PART 10
Raman hugged her tight and said- I am expert in ruining u all over again.he smiled saying this and kissed her hair lovingly.ishita just close her eyes and was feeling his presence near her.feeling his fragrance in her.
A tear fell her eyes and she said- I missed u Raman.I so missed u.ab mujhe chod kar kabhi mat jaaiyega.mujhe aadat nahi hai aapke bina rehne ki.these six months were hell for me.main pagal ho gayi thi,lagta tha mar jaaungi.and u know what's the worst part,that u never cared.she said crying like a baby.
Raman hugged her tight and said- all I can say that I am really very sorry jaan.I don't know how to seek forgiveness but I am ready to do anything for u.ask anything from me and ur Raman will fulfill ur every wish.tumhare har aansu ke liye punishment sahne ko main taiyaar hoon.punish me jaan.
Ishita broke the hug and saw him crying with her.she wiped his tears and said- I just want my Raman.I don't want anything else.
Raman look at her,she was looking at him with utmost love and sincerity.
Ishita- u still didn't understand that all I want is u.aapki jagah koi help,koi paise,koi jewellery nahi le sakta Raman.all ur ishita want is her Raman back ,her sweet and simple Raman.mere Raman chahiye mujhe.she said snuggling into him.he lovingly caressed her hair and said- I am back jaan.I am back to my ishita.they remain in each other's arms for some time and finally Raman said- enough of Rona dhona.see what I have made for my little baby.he said getting up.he went to the tray and brought it closer to ishita.
Ishita saw it and chuckled like a kid.
Ishita- wow dosa.
Raman- yes dosa,woh bhi Punjabi style mein,dosa with choley.I know u loved this combination the most.
Ishita- just like I love our combination. Madrasi and Punjabi.she said smiling.
Raman took a morsel and forwarded towards her.
Ishita- let me brush first.
Raman- pregnancy mein itna chalta hai.first have it and then brush ur teeth.
Ishita- chee Raman,aap aaj bhi itne hi gande hai.
Raman- haan Maine kaha naa old Raman is back.that rude and sophisticated Raman is gone ,who want everything in perfection. I love this clumpsy wife of mine.he said forwarding the morsel.she was smiling and was about to have it,just then she felt something and ran to washroom closing her mouth.Raman got worried and went behind her.she was throwing up,he went to her and caressed her back .
Raman- r u alright jaan.he was caressing her back and was asking.while she was throwing up continuously. After some time,she felt some how better but couldn't balance herself. She felt like falling but he held her on time.he washed her face and body and took her to bed.he make her sit comfortably and was caressing her back slowly and lovingly.ishita kept her head on his chest.
Ishita- I am fine.she said breathing heavily.
Raman- who have asked u.u just keep quite and relax.I am here to look after u.he said hugging her.
Ishita was just sitting in his embrace and was thinking- thank god, Raman this time u r here .or else I don't know what would have been with me.I am not in a state to loose our child again.its so sad to even think that my husband didn't know that we have lost our baby some months ago. Shall I tell him.no no I can't,if he came to know that he was so busy in his money making that he didn't even know about my miscarriage, don't know how he will react.I know he will not able to forgive himself ever for this.so its better that he never come to know about our lost treasure.I am happy that u r with me this time Raman,just be with me .she thought and closed her eyes .a tear fell off her eyes remembering the hard time she went through alone .
She was just sitting closing her eyes lost in him when he said- shall I order juice for u.
Ishita opened her eyes and look at him.he asked again- shall I order juice for u.
Ishita look at him,concern was written all over his face.she smiled a little and said- can I kiss u ,Raman.
Raman- of course jaan.why r u asking.
Ishita- u urself told me to ask u before doing anything.
Raman felt bad at her words and said- sorry,she didn't let him complete and start caressing his face .he closed his eyes feeling her touch. She was caressing his face lovingly,dropping kisses on his face and tears were flowing from her eyes.and all Raman could feel was guilty.guilty for keeping her away from him and her happiness.guilty for choosing money over his love .he couldn't take anymore and took her in a bone crushing hug and he start crying bitterly in her arms.she look at him and instead of stopping him,she too start crying.the feeling of being separated for no reason was evident from their sadness and tears.
After sometimes,
Ishita wiped her tears and said wiping his tears- stop crying Raman, agar mumma papa itna royenge toh baby bhi rotdu paida hoga.he will be a cry baby like my Raman.she said kissing his nose.he smiled in between his tears and said- yes u r right, our princess will be a cry baby like my baby.he said pecking her lips.
Ishita come closer and said pecking his lips- I want a prince like my Raman.
Raman kissed her lips and said- but I want a princess like my jaan.
Ishita - no I want a prince.she said kissing him again.
Raman- u will not listen like this.saying so he took her lips in his and start kissing her softly.she too close her eyes and start responding with equal flavour.soon the slow and gentle kiss turned into a raw and passionate one.they start kissing each other hungrily ,the feeling of being together was something so strong that they don't even want to apart but had to,in need of air.she put her head on his chest,both were panting heavily.
After sometime,
Raman- kissed u like this after so long.today I am realising what I was missing.the feeling of loving u can't be complete unless u love me back.unless I feel ur love.
Ishita- yes but now we r together and that's what most important.but ek important cheez aur bhi hai.
Raman- kya.
Ishita- I want my prince toh ladka hi hoga.she said smiling.
Raman- I don't mind,if its our,we will love him or her alot.
Ishita- yes we will never leave our kid on servant's mercy.we will always love them.Raman promise me if something ever happened to me ,u will never stop loving and caring for our kid.I don't want that my baby go through which I have gone through .
Raman- I promise I will always love our baby but most importantly I never let anything happen to my jaan.main apne bachchon ko bhi waise bhi bigadunga jaise tumhe bigada tha.
Ishita- if u forget u have taken leave to pamper ur wife.
Raman- pregnant wife.I do remember maam.and I am at ur service.
Ishita- then feed me ,I am so hungry.
Raman- OK tell me what u want to eat.
Ishita- dosa with choley.
Raman smiled and bring the food and start feeding her.
Ishita- aahh its too spicy.
Raman- paani doon.
Ishita- nahi bahut yummy hai.feed me.she chuckled like a kid .Raman start feeding her again while she was busy in relishing her breakfast made by her loving husband.
That's all for now.enjoy and do comment and hit like.
Ps- I know everyone is disappointed by my decision of discontinuing kyunki..tu dhadkan main dil.but I am equally disappointed by ur responses I got yesterday. Its pathetic.come on yaar the current track is already hell bent to get detach with ishra and if ur pathetic responses will add to it then I can't do anything else then discontinuing my work.its my hard work and I never asked u anything more then just few minutes of urs and if I won't get it then I can't help it.and if today also I get same pathetic response then I will discontinue this one too.coz I am loosing the zeal to write anything on ishra.
Edited by cutieruhi - 9 years ago
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