ARSHI OS : DADDY'S LOVE...!!!

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Posted: 9 years ago

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ARSHI OS : DADDY'S LOVE ..!!

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NANNA : FATHER
AMMA : MOTHER
TATAYYA : GRAND FATHER
AMAMMA : GRAND MOTHER

Hello friends...This is Arshi...Studying 8th standard...!!! I'm from middle class family...!!!

NIGHT AT MY ROOM...

I started crying as my classmates made fun of me.

*****FLASH BACK*****

Our Hindi teacher has started teaching us Lesson about HYDERABAD. She briefly explained about historical monuments and great places located at hyderabad.
At LUNCH BREAK our gang after having lunch had discussed about our lesson HYDERABAD.
Sneha:"Guys I had visited almost every place our teacher has explained"
Nikki:"Ha even me too"
Priya:"Yup I too"
Siri:"Ha me too"
Priya:"What about you arshi?"
Arshi:"Umm...me...I didn't visit all places..."
"OMG"all exclaimed in unison
Sneha:"Charminar?"
I nodded no
Nikki:"Golconda"
I nodded no
Priya:"Birla mandir?"
Arshi:"Ha...with tatayya"
Like this they started asking me and I answered...
Sneha:"Aww I feel pity for you arshi...Doesn't your father take you outside at holidays?"
Priya:"It was a big joke that she's staying at hyderabad from many years but still didn't visit most popular places"
All started laughing for which I got sad.
Arshi:"Guys...my dad is too busy to take me outside...for enjoying..."
Priya:"oh come on...she's saying as if our dad's are free and not working...Her dad is only working and earning money"
Arshi:"Hey I didn't say like that"
Priya:"Then what? You know my dad inspite how busy he is...he'll take me outside at every sunday.Our family enjoys well at week ends.We'll go to shopping,movie theater,restaurent...park...we'll enjoy well"she said for which tears started rolling in my eyes.
Arshi:"If you enjoy what for me? There is no need to say how you enjoy"
Priya:"If I say what for you?"
Arshi:"I'm listening na...and I don't want to hear how you all enjoy"
Priya:"Why as you don't get chance to enjoy like me?"
Nikki:"Stop it guys...Where's this arugument leading to? Fighting?"
Sneha:"Yeah..."
Arshi:"I'm sorry...I shouldn't have talk like that"I said and left to my place.
Priya:"Who wants your stupid sorry? Go and live your so called boring life"she said for which my tears which are threatening from long time to roll down had rolled down my cheeks.I felt sad and didn't talk with anyone.
Nikki:"Arshi...don't feel sad.You know na that priya is a big stupid,rich arrogant girl.She talks like that only.She likes insulting others.Don't take her words seriously."
Arshi:"Yeah...Thank's nikki"
Nikki:"No need to thank me...Mental girl..I'm ur best friend...Did you forget?"
Arshi:"Yeah"I said and smiled.

*****FLASH BACK ENDS*****

Arshi:"Daddy...why you always do this to me? Why you won't behave like other fathers? See how all are enjoying their lives...Even they are busy but they won't behave like you...they spend their time with their family and take them outside and make them enjoy..."I sobbed.
"See how all are making fun of me...I'm staying here from many years and yet hadn't visit charminar,golconda and the list continues...We have never atleast gone to watch a film at theater.Ha I have gone to theater but with cousins not our family."
I cried for few hours.I fell asleep after sometime.

Now I'm in 9th standard...!!!

Parent-Teacher's MEETING Day...

My dad never misses parent teacher meetings...From childhood I'm seeing na...When I used to live near my tatayya he too never missed parent teacher meeting.Don't know why parents gives more importance to these parent-teacher meetings.

All students in our class are worrying...But I'm sitting without any worry.

Sneha:"Arshi...why aren't you sitting happily? Aren't your parents coming to meeting?"
Arshi:"They are coming..."
Sneha:"Then aren't you scared?"
Arshi:"Why should I? I'm studying well and scored well in exams...My behaviour is good.Then what should I worry about?"
Nikki:"Yeah arshi is right..."
Out floor incharge called me saying my dad has came for meeting.I went for meeting along with my dad.My dad has come directly from office.so he has his office bag and a helmet.I took helmet from him and holded it.
I took my dad near our class teacher.She took out my progress card and handed it to my father.After that she checked my performance and told about me for my father.
Almost every teacher has given nice feed back about me to my father.
It's my PHYSICS TEACHER turn.
By the time I went near that mam...there stood a boy with his mom.Mam is saying that he scored second rank in her subject.She then eyed me and said that..."See she's the one who scored first in physics subject"she said and pointed towards me.I half-smiled.My dad took a seat.My teacher started saying about me.
Teacher:"Sir...Your daughter although she doesn't look like she studies well...she performed well...I'm impressed with her marks."she indirectly insulted me with those words.
"Ok I know I'm not pretty and beautiful...and yes I look like a crazy confused girl who doesn't looks like studying...but how can anyone guess how a person studies by their physical appearence?
Can any one guarantee that the person who looka like a GENIUS is really a genius and studies well and person who doesn't look like genius and they don't study well?"
Today I proved that it is wrong...No one can predict one's talent by their physical appearence"I thought and when she admitted that I'm studying well...I felt proud and when she pointed me and said I was first...I saw a gleam of happiness in my Dad's face for which I got satisfied.But alas...he didn't appreciate me...!!! which made me upset.

I'm observing dad daily routine...

He leaves home at 9 AM and returns at 10 PM.
After coming home he gets fresh up and sits infront of computer and does some work.
If I give school diary to sign...he signs after reading home work given for me and asks if I had done...and then he signs.
He haves dinner while watching TV and again sits infront of computer for few hours and does his office work seriously.
Even at sudays he won't leave office...which irks me the most.
Actually there is no difference for working days and holidays for him.He just will be there at home early at holidays after returning from office early.
I used to not understand why he's working too hard.

Now I'm in my 10th standard...

My dad used to be strict in my studies.

Arnav:"Arshi...You are watching TV !!! How many times should I say you? You are in 10th class...You'll have public examinations...You should do hard work...Or else you won't be able to score well at exa,s"he yelled when he saw me watching hindi serials with my amma.
Arshi:"Daddy..."
khushi:"Arshi how many times should I say it's not Daddy...It's NANNA...you should call him Nanna[FATHER]...Daddy word isn't there in our language..."
Arshi:"Huh...Ok amma"
"Nanna...I have done my home work...Let me relax for some time...If I study 24 hours a day my brain's functioning gets distrubed."
Arnav:"What the? You should study 24 hours arshi. 10th class students wont behave like you.See how everyone are studying"
Arshi:"Aha...show me daddy who are studying at this hour"
Arnav:"See our neighbours daughter is still studying"
Arshi:"If so go and adopt her why are you raising me?"
Arnav got angry with arshi's words..."How dare you to say that?"he yelled and raised his hand to beat arshi but khushi came in middle.
khushi:"Arshi...is this the way you talk with your father? Apologize him"
Arshi:"No way...I won't"saying this I ran into my room.
khushi:"Arnavji...please calm down...we shouldn't force her to study for more time...I saw her doing her work.She came out after finishing her work"she said for which arnav calmed down.
Arnav:"I know we shouldn't force but see these serials and all diverts her mind from studying...Thats why I'm saying her to not watch TV.Don't know when she understands"he sighed.
khushi:"It's ok arnavji...She is becoming elder...she'll understand everything...Now she is still young girl so don't take her behaviour seriously...Time changes everything"

As the time is nearing for 10th class public exams ... Arshi managed her studying timings.She seriuosly concentrated on her studies.'During preparation holidays she prepared timetable for studying at home.
Her parents felt happy seeing their daughter doing hardwork.

I used to write 10 points where ever I sat for studying.As at time I came to 10th SSC board has changed marks system to grading system.10 points is the highest.

My dad used to drop me at examination center.Every day before attending exam I used to visit temple along with my dad.To my luck temple is located beside my examination center.I used to sit there relaxed till the bell rang to enter to exam hall.After I leave to my class,My dad used to leave to office.He used to give me money for my charges and for drinking coconut water as it was summer time.

I left to my tatayya's house for vacations. I'm treated like a princess there.Ok even at home I'm princess but at my tatayyas home I won't have any restrictions or limits...I'll enjoy well here.

I GOT MY 10TH RESULTS...!!!

Tatayya:"Arshi...hema sister is calling you..."he siad and handed me phone.
Arshi:"Ha sister..."
Hema:"Congratulations arshi...You scored 90% in ur 10th public exams...!!!"
Arshi:"wha...what...Me??? 90%"
Hema:"Yes u and 90%...When are you going to give party for us?"
Arshi:"I cant believe this...Thank u sister...I'll ask daddy to give party"I said and called my dad.

Arshi:"Daddy...did you hear this? I got 90%"
Arnav:"Yeah...I heard that...even I checked it..."
Arshi:"You wanna say anything? R u satisfied with result?"
Arnav:"You could have scored more if you had done more hard work with out watching serials"he said for which I felt upset.All my happiness vanished with those words.
I shared my result news to everyone.
Tatayya kissed me on my forehead and congratulaed me.He said he'll buy what ever I ask.
I called my amma and said her my result.she felt very happy and congratulated me.

AT EVENING :

I called amma.
khushi:"Hey arshi...so are you happy with your result?"
Arshi:"No amma.Daddy isn't satisfied with my result.He said that I could have scored more if I dont watch serials"
khushi:"Huh your dad is like that only.You know na...He always points out any thing.But he loves you dear.You know what? He distributed LADDUS here to our neighbours and at office too saying "MY DAUGHTER SCORED 90% AT 10TH PUBLIC EXAMS..." he's too happy dear...I can see his happiness in his eyes.But you know na he is expert in hiding his emotions with dear ones and especially us.So don't spoil your happy mood.Now cheer up.He's really happy"she said for which my upset ran away and I felt happy.

After completing 10th I had lived near my tatayya for furthur studies.

I LOVE MY PARENTS AND GRAND PARENTS EQUALLY.SO I DIDN'T MISS MY PARENTS TOO MUCH WHEN I STAYED AT MY TATAYYA'S PLACE.

FIRST DAY AT COLLEGE...

My tatayya took me to college.There a meeting was held.The college staff has distributed prizes for students who scored well at exams.
Tatayya:"Arshi...One day you should also take prize like that"
Arshi:"Do you think I can tatayya?"
Tatayya:"Yes you have that capability and I believe you"
Arshi:"Ok I'll try my level best tatayya"

One day while returning to home from my college I didn't took bus and came to home by walk.
Tatayya:"Arshi...why are you late today?"
Arshi:"Tatayya today I came on foot...I didn't come on bus"
Tatayya:"Are you mad? Amn't I giving you money for charges? Why are you hurting me by doing such things?"he sighed.
Arshi:"oops...sorry tatayya...I didn't mean to hurt you but I like walking and I was just testing how much time it takes to come our home by walk"
Tatayya:"Promise me you'll never again come too home by walk from ur college"
Arshi:"Ok...Pinky promise...happy now"
Tatayya:"Yes..."he said and kissed on my forehead.

AT COLLEGE

At lunch break we had played TRUTH/DARE game after having lunch.My turn came and one of my friends asked me "WHEN DID I GOT HURT MORE AND WHO HURTED YOU?"
ARSHI:"At my school days...My dad used to drop me at school at morning.At evening I used to take public bus to go to home.My dad used to give me money sufficient for my charges.I used to save those money by going to home by walk.And I used to use that money for buying MANCHURIA.The fast food I love to have.I have habit of having manchuria once in a month.One day at school after returning to class after sncks break...I found that my purse was empty...I used to keep money dad used to give me...I used to walk 3 kilometers to save 10 rupeess...Those were my dad's hardwork income...So,I repect that money more than myself.That time when somebody robbed my money...The money I used to save by walking 3 kilometers that too by bearing my heavy bag...I was really upset and angry at the person who robbed it.If it was my earned money...that's ok...but it's my dad's income...Only I have right to use that.I complained to incharge about that and alas...I didn't find who the theif is...That's the thing which hurted me the most...I lost my dad's money...From that day I have been careful"
After I said this all were shocked.
Siri:"Are you mad arshi? For eating manchuria should you save the money ur dad gave you for your bus charges?"
Arshi:"No...If I ask my dad gives me money but I don't like to have extra money from him.
You know how hard he works?
I used to feel sad as he works to gain money for my sake...For my education,daily expenditures,for our family...I don't want to wate his hard work's income unnecessarly...so when he gives me for charges I used to save those and fulfill my wishes without asking him money at other times...I respect and love him more...so,I don't unneccesarly waste his money"
Pooja:"Ok ok...now lets continue our game..."

My academic performance used to be well...By the time parent-teacher meetings held my tatayya used to be out of station for some works...And so my amamma too...At that tiime our relatives used to take care of me and I used to take them for meeting.As I promised I used to score well and I used to get prizes.My tatayya used to not get chance to see me while taking prize.Later when he used to come to house I used to show him my prizes and he used to feel happy.

MY BIRTHDAY !!!

MY tatayya and amamma wished me at 12 O clock morning.
At morning my amma called me and wished me but my dad didn't wish me which hurted me the most.Whole day I was upset.
I didn't enjoy that day and waiting for my dad's call.
It has become evening but still I didn't get call from him.So,I started crying terribly.
Arshi:"Hey devimaya...Why always this happens to me? my dad doesn't love me...see he isn't wishing me on my birthday"I sobbed.Suddenly my phone rang.My face beamed with happinees seeing caller ID.
Arshi:"Hello daddy..."
Arnav:HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU...DO YOU KNOW THIS IS THE TIME YOU BORN"
Arshi:"Thank u soo much daddy...I'm waiting for your wishes..."
Arnav:"ok then...i'm having heavy work to do...bye"he said and ended call.
I didn't feel sad as he ended call but felt happy as he remembers my birthday and birth time.
My mood set right after that call.

As I'm growing I'm becoming matured girl...I'm understanding all kinds of situations...I started understanding my father's responsibilities.So I stopped feeling SAD as he isn't like other fathers.

One day I went to my dad's OFFICE.

There I met his co-employees.They talked well with me.

Arshi:"Aunty look at this...I have been wrinting stories at IF..."
Sarada:"Wow...you write stories...!!! Once your mom said us...Great dear...keep it up"
Arshi:"Thank you aunty.I even won few prizes in a contest."
Chandana:"Congrats arshi.Did you show these to your dad?"
Arshi:"No aunty.He never encourages me in this...He says me to only concentrate on studies"
Sarada:"No...you shouldn't say like that"
Chandana:"Yes...You know what? Your dad distributes sweets for us whenever you score well at exams.Even at your 10th he distributed"
Sarada:"And even when you got a nice rank at BTECH entrance he distributed sweets for us...he loves you dear...you should share everything with your dad"
Chandana:"You know what...he every time talks about about you...that arshi is doing this...arshi is doing that...he cares about you a lot..."
Arshi:"What really? He keeps talking about me here?"
Chandana:"Yes...He's working hard to gain more money for your future sake.He wants to make you study higher education and give you a bright future."
Sarada:"That's the reason he never keeps leaves and spend more time here to work more and earn more"she said for which tears rolled in my eyes.
Chandana:"He every time praises you...infront of us..."
Arshi:"Huh but he won't praise me directly...he never expresses his feelings for me directly..."I thought and turned around to see my DAD who's involved in working.
"Thank you aunties for saying this.I used to wonder if he is satisfied with my education performance or not.Now that you said I'm really happy.I always keep in mind my father's and mother's hard work...so I too do hard work and score nice marks to see happiness in their faces.I always want to satisfy my parents wishes...and I'll keep satisfying them...I won't dissapoint them..."
Chandana:"Good girl..."
Sarada:"Always be like this"
Arshi:"Thank you aunty"

After my tatayya's death...My dad and I had a conversation...

Arnav:"Arshi...When our beloved ones will be near us we don't know the value of them and keep hurting them...But see now after they leave us even if we call them and say that I'll never hurt you again they won't come near us...so we should be nice with every one every time as we don't know what our life holds the next moment for us...We may be alive or not...so live this moment loving every one..."
Arshi:"Yes dad...I and tatayya used to argue a lot...Even before his death day we argued...If only I know he's going to die...I would have taken more care about him..."
Arnav:"Now you can't change anything na...so don't cry...It's fate...his time to live has completed.so he left.We can't leave with them na.You shouldn't get weak now.You should stay strong and fulfill his wishes.You should study well and make him happy"
Arshi:"Yes dad...I won't cry..I'll stay strong"I said and written my entrance exam well.

I scored nice rank at entrance test and my final exams...As I and my grandpa wished I have taken prize on stage...I used to think that atleast this time he'll be there to see me while aking prize...But Alas...Life wont be the way we predict...!!!

That day when I lost my beloved tatayya,the greatest support I had, my dad gave me support for staying strong.

"I LOVE my tatayya a lot...but used to not say him...but express my love by caring at times needed...I used to ignore my feelings and behave rudly thinking that if I express my feelings god will snach away our loved ones...Now when I was overwhelmed with my grand parents love towards me...I started realizing my love towards them...and really god snatched away by the time I express my feelings towards them...!!!"

"Now I feel that IT WOULD HAVE BEEN NICE IF I HAD EXPRESS MY LOVE TO MY TATAYYA properly at correct time...LIKE HE DID TO ME..."

MY DAD&GRANDPA LOVES ME TO THE CORE...!!!

What I want to say is...EVERY ONE'S BEHAVIOUR WON'T BE ALIKE...

FEW PEOPLE LIKE MY TATAYYA CAN EXPRESS THEIR FEELINGS EASILY...
BUT FEW PEOPLE LIKE ME AND MY DAD CANT EXPRESS OUR FEELINGS FOR OUR BELOVED ONE'S EASILY...
BUT THAT DOESN'T MEAN WE DON'T LOVE ANY ONE...WE EXPRESS OUR LOVE BY ACTIONS...NOT BY WORDS...SO PLEASE DON'T JUDGE ANY ONE'S BEHAVIOUR BY WORDS BUT JUDGE BY ACTIONS...!!!
MY TATAYYA SHOWERED LOVE ON ME LIKE MY MOTHER BY WORDS AND BY ACTIONS TOO...ONLY FEW PEOPLE ARE OF THAT KIND...!!!
EVERY DAY I THANK GOD FOR GIVING ME SUCH A LOVING AND CARING FAMILY...!!!

LOVE YOU GOD FOR GIVING ME
TWO WONDERFUL KINGS FOR ME...MY DAD AND MY TATAYYA [GRAND FATHER]...
TWO WONDERFUL QUEENS FOR ME...MY AMMA AND AMAMMA [GRAND MOTHER]...
MAKING ME PRINCESS OF THIS FAMILY...
LAST BUT NOT LEAST GIVING ME NICE FAMILY MEMBERS WHO REALLY CARES ME A LOT...!!!

LOVE YOU NANNA...
LOVE YOU TATAYYA...
I'M LUCKY TO HAVE YOU BOTH IN MY LIFE...!!!

HAPPY FATHER'S DAY...!!! TATAYYA AND NANNA...!!!

FRIENDS...
OUR FATHER'S LOVES US TO CORE...
SOME FATHER'S MIGHT NOT EXPRESS THEM INFRONT OF YOU BUT THEY LOVE YOU...
THEY MIGHT NOT GET TIME TO SPEND WITH YOU BUT THEY CARE ABOUT YOU...
IF ANY TIME YOU WON'T FEEL WELL EVEN IF HE'S BUSY WITH WORK,HE'LL WON'T HESITATE TO TAKE YOU TO HOSPITAL...
IF HE GETS ANGRY ON YOU WHEN YOU WON'T SCORE WELL AND THEN YOU GET ANGRY ON HIM AND WILL DO HUNGER STRIKE...HE WILL FIND A WAY HOW TO FEED YOU...IF NOT DIRECTLY...THEN INDIRECTLY HE'LL ASK UR MOM TO FEED YOU...AND WILL GET HAPPY IF YOU HAVE FOOD...!!!
HE WILL WORRY ABOUT OUR FUTURE...HE SHOWS A PATH FOR OUR BRIGHT FUTURE...
HE WILL SAVE MONEY BY DOING HARD WORK FOR OUR FUTURE...
HE WONT THINK ABOUT HIS PLEASURES AND ALWAYS FIND HIS HAPPINESS IN OUR HAPPINESS...!!!

SO,LET'S STAND AND SALUTE TO THE GREATSOLDIER WHO PROTECTS AND DOES HARD WORK FOR HIS CHILDREN ... HE IS NONE OTHER THAN OUR FATHER...!!!

LET US FEEL PROUD TO HAVE A FATHER... BECAUSE WE ARE LUCKY ENOUGHTO HAVE FATHER AND HIS LOVE...!!!

SO,LET US WISH OUR FATHER WITH RESPECT...

HAPPY FATHERS DAY DADDY..!!!

THANK YOU WOULD BE SMALL WORD TO THANK FOR ALL YOU DID FOR ME...
I WOULD WISH GOD THAT EVEN IN NEXT JANMA[LIFE] I SHOULD GET YOU AS MY FATHER...
WE WILL WALK IN THE PATH YOU HAVE SHOWN...
WILL GET SUCCEED IN OUR LIVES...
WILL TAKE CARE OF YOU AND AMMA[MOTHER]...
WILL REMAIN AS YOUR PRINCE/PRINCESS...!!!

LOVE YOU DADDY[NANNA]...
LOVE YOU TATAYYA...MISS YOU A LOT...!!!

I WOULD LIKE TO DEDICATE THIS OS FOR ALL FATHER'S ESPECIALLY MY NANNA AND TATAYYA...!!!

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beautiful
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Belated Father's Day Mathi!!!

nice os..
loved it..
well written👏👏

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Happy fathers day😛😛 tooo too good loveddd it😃

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Wow great short story

I was crying thinking about my dad

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Beautiful OS Misti
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nice OS
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u just need to keep eye out for sneaky signs 😉
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Posted: 9 years ago

bacchiii u make me cry darling...😭

i agree that kinda problems happened in my real life too..i too will not look like a genius girl..that doesn't mean that i'm bad at studies..i really studied very well..but it will come to light only after my results...everyone can't be judge by their looks...u know after getting my marks..i used to cry for hours thinking i scored bad..but the truth is i really did well..but the effort is not enough..i get that point no itself...too late nah..koi baat nayi..i have a lot to study now too..i'll change myself..u know bacchi some people are like that..very selfish..always saying that my father did this that just to irritate their mates..i used to be like this in my lower classes...i thought they r saying how they enjoyed..but later only it strikes me...they r actually making fun of me..i'm very small girl that time..so i can't..from that time i hated my friends...they are meant for this..!! just for laughing..!! and i felt ashame of myself for spending my times with them these days..!! but i really get inspired by u darling...that arshi role makes me to cry..remembered me of my childhood..i too think lyk that my papa doesn't loves me..he loves my bro..blah blah..stupid girl me?? yep!! i'm a stupid...even though deep inside my heart i know he loves me just like my bro...i used to say like this just coz of my bloody jealousy..!! but this os seriously inspired me darling..i was crying on the whole..!! we can't say how much a person loves us just by their sayings..i learnt it from u..well i'm some unique piece in my family...coz my mom,dad and my bro none said that they loves me this much..they always had their actions expect me..who always scream i love u..sadly all the times...crazy me..!!

i know i have written a essay..read it if u have time..i'll not say sorry for writing this..coz after reading this i can't stop myself.. i thought to share it to someone...and here i did it..!! u know bacchi i always have plenty of friends only for name sake..they all know me just for my smiles..none know me the crying girl inside me..!! they never been like that..!! i always wonder myself..am i that much bad??? *smiling sarcastically* i don't know...but our friend ship is diff hey na?? our love is by heart...that's y i love u a lott darling..!! i know i may be stupid..bear with me darling..!!

the wonderful os whick makes me cry..!! keep writing more baby..!!

love ya..!! *tight hugs and kisses*

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