SwaSan OS: Just One Chance

Sanskaar
forcefully picks Swara up in his arms and takes her in his car. He locks the
car so that she is not able to get out of the car. Swara tries to fight him off
but she is not able to. Sanskaar has held her hands very tightly and drove away
his car. Sanskaar was driving to god knows where but he just knew he had to
drive somewhere, where he could just talk to her without any interruption or
from where she just couldn't run away without listening to his side. He just
wanted her to listen. Yes, Sanskaar Maheshwari was not going to stop today. He
just had to convey what he wanted to now without fearing anything and there was
no stopping. He stops the car. They both didn't know where they were but they
were somewhere. The road on both sides was surrounded by forest. As soon as he
opens the car lock, Swara manages to remove her hands from his hold and leave
the car and just walk away on the road. Sanskaar goes behind her, holds her
hand and drags her with him in the direction of the forest. Swara tries hard
not to get dragged by him but she was yet again unsuccessful.

Finally Sanskaar
pines her to the tree. She tries to push him and says "Sanskaar, mujhe jaane do. Please leave me." Sanskaar determinedly
stops her and says "Nahin Swara. jab tak
tum meri baat sun nahin leti, tab tak main tumhe jaane nahin dunga. Not this
time". Swara, still not ready to give up, angrily reverts back saying "Agar
nahin sunungi toh kya karoge? Maar doge
mujhe? Isiliye laaye ho na mujhe yahan, taaki mujhe maar sako tum." And that
was enough to make Sanskaar lose his cool. He cupped her face as and made sure
she was looking into his eyes and his body was pressing tightly to hers. "Enough is enough Swara. Agar mujhe tumhe
hurt hi karna hota, toh Kishan banke maine tumhe aasani se maar diya hota. Aur
kisiko bhi pata nahin chal pata. Haa Swara, maine jhooth bolke tumhara dil
dhukhaya hai. Lekin tumhe hurt karne ka mera koi irada nahin tha. Infact main
tumhe khud iss audition ke baad, sach batane wala tha. Lekin..."

"Lekin, tumhara sach esse hi mere samne
aa gaya. Sach ko jitna chupane ki koshish karo na Sanskaar, woh utna hi jaldi
bahar aa jata hai. Sahil ne mujhe kitni baar tumhara sach batane ki koshish ki
lekin maine uski bhi nahi suni. Actually I want to know. Tum kya karna chahte the
Sanskaar? Tumhe jooth bolke kya mila aakhir?". Swara finished his sentence and angrily
looked into his eyes. "Tumhara saath.
Swara!! Maine bhalehi tumse jhooth bola ho lekin mera sabse bada sach yehi hai
ki main tumse bohot pyaar karta hoon. Aur tumhare bina jeene ke baare main soch
bhi nahin sakta toh tumhe hurt karna toh bohot door ki baat hai" Sanskaar
loosening his grip on her and moved back a little bit.

"Agar itna pyaar karte ho mujhse
Sanskaar, toh tumne mujhpar goli kyun chalayi?" asked Swara. Sanskaar passed his hand
through his hair with a sign and replied "Swara
yaar, main tumhe kese yakin dilau ki maine woh goli tumhe maarne ke liya balki
tumhe bachane ke liye chalayi thi. Tumhe iss waqt kuch yaad nahin hai lekin.."
Swara interrupted and said "Acha!! Chalo
maan lete hain ki tumne mujhe bachane ke liye who goli chalayi thi. Toh main
bachi kyun nahin Sanskaar? Main nadi main kyun giri? Jawab do Sanskaar. Kya
hua? Ab jawab nahin hai?". Sanskaar sighed, took a deep breathe and said "Swara, tum kidnap ho gayi thi." Swara
shocked to learn this development. "I
think tumhe iss accident ki details batane ka waqt aa gaya hai. Haa Swara, tum
kidnap ho gayi thi. Aur tumhe uss insaan ne apni baandook ki nok pe rakha tha.
Yes, you were at his gun point. Aur tumhe usse bachane ke liye main uss par
goli chalayi. Sun rahi ho tum Swara. I shot him and not you. In fact tumne hi
mujhse kahan tha uss par goli chalane ki liye. Aur tum nadi main kese giri?
Swara, jeese hi uss darinde ko goli lagi, he was about to fall in the river.
Lekin usse apni haar manjoor nahin hui. Aur hum dono se badla lene ki liye,
usne tumhe apne saath nadi main khich liya. Yeh tumhe koi nahin bata payega
kyunki uss waqt hamare ilawa wahan aur koi nahin tha."

"Chalo maan lete hain Sanskaar ki tumne
mujhpar goli nahin chalayi. Lekin unn gundo ka kya jihne tumne bheja tha mujhe
maarne ke liye?" Swara
questioned him again. "Main unn gundo ko
janta hi nahin hoon Swara. I didn't even know that they were goons and they
tried to harass you. Else I would have killed them myself for even trying to
hurt you. Woh bhaagte bhaagte mujhse takra gaya aur uske haatho se kuch paise
gir haye. I thought it was his money. So maine usko roka aur uske gire hue
paise usko de diye. Look Swara, I know that you wont be able to trust me. Aur
tumhe ye lag raha hoga ki main bas kahaniyaan bana raha hoon, lekin aisa nahin
hai. Maine tumse jo kuch bhi kahan woh sab sach hai".

Sanskaar looks
towards Swara with a little hope but she looks away not wanting to trust him.
It wasn't that Swara didn't want to trust him. She wanted to. Her heart wanted
to. But her fear regarding him was still stuck in her brain and that was yet
too strong for her to listen to her heart. Sanskaar put his hands in his pocket
and took those kangaan out. He showed it to Swara and said "Pata hain yeh kya hain Swara? Tumhe yaad nahin hoga. Main tumhe batata
hoon. Swara yeh kangaan maine tumhe gift kiye the, hamari pehli ghanghoor ke
liye. Aur tab tumne mujhse vada kiya tha, ki tum inn kangan ko kabhi bhi apne
aap se door nahin karogi. Inhe hamesha pehne rakhogi. Aur jab tum kidnap hui
thi a, tab inn kangano ko tumne zariyaa banaya tha taaki main tum tak pohoch
pooa. Aur tab tumne mujhse ek aur vada kiya tha ki hum kabhi alag nahin honge.
Hamare pyaar kabhi adhura nahin rahega. Tumhare iss vade par bharosa karke
maine who goli chalayi thi. Uss darinde se toh maine tumhe bacha liya lekin
tumhe nadi main girne se bacha nahin paya." Sanskaar had tears his eyes. He
closed his eyes and a small tear fell out of his eyes. Swara had tears in her
eyes too looking at his state. She didn't know why was she crying for him. "Sabne maan liya tha Swara ki tum mar chuki
ho. Lekin maine uss baat ko nahin mana. Meri saasien chal rahi thi aur mere
liye ye saboot kafi tha ki tum zinda ho. Aur tumne mujhse vada kiya tha ki hum
kabhi alag nahin honge. Toh main kese maan leta. Ghar main sabko laga ki pagal
ho chukka hai. Lekin maine parwaah nahin ki. Tumhari inn hi yaadon ko apne
seene se laga ke main jeene ki himmat juta raha tha. Tumhari yehi yaadien meri
takat bani aur main tumhe dhoonta raha. Aur jis din hume pata chala ki tum
sachmain zinda ho aur wapas aa gayi ho, tab main sachmain pagal ho gaya tha.
Khushi se pagal ho gaya tha main." Sanskaar smiling with tears filled in
his eyes. Swara looking towards him with teary eyes. "Maine socha finally uperwale ko mujhpar taras aa gaya aur tumhe wapas
mere pass bhej diya. Tumhe welcome karne liye mere samne jo bhi aaya woh maine
le liya. Lekin main bhool gaya tha ki Sanskaar Maheshwari ki kismet itni acchi
bhi nahin hai. Sanskaar Maheshwari ko kabhi bhi kuch bhi aasani se nahin milta"
He closed his fist. "Itne din ke baad
jab maine tumhe pehli baar dekha toh tumne toh mujhe pehchana hi nahin.
Pehchana lekin ek khooni ke roop main. Jab doctor ne mujhe tumhari memory loss
ke baare main bataya, toh main phirse toot gaya. You were in shock and trauma
as well. Lekin maine phir apne aap jod diya. Maine socha koi baat nahin, main
tumhara saath dunga thik hone main. Tumhe sab kuch phirse yaad dilane main.
Lekin jab bhi main tumhe approach karta, unintentionally bhi, tum itni dar
jaaati aur aggressive ho jaati ki mujhe tumpse door rehna pada. Tumhare itne
pass ho kar bhi tumse itna door rehna mujhse bardaast nahin hua. Tumhe mere
chehre se problem thi. Toh maine socha ki Sanskaar banke na sahi, Kishan banke
main tumhare saath rahunga aur tumhari khoyi hui yadaast ko wapas laane ki
koshish karunga. Aur usme tumhari takat banegi hamari dosti aur music. Jaise
tumne meri di hui saari gifts ko zariya banaya tha taaki main tum tak pohoch
saku, main tumhare music ko who zariya banana chahta tha, taaki main tumhari
yaadast wapas laa saku. Taaki hum dono ek ho sake. Main jaanta hoon Swara mujhe
jhoot nahin bolna chahiye tha. Lekin mere pass aur koi option nahin tha. Aur
mere Kishan banne ke baad, tum thoda change ho rahi thi. Hasne lagi thi tum.
Aur isiliye maine uss drama ko continue kiya taaki tumhe thik kar saku. Main
sahi waqt aane par tumhe sab kuch batane wala tha"

Sanskaar looked
towards Swara with some hope. Swara felt a little dizzy because it was too much
information for her to digest in one go. Sanskaar tried to give her some
support but Swara declined his help. She also had tears in his eyes. Sanskaar
requested her to not be stubborn and let him help her. He made her sit on the
large stone and made sure she feels comfortable. Swara was lost in her thoughts
and went she felt better she replied to him saying "Sanskaar, main nahin jaanti ki mere saath kya ho raha hai. Mujhe iss
waqt kuch samaj main nahin aa raha Haa main tumse nafrat karti hoon lekin
tumhari chot main bardaast nahin kar paati. Uss din jab tum apna ghar chod ka
gaye the, mujhe khush hona chahiya tha, lekin mujhe bura lag raha tha. Iss waqt
main tumpar bharosa karna chahti hoon lekin pehle hi main bewaakoof ban chuki
hoon. Phirse nahin banna chahti. Main tumhari baton par bharosa nahin kar paa
rahi hoon Sanskaar. Chah kar bhi nahin. Jab bhi apni aakhien ban karti hoon,
mujhe bas tumhara goli chalana yaa phir unn gundo ko paise dena yaad aata hai.
Main nahin kar paa rahi hoon". And Swara breakdowns.

Sanskaar sits on
his knees and cups her face and says "Kyunki
tum apni dil ki baat sun hi nahin rahi ho. Apne dimaag ko tum apne dil par
haavi hone de rahi ho. Swara tum unn ladkiyon main se ho jo apne saare faisle
dil se karti hai. Lekin yahan tum apne dil ki sun rahi ho. Swara, ek baar apni
aankhien band karke dekho aur apne dil ki sunne ki koshish karo? Kya meri
presence se tumhe fark nahin padta? Kya mere itni kareeb hone se tumhe kuch
feel nahin hota? Kya mere naam se tum restless nahin hoti? Kya tumhe meri choti
si se dard nahin hota? Kya meri aanshu tumhari aakhon main nahin hai?" Sanskaar
lifts Swara's hand and places it on his chest by his heart and says "Inn dhakdhona ko mehsoos karo Swara. Kya
inn main tumhe apna naam nahin sunai deta?" Swara closes her eyes and tries
to feel it. And for the first time, Swara didn't have any flashback of the gun
shot which left her surprised. In fact she saw some vague memories which she
wasn't able to figure out. She jerks her hand and walks away a little bit
confused. Sanskaar understood her state and requested "Swara, you don't have to trust me. But atleast give me a chance to
prove myself. Atleast give us a chance. Our relationship a chance, our love a
chance. I promise you tumhe sab kuch yaad aa jayega. I will remind you of our
love, relationship. Tumhe yaad aayega ki Sanskaar
ki Swara hai aur Swara ka Sanskaar.
And we will be happy together again. Dekho Swara agar mujhe tumhe maarna hi
hota toh main ab bhi tumhe hurt kar sakta tha. Aur kisiko pata nahin chalta.
Please Swara. Mujhe ek mauka dedo. Please. Just one chance".

Next day in Baadi:

Sahil is on his
way to baadi thinking that he has finally won and thrown Sanskaar out of
Swara's life. He had gotten the divorce papers ready for her. He thought it was
very easy for him now to convince Swara to divorce Sanskaar and he could easily
marry her. As soon as he reaches baadi, he rushes to her house. Shomi and
Shekhar are sitting in the hall smiling and talking. Sahil greets them and they
greet him back and are very happy. Sahil feels weird seeing them so happy and
asks for Swara's whereabouts. Confused Shomi questions Sahil, "Arrey, kya Swara ne tumhe khushkabari nahin
sunayi?" Sahil denied and questioned her about what good news she is talking
about. Shekhar got up and said "Arrey Sahil, Mishti toh bas hasti rahegi. Main
tumhe batata hoon. Swara ne apne aur Sanskaar ke rishte ko ek mauka dene ka
faisla kiya hai." And Sahil felt as if the land slipped of his legs. He
went away with angry expressions claiming that Swara is his and his only and
that he will not let Swara-Sanskaar unite.

Same day in MM, SwaSan's room:

Swara and
Sanskaar were in their room. Sanskaar thanked her for listening to his request
and giving him and them a chance. He was about to leave his room when Swara
stopped and asked him where was he going. Sanskaar told her that he would be
staying in the guest room. It will be easy and comfortable for her that way.
Swara stopped him and said "Sanskaar, you
don't have to leave this room for me or my comfort. This is your room as well. Aur humne iss relationship ko mauka
dene ka faisla kar hi liya hai toh hume uski shuruwaat issi kamre se karni
chahiye." Sanskaar was ecstatic with her response and had an urge to hug
her but he controlled. He smiled and agreed to her request. While Swara went to
change her clothes, Sanskaar promised himself that he will make sure Swaras's
memory will be back and the little distance that is still remaining between
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