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when will you love me ?
Hi I am sonakshi - I have never written a diary before since he has gifted me this one on christmas I had to aaccept maybe it would be his last memory with him so let me start it with his remark first !!!!!!!! Have you ever felt so in love with someone that you would do anything for them? You would die for them, but they do not feel the same.You wonder why? You sit on your bed and wonder why he does not feel the same way.
It all started in kindergarten. I was just a little girl minding her own business. Then, this little boy and I start playing. Dev was my best friend all through high school. He only thought of me as a friend but I did not just see him as a friend.may be all the girls in the school had a huge crush on him but it dint matter me because he was just not intrested in them at that moment I used to be a person on cloud nine because I was the only girl who was special for him . There was a feeling that I always had for him. But he never felt the same we were always friendzoned .I tried to just forget about the feeling but it was too overwhelming to forget.
Years later we grew big,othing changed nor his light eyes nor my lovestruck feeling for him. When it was time for college we were so excited because we were accepted into the same college. The first few months of college were amazing, but then he met a girl. He felt that warm fuzzy feeling when he saw her. The same exact feelings I have for him. I acted all excited for him, but actually I was crying on the inside. I forced him to show me her or make me meet her atleast once for as my insides were burning to know how she had done it when I was still struck at a relation called friend with him.I never thought a heart break would hurt this bad. But he told me to wait
Wait I am doing that my whole life since I had met you
Today is new years eve !!!!!!!!!!
And look the whole world is waiting for midnight I am not because today is the day I will meet her whom dev choose for himself ... wait my phone is ringing it's a call from dev I am feeling weak I don't want to answer no I want to give an excuse for not meeting him today ... god only 3 months I have to be away from him that we may get placed in some companies than I can maintain a huge distance from him. I am sure he would try to contact me but I don't want this feeling to be know at that time the time is over ...
I am just a friend to him
Missed call from dev should I call back? Yes I should
Or else he will be banging my door any moment
<<<30 minutes later>>>
Me: dev please yaar head is aching yaar
Dev: I don't want any excuses please sona I want you there
He gave me a puppy face I cant resist this now .. he placed a red gown on my bed and left my room
<<<15 minutes later>>>
We are in the car . and I am regretting my mistake why cant I stop myself . he always does this magic on me ... god need to save me
Dev: sona look theres the venue I am gonna propose her !! u wait here I will park and come
I couldnot do anything but just to wait .. he arrived in less than 2 mins and we were in finally I had to agree he had paid a lot effort for the decorations ..
Dev: you like it sona?
Me: yaah its gud yaar !!!
I exclaimed ...he quickly bought up a mic.. I just turned around o look if there were people around who had to hear what he had to say .. no there was no one not even that girl who dev had described to me about hs love towards her ..
Then came 2 people with a box I assumed it to be a gift for her no but it was not ..
Dev came towards me took my hand and placed a pair of siccissors and advised me to cut it ... I could not even imagine he had portraied her picture too this was too much for me I turned before the wrapping paper was unwrapped by him I was about to run when I heard him shout an
I LOVE YOU SONA to the portraid I turned to have a look at the portraid
GOSH !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
The next 2 minutes was unbeleivable for me I just couldnot utter anything I ran towards him like a manic and hugged him tight and started crying finally he loved me
He broke the hug and wipped down my tears and cupped my face
Dev: sona its what you had all the years we were together and now when I told you my decision you are crying why? Please stop crying sweetheart !!
Me: when you knew all this why dint you confess earlier ? I was dying all those days when you told me about your love!!!
Dev: hawww aab ismein meri kya galti if you get jealous by yourself! I just saw how much you will wait !
See he was still testing my patience ... I turned to leave so he could pamper me more !!
Dev: mera answer nahi diya tumne don't worry mein apni death tak tumhara wait karunga!!
I gave him a tight slap on his face ..
Me: how can you even think of death dev mera kya hoaga ? paagal ho?
Dev: its ok sona tumhare liye marna pade than too its ok
Me: dev plz don't talk like this rona atta hai
I LOVE YOU TOO DEV
And there came up the firecracker show and there was silence around us he came forward and without any second thought pushed his lips on mine
During the kiss I was just thinking - have to tear the first page of my diary
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