How can he do this to me why did he bhaved like this...wat was my fault...???
she fails to understand...the reason off the abrupt change of his behaviour...she cries...damn hurt by his behaviour...
It was not her fault...zindagi me ...jo waqt log jawani me haste khelte hai...mahesus karte hai apne andar ki change ko...us waqt woh busy thi apni destiny se ladne me...bachpan se jawani ke change ko mehesus karne ka use waqt hi nahi mila...apne ma baba ko sahara dete dete woh bhul hi gayi use bhi sahara chahiye thi...ladte ladte zindagi ki choti choti simpl si baato se woh dur jati gayi...dard itni badh gayi tha..ke pyaar se dur bhagne lagi thi...jo pyaar navin usse karta tha...sayed woh uske mom dad bhi nahi kar paye...uske wajah bhi thi...pahele to woh itni busy raheti thi...navin bhaiya ke sath mom dad ki jarurat mehesus nahi ki kuch hadh tak...she was so deeply engrossed with her only brother...and after his death she has got that how much expectation derr was to her from her parents that she is the only resort to the hopeless couple...the old parents who have lost their only son in his young age...
jab uske rajveer sir uski zindagi me aaya tab woh paheli bar samjhi thi pyaar kya hota hai...par uske saare rang me woh rang nahi payi...use waqt aur beimtehan mohabbat ki jarurat thi hamesha ...jo abhi abhi use samajhme aayi thi...aisa nahi ke wo bhi us feelings ko us sensation ko samjh nahi payi thi...but she dint know how to express it...
how to move on...she is still now her navin bhaiya's lil cuddly sis from her inner mind...she needed somebody who would introduce her to youth...
And all this was misinterpreted by rajveer ...((doston pyaar me kabhi kabhi aisa hi hota hai...aag dono taraf lagi ho aur chingari kahi chup rahi hoti hai...))he has thought she dint want this...he is in the dilemma wheather she loves me or I m just her teacher...she still calls me sir...that means she still doesn't loves me...she feels for me...may be...but in not that way...now after all this she hates me...woh again I have to face the same her hatred...his eyelids are wet...but some how he is ashamed of himself...thats why he is sitting calmly...it is only apparent...in himself he is breaking down himself...but he is capt rajveer singh shekhawat...he has to be strong...
But where is she...she is not in the room...he gets up...
Naina was right...his infection has been spreaded thoroughly...his shoulder was aching
tremedously...due to negligency it has turned up very bad...he dint noticed his high fever...his heart was so much in pain...he colud hardly feel any other pains...but as he stood up to find her...he couldn't balance his own body and got unconscious by only yelling NAINAAA...
it is the only word comes up in his lips whenever he is in pain...
Hearing this naina runs back in the room...her ankle has turned up a muscle stain...and it is paining still now...but somehow she ables to reach inside and finds raj unconscious lying in the ground...her feets begin shaking...the very sight has made her panicked ...she hardly imagined what happened to him...she cam close to him...and when she tries to lie him down in the bed rolling him...she finds he is in high fever...she gets panicked more in this...after taking a pause she starts finding where she had last seen the first aid box...she finally locates out a paracitamol tablet which will help aperently to low down the fever...just for now...but he needs some strong antibiotics...which is not with her in her first aid box...she tries hard to recollect capt shaliny's teaching...hurriedly...which can help him in this condition...she apprehended this before...but now in no way she will let him die...she has decided it already...this time she will not leave him alone...she is with him whatever happens...
She has totally forgotten what had between them a few hours ago...love... true love is this...when situation needs it crosses every distances...without hesitation...
She finds that sir must not have taken any food for a quite a long time...may be for days...she abruptly tries to find out a container that yudi n pooja had inserted in her backpack...some food which can bring back his conscious...back...she also ables to find out a pain killer...coming close to her she tries to feed him the food first...after trying a nonstop hour...she finally ables to feed him it...and after that the medicins... the fever is lowing down slowly ...he is still unconscious...after almost half an hour later he shake his fingures first...this made naina egar to bent on his face...she holds his wobbling palm...raj clutches that subconsciously...that makes naina shivering...
Raj slowly opens his eyes...seeing naina sitting anxiously next to him he again closes his eyes ...a kinda peace reflects on his face...that naina feels better...she understands...that he is better now...needs rest...he hasn't slept properly for days...may be for months...when he has been arrested from then...she does nothing but let him sleep calmly...entwined her fingure in his...
This is the first time she is seeing him asleep ...his health has broken thoroughly...his mental depression...his pain is still evident on his face...but...besides all this a peace...a tranquility...a delight is also...refecting...this makes her smile...she guesses its for her presence...
he loves me...she thinks...then why doesnt he himself tells me that...he has never uttered the magic sentence...nothing...except he needs me...he has accepted that he needs me he has told this honestly...that made her blushing...
Its 8.30 am...sun has spreaded its rays to all misconceptions...all traumas everything has been covered by the light.
She finally fails to keep herself awake...and lies down next to him not freeing her hand from his...she feels a type of content in herself...her dreams are going to be true at last...I m with my love now...who needs me...she does off with a lots dreams...like a normal teenager...their actual condition is now completly out of her mind...she just wants to live this moment...with her sir...rajveer sir...
When rajveer wakes up he sees naina lying almost next to him...still holding his hand...with a cute smile in her soft lips...he smiles at this...she is no more angry with me...she doesn't hate me anymore... he feels relieved at this...he canot help himself grinning... so its better I will not remind her about d incidence happend last night...kash ke har subha aise hi tumhe dekhte huye ho...and again feels sad remembering what his fate...
whenever he gets well he is going to surrender...and he knows very well the fate of a absconder murderer ...but he wants to enjoy the time now...being with her love...she is looking so pretty...so cute...so innocent...who can tell that this is the stubborn...impulsive sentimental baby...cadet naina ahh singh...who always do that what she wants...raj chuckled at the thought...
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