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Hey guys...
this is like an OS I wrote in September last year phir folder mein pada raha...god knows how...I just found it & so thought since I still to polish my upcoming update...I'll post this!
KaYa OS: Value Of True Love!
Kabir trudged back to his penthouse...today he had loat everything...hecwas finished! His love was not love! it was a mirage...Shreya simply ditched him..how easily she said that he was nothing to her but a golden egg laying hen...
He had finished her but...her career everything so that she knew that she jot messed with just someone but Kabir Sharma...and she had to bear the brunt...and she was! But he...he too had to bear it...he had loved her afterall!
He fished out the key & opened the door...
He was greeted by absolute silence...he wondered where his wife was...so called forced wife...he hated her so much...
She was an orphan...her parents & his parents were best friends & had bethrobed her to him in childhood itself...
Now he realised who was fake & who was true...
He saw Ananya jump up seeing him enter his bedroom...he never let it become theirs...
A: v...v..vo...I'm...I'm sorry...vo main...sirf...bedsheet...badal...rahi...thi...
He saw his stammer with a fearful expression...tears brimming in her eyes...
For the first time...from their wedding today he realised how brutal he had been with her...he saw her shivering...her lips were quivering too & she was gripping her kurta tightly...her knuckles looked white...
He shook his head extending a hand towards her shoulder but in turn found her shaking more...due to fear...
A: ( sobbing uncontrollably) I...I...I'm...sorry..Kabir...m..main aage...aage se aapki kisi...bhi...cheez ko haath...n..nahi lagaungi...pl...please...I'm...really...
Kabir looked at her with guilt...what had he done to this poor soul? what was her mistake if his parents chose her for him...he had punished her so ruthlessly...now he only saw fear of him in her lovely doe eyes...
She was crying badly thinking he'd again lash out at her...not wanting to hurt her anymore he immediately left the room...shocking her a bit in that condition too...
He only returned at night...spending vthe whole day immersed in work to forget everything...the employees too were surprised seeing their EIC work so hard...like never before not that he wasn't a workaholic!
He saw his wife curled into a ball on the floor...sleeping on a thin matress...her frame still shivering a bit...maybe due to sobs...she must have cried herself to sleep...maybe each night she did so...
He decided he needed to stop being so pathetic...he wanted to kick himself for making her suffer like that...
He kneeled down besides her gently running a hand through her hair...
His eyes fell on her wrist he had bruised that morning while grabbing her hand...
Bringing it to his lips he kissed the bruise softly...
K: I'm really sorry Ananya...tumhare saath bohot galat kiya hai...I'm so sorry...
He felt terrible... but shrugging away his others thoughts he realised she was cold & for the past year she had slept exactly like that cold, shivering, sobbing & of course lonely...
He lifted her up with great care not wanting to hurt her even a bit ever again...
He placed her up on the bed & covered with a thick blanket...
He saw her pull it close feeling warm & comfortable now...she looked peaceful...but her face was still tear-stained...
Kabir marveled at her innocent lovliness...in his fake love for Shreya he failed to notice the gem in his possession...
Thinking of her scared face seeing him besides her in his bed in the morning he decided to sleep in the guest room...
Giving her hair a last caress he bent forward to place a kiss on her forehead...but suddenly jerked back finding it burning hot...
K: oh god!
He gasped...when he had held her hand too he had thought she felt warm but was too emotional that time to react more but now she was burning with fever...
He had no time for guilt that time...he rushed outside...returning a few minutes later with a glass bowl filled with water & a clean cloth...
Soaking the cloth in water he squeezed the water out of it...placing it on her forehead...he continued this for a long time...till her temperature dropped sown a bit...
He took care of her the whole night...
Next morning...
Kabir woke up...finding himself in a sitting position by his sleeping wife...still with the cloth on her forehead...
He gave a sad look...
K: tum meri vajah se bhugat rahi ho Ananya...maine tumhe jaisa treat kiya..I'll never be able to forgive myself...nor will I ever forgive myself even if you do because of your goodness...I don't deserve you...at all...I'm a beast...& you are an an angel...
Sensing she was still cold he bought her in his arms...holding her against his chest...giving her all his warmth...
For the first time he realised how blissful he felt having her cocooned in his embrace...he had he felt so when hugging Shreya...
Ananya stirred a bit & realised her position a scared & nervous expression was seen on her face...Kabir sensed her movement & shifted a bit...
K: good morning Ananya...how are you feeling?
He asked softly...
A: g..good...morning...m..main...
Kabir lowered his eyes understanding her nervousness in front of him...nevertheless he gave her a loving smile...
K: you had high fever last night...feeling better?...body ache...ya koi aur problem toh nahi?
He enquired worriedly...meanwhile Ananya was shocked seeing his gentle behaviour towards her...a part of her heart leapt with joy since her husband accepted her as hus wife but another feared that he'll again become like he was. ..
In all this while she never realised that she was on his bed...earlier had it been so he would have really killed her by now...he hated her touching or using anything that was his...
She shifted fearfully trying to get up...not wanting to face his wrath...
A: K..Kabir...I'm...I'm...sorry...m..main neeche hi soyi thi...pata nahi...up.. upar kaise...
That was the last straw...the next moment she was almost laying on his lap as he engulfed. her burning frame in a desperate hug.. ..
She frowned feeling her neck get damp on one side...
K: ( very lovingly) Ananya...calm down...nothing to worry...relax...I'm really really sorry...tunhare saath aisa janwaaro se bhi battar behave karne ke liye...trust me...I...I..swear...main tumhe kabhi hurt nahi karunga...please...par tumhari aakhon mein apne liye ye darr aur nahi dekh paunga...it...it is killing me from within...
Caressing her still fear stricken face...he smiled at her..trying to calm her down...
K: I...I..know you can't forget what I did to you...I..know...and I can't expect you to...I'm a pathetic being...main ek aisi ladki ke khokle pyaar mein paagal bana raha hoon didn't value me...but my money & position as the EIC of KKN...she always got her work done through me...aur mujhe jaisa mann kiya vaise hi treat kiya...
Par tum...tumne toh...sabkuch chup chap saha...ek saal se...mere taane...mera gussa...thandi zameen par soyi...and so much more...par kuch nahi kaha...na mujhpar na mere paise par hak jataya...aur...
He grew more tearful remembering how he slapped her the day before when she accidentally lost a file of his while cleaning the study...
The harsh print of his fingers was still visible on his wife's fair, creamy & now tear-stained cheek...
He scrunched his eyes just wishing he could that painful memory from both their minds...
Cupping her jaw softly...he placed his lips on the slightly swollen area...sucking at it softly & kissing it ever so gently. ...
Ananya could do nothing but enjoy this small moment of her husband's love...she'd live with all her life...
Kabir was being extra soft not wanting to alarm her even a bit...
K: you have nothing to fear...I'm nit going to hurt you ever again...aur kisi aur ko bhi tumhe hurt nahi karne dunga main...
He said with the same loving look...tipping her chin...
Ananya somewhat relaxed now...realising Kabir wasn't going to harm her or yell at her...
He let her lie in his embrace holding her securely...
K: I was mad to not understand your value in my life Ananya...aaj jab Shreya se dhoka mila tab realise hua ki kon sachcha hai aur kon jhootha...tumhe main apne upar bojh ki tarah maanta raha...jo mere aur Shreya ke beech mein thi...par I was wrong...Shreya never was serious about me...I let her use me...& ill-treated you so much...but I realised I don't love her...I never did...but now...I...
He couldn't conplete as he received a hard push almost sending down the bed...
He looked up to see his wife glaring at him...with immense hatred, anger & the worst...disgust!
A: shut up! Just damning shut up Mr Kabir Sharma!
Kabir was shocked seeing her like that...she was the most soft spoken female he had come across...
K: Ananya...
He tried to hold her...
A: DOOOR! MAINE KAHA DOOR RAHIYE MUJHSE!
Ananya screamed at the top her voice...shaking him from within due to the intensity...
A: I'm a goddamn plaything...haan? apni Shreya se bore hogaye...ya usne bhaav nahi diya toh mere paas aagaye...phir uski yaad aajaayegi toh phir chale jaayenge!
K: Ananya tum...
A: I. SAID. STAY. AWAY. Mere paas aane ki himmat ki toh I swear haath mein jo pehli cheez aayegi usse phek ke maarungi!
She growled menacingly at him...
A: aapka gussa..taunts...gusse mein dewaar par zor se pin kardena...chillana...dhakka dena...sab..kuch saha...you why? WHY DAMNIT!...because I loved you! but now I hate you! ANANYA KASHYAP HATES YOU KABIR SHARMA!
Her tone was pain filled...
Stunned would be an understatement Kabir was totally shocked at this revelation...
He looked at her...he was expressionless...she had tears streaming down her face..her eyes bloodshot...pain in them...
A: main paagal thi jo sochti rahi ki ek din aap mera pyaar samjhenge aur mujhe apnaayenge...par NAHI!!!
She screamed at him...
A: par aap mere the hi nahi! you cheated on me! You are cheater! traitor! sabkuch!!!!
She howled...writhing in agony...
In the next few minutes in front of his eyes his wife bought out a suitcase & packed all her stuff...
A: good bye! have a good day! find some high class lass for yourself! I'm sure they will be abundant for THE Kabir Sharma! Aapnr mujhe muft mein khilaaya...rehne ke liye chhatt di uske liye thank you very much!
She told him sarcastically before leaving his penthouse apartment before his shocked eyes...he was to stunned to react...
He collapsed on the floor not knowing what to do next...it was all over...it was good...Ananya now would move on & get much better...she deserved so much better than him...infact he wasn't worthy of her...
But he was not able to digest the fact that she had left him...he felt a pain like never before in his heart...he never felt so when Shreya left him...
That's it! He realised he never loved Shreya & now he did...he had fallen in love...not with Shreya but with Ananya...
The damn broke! Tears freely streamed down his handsome face...
His KKN's strict & no-nonsense editor-in-cheif facade melted & he broke down...completely...totally...
For a week Kabir didn't go to office he remained crouched in a corner of his house...totally lifeless...
" Kabir...you didn't come to KKN fir a week aur phone bhi nahi utha rahe the...where the hell were you damnit? "
He heard a voice addressing him but didn't have the energy left in him to reply ...
He heard that voice again & a pair of hands pulled him up from his crouched position on the floor...
Kh: Kabir?
Khalid exclaimed seeing his channel's EIC in that deplorable state...
But Kabir was expressionless...he didn't even hear Khalid speak...
Kh: Kabir? are you okay? ye...kya hua tumhe? aur tum aise neeche kyu baithe the...all okay!
K: of course all okay! okay hone ke liye mere paas bacha kya hai? I lost everything...ab main phir akela hogaya...iss luxury se bhare ghar mein...apne ahenkaar...guroor...aur paiso ke saath...actually ghar nahi makaan!
Kabir started laughing sarcastically...
K: chali gayi vo Khalid! chali gayi! kyu nahi jaati! I deserve it! mujhe toh mar jaana chahiye!!!! Uske saath jitna bura kiya haina uske liye toh mujhe...mujhe mar hi jaana chahiye...I want to die!!!
Kh: kya...kon..kon chali gayi! Shreya?
K: vo toh nark mein jaaye tab bhi I care a damn! Ananya chali gayi Khalid! chali gayi! maine use bohot torture kiya hai...rulaaya hai...main rakshas hoon! rakshas! kill me Khalid! mujhe maardo please! mujhe nahi jeena...uske bina nahi jeena...I love her...I love her so much...so much...
Kh: kon Ananya? aur ye tum kya bole jaa rahe ho Kabir?
K: Khalid...I love her very very very much! jabse aayi thi tabse uski zindagi nark se battar banadi maine...kabhi nahi socha ki usko...use kitna bura lagta hoga...she must have been broken...achcha nafrat ki toh ki...par insaan jaisa bhi treat nahi kiya...and...and now Khalid...vo mujhse darti thi...she used to shiver damnit just by my name! How disgusting can I be!
Khalid meanwhile was numb...he simply had no idea what to do with the editor-in-cheif...bad boy...manipulative...shrewd...smart...sharp..Kabir Sharma...now crying uncontrollably in his arms...
Khalid was totally confused...who was Ananya...how was she related to Kabir...what had Kabir done to wrong her...
Kh: hey Kabir...shhh...stop...you know Malvika will faint forever if she sees you like this!
Kabir didn't reply but Khalid's little joke did nothing to subside his sobs...
Kh: achcha batao...ye Ananya kon hai? I'll talk to her...we'll figure out something...
K: meri patni...vo patni jise maine uska hak kabhi nahi diya...sirf dard diya...aur use jaana hi chahiye mujhe jaise haivaan ko chodkar...but Khalid she's ill...she has high fever...aur vo kaha...
He trailed off brokenly...
Kh: patni? tumhari shaadi kab hui? aur chali gayi...matlab...kya...
How would Khalid know...Kabir thought...he never introduced her as his wife in his professional circle...
Kh: okay relax...go & talk to her...apologise...I'm sure vo samjhegi...tell her of your feelings...
Kabir looked at Khalid tearfully...he nodded in response & Kabir grabbed his car keys rushing out...
He had a vague idea of her house before their marriage...though he had never been there...
He drove there...with a little ray of hope that maybe somewhere in a part of her heart she still loved him & would return to him for that love...
He got off his Merceedes ignoring murmurs & gasps im the surrounding seeing him...a great news icon...but he was too broken to realuse anything & pushed away the crowd gathering around him...
He rushed up the stairs not caring to take the lift...
He rang the bell twice...thrice...and more but now he was beginning to panic...just then...the door opened...
K: Ana...
He started but stopped short seeing her dishevelled state...dead eyes...& expressionless face...
A: kahiye...
Her voice too was lifeless...
K: Ananya pl..please...don't leave me...please...humara rishta mat todo...
A: theek hai...
Ananya spoke in same lifeless tone...
K: Ananya...please come back to me...I promise I'll never hurt you again...punish me Ananya...maro..daato...kuch bhi karo par please chodkar mat jao...
A: theek hai...mera samaan packed hai...
K: Ananya!
He cried out in disbelief...he had tormented her so much...
He scooped her lifless figure up in his arms & took her inside...gently lowering her on the sofa...
K: Ananya...main aaya toh tha tumhe manakar wapas le jaane ke liye...par meri vajah se tumhari jo haalat hui hai uske baad I can't make myself to do that...ek aakhri baar I'm sorry for everything...hosake toh maaf kardena...aaj ke baad tum meri shakal kabhi nahi dekhogi...tum kya koi nahi dekhega...I just want you to always stay happy!
He smiled at her...placing the mangalsutra she had thrown on his face in her palm...he left her place...
For quite sometime Ananya sat there...motionless...Kabir's words ringing in her mind...
All of a sudden as if life sprang up in her lifeless body...
A: Kabir!
Sge gasped realising exactly what he meant...without a second thought she ran out of her apartment...not caring about locking it...
KKN:
Like a madwomam Ananya came rushing in like a storm inside the KKN office...
Everyone looked perplexed...
Only Khalid's face lit up...He looked at Malvika & Manav's confused faces...
Mal: ye kon hai? aur Kabir ke cabin ki taraf kyu jaa raji hai?
M: hogi koi nayi wali...
Kh: oh shut up! wife hai vo Kabir ki...aaj KKN mein do sachche pyaar karnewaalo ka milan hoga! how lovely!
He exclaimed...
Kabir was busy staring at the sleeping pills he had bought after bribing the chemist when Ananya barged in & threw the packet away...
Kabir was still lost...a tight slap on his face bought him back to senses...
K: A..Ananya tum...are u okay? tum yaha...
A: himmat kaise hui aapki? haan?
She shook him by his blazer's collar...hitting his rock solid chest with her tiny fists numerous times...
A: socha kaise aapne ki aap mujhe chod denge? pehle jo dard diya vo kam tha!!! jo ab mujhe maarna chahte hai! bataiyye?
She shook him hard...he only nodded in a no...
K: Ananya...tum...I'm sorry...maine phirse tumhe...
He started before cupping her face delicately bin hus palms...
A: kabhi socha ki mera kya hota aapke bina! NAHI! aap toh THE Kabir Sharma haina...apni iss middle class patni ke baarein mein kyu sochenge! huh! main bhi kya expect kar baithi!
Both were in tears by now...
K: please maaf kardo...main bas tumhe aur dard nahi dena chahta tha...
A: par aap derahe hai Kabir! mujhe bohot dard horaha hai! sirf aapki vajah se...I want to hate you...aapka gala dabaana hai mujhe...par...main aapke bina nahi reh sakti! You mean too much to me...
K: ( confused) matlab...
A: ( slapping his forehead) budhdhuram! ab stamp paper par likhkar doon kya! I love you for god's sake!
She cried out...her chest heaving heavily...
A small smile graced his lips after days...He opened his arms wide for her...lovingly...
Ananya rushed into jis arms getting lifted off the floor in his warm & tight embrace...
K: I love you too Ananya...love you so much...
Kabir whispered into her hair...kissing them...Ananya sobbed. bitterly into his chest while he caressed her back with all his love...
K: ab tumhe kabhi bhi dard nahi dunga Ananya...I promise...I love you...I really do...ek chanfe de do...please...tumhe...tumhe shikayat ka ek bhi mauka nahi milega...
A: pinky promise?
Shevasjed him cutely...her red nose...making her look all the more cuter...
K: pinky promise!
Kabir said intertwining their baby fingers...both gave out a soft chuckle...& hugged each other again...
A: ab agar aisi koshish bhi na toh main hi main aapko maar dungi! samjhe aap?
Ananya said as her head rested on her husband's chest...
K: hmm...nahi karunga...
He said loving the feeling of her encased in his arms...
A: ab sorry session band kijiye...main jaanti hoon...aaap bure nahi hai...bohot achche hai...aapne kitno ko insaaf dilaya hai apni khabro se...its only your anger that got the better of you!
Kabir felt really blessed for having her as his wife at this...
K: okay...vaise...tumne mujhe dhundha kaise?
A: apne stringer ki madat se...
K: ( shocked) stringer?
A: itne shocked kyu hai? shaadi se pehle main bhi reporter thi...infact hoon...toh stringer toh hoga na...
Kabir made a proud face...
K: arrey waah! reporter sahiba! I'm impressed...
A: thank you...par abse aapko ek hi cheez karne ki permission milegi!
K: kya...baby?
He asked lovingly...
A: ( shy) vo yeh mere bade baby ki aap sirf mujhe pyaar kar sakte hai...aur kuch nahi...
K: toh tumhare 5 bachcho ko khilaayenge kya? KL free ki tankhwa toh denge nahi...
A: 5...aapko kaise...
She trailed off awkwardly...
K: tum ekdin neend mein bolrahi thi...ki tumhe 5 bachche chahiye...
Kabir grew sad...remembering those painful days ...
Ananya cupped his face & kissed all over his chiseled face...sucking in his tears & finally placing her lips on his quivering ones...
She kissed him sith all herr love...
At first Kabir was numb but soon grabbed her waist & pinned her to the wall like he did before but this time it was gentle enough to not hurt her...
He kissed her lovingly...possesively...guiltily...& passionately...
K: Love you...
He knocked her forehead with his & placed chaste kiss on her forehead...
Both finally found love in their meaningless marriage which was finally meaningful now!
Two souls pained...but deeply in love had united...
The Endđ
CID
