TV heartthrob,Vivian Dsena, who is returning to fiction genre afterMadhubala: Ek Ishq Ek Junoon, doesn't fear of being out of sight out of mind. The actor says in the last two years positivity kept him going and he is not aper day daily soap actor."I believe in positivity and God. You should be positive about yourself. The day you become insecure about your work, you come down in life. There can be a situation when I do India's biggest show, but god forbid if it doesn't work, Ianyways will go down in my career and it would be really hard to comeback then. So, instead of doing a blunder, I myself be in hibernation mode. I will always wait for a meaty role rather thandoing any project that comes my way. I am not a per day daily soap actor unfortunately I am not," said Vivian.READ ALSO:Vivian Dsena: Clauses can't be put onemotionsVivan, who is popular on small screen asRishabh Kundra from Madubala, refused many offers in the last two years. Reason? He does not believe in cheating his audience.When asked, does it pinch to refuse lucrative offers, he said, "It does but I am not into a cheating business. I can't just copy paste my characters in every show and don't work hard. I am not in the rat race. I don't want to become a machine who wakes up at 9 in the morning and packs-up 9 in the night, reaches home and sleeps. I am passionate about acting. There was a time when I didn't want to act. Then there was a time I realised I can act. It isnot a profession for me. There are hundreds of other profession where I can make much more money. There are a lot of people who are expecting lot of things out of me as a performer. I don'twant my fans to reach a point where they have a reason to say "Arre ye toh isme bhi RK ki tarah acting kar raha hai". I think it would be a biggest allegation on my career. In fact on the last day of Madhubala, I got a call from a production house saying a new show is ready to go on floors in next 15 days. I heard the narration and refused the offer."