I will refer the triplets as Ponies).

Entering the building she looked around. This is her another home. Unlike the other two, here she has a lot of relations. Starting from dada- dadi, nana-nani, chacha-chachi, kaka-kaki, brothers, sisters, little kids every relations a person could possibly have. This is one big family her aashiyaana. Having been started from a destitute home, this has now flourished into a big home where hundreds of people lived as a big huge family.

For the outside world, this is a destitute home, an orphanage, an oldage home. But for the people living here and her, this is their home where they lived with their loved ones. Having started the institution in London 5 years back while studying in Oxford she never thought that her aashiyaana would come to this position one day with branches all around the world. It has its own schools, colleges, hospitals, and also a well established legal team looking after the various cases of the inmates.

Spending her time there and discussing a few things regarding the working, she headed to her office. AS Group of Companies. One of the top most industry in business world. She had started it along with aashiyaana 5 years back.

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Entering her cabin, she sat in the chair of MD.Adjacent to her cabin was the kids room where her Ponies played along with their nanny. The rooms are separated by glass wall designed so that she could see them from her cabin but they couldn't.Neha and Jules has already gone to their cabins on the opposite side of her cabin. Neha being her PA has cabin next to her's while Julian being CEO has room adjacent to Neha's.

After a hectic day, she headed home. After dropping Neha and Julian in their respective apartments, she reached Pari's paradise. She helped Beejibaa in making dinner, fed her Ponies, tucked them in their bed. After having dinner, she bid Beejibaa goodbye and headed home.

**************

Ok. In my story Khushi is not uneducated. She is very well educated. Even a bit more than Arnav. She will be a strong girl with lots of shades. This story is mainly based on the different relations a girl share. Don't worry Arnav is not a negative character. And also Arnav and Khushi are not orphans.Khushi will be strong but the betrayal of her loved ones will break her.

Edited by rupakukku - 9 years ago
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Posted: 9 years ago
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Confused..
Its sure that the ponies are arshi's babies..
But y they are in different places..
Does arnav know about them..
Y kushi didn't took them with her to the home where arnav is...
So so confusing..
But I think I will understand once the story progress..
But just wanna know...
does arnav know he is father of triplets...
If not how is it possible..
Glad that kushi has Jules n neha...
U know for the first time I am not afraid of third person in kush is life even he is her friend... Or some one who loves her secretly...
But with Jules I feel like he is kushis bro much than her bff...
Plz update soon
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Posted: 9 years ago
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Confused :s what does kushi do with arnav when he has a girlfriend :-/

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